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Blog Revived!!

2011-11-25T14:16:00.002+08:00

*clears cobwebs*Okay... I have decided to try to revive this blog of mine. Spending the 'pains; of downloading an application on my phone named 'Bloggeriod' to help me create a post when I feel like blogging, even though I think nowadays people seldom read blogs.. All on Facebook or Twitter.. But nevertheless, I try to keep this blog alive because it means a lot to me. (Though I never update for so long, and might take even longer to update a later post. Tsk.)
side note: 'Bloggeriod' is somehow a very easy to use application. it saves your draft, add images, post your draft. It's simple! There are other applications in the Android Market that do that.Ooh btw, I have a new phone, not really new though. Since January this year. SAMSUNG GALAXY S I9000. Yeah baby! Haha!! Even though it's not as cool as Samsung Galaxy S2, but come on, I bought it before it was released! Haha! =)
Alright, I will start off from recently... I have officially O-R-Ded on the 5th of August 2011!! Nice and cool dare, even though I supposed to be ord-ing on the 7th August as I enlisted on the 8th Oct 2009 (enhanced batch). But who cares?? Haha!! Weekends for 7th so I have my happy, sweet and earlier ORD. =D
Ooh yeah, everyone said NS sucks, it truely is for me, most of the times when there were ever lasting unfinished work and events. It kind of drained me out. As usual, messy place to be in, instructions weren't clear, and misleading. Lots and lots and lots of field camps. I remembered the days where we barely touched our bed and the whole company was like 'empty' for like quite sometime as one week following the other, we had to go for outfield and field camp exercises. Freaking tiring and screwed up sometimes as we often went there one day earlier than the others, and came back one day later than the others. So if the field camp was like 5 days supposedly, we have to book in and stay in camp for like 7 days. -_-
Worse was behind. We didn't get to bathe, have proper food, not in field camp yet but in other camps and in worst cases and often we were the ones being forgotten. A lot of times we thought we have done the most jobs and shits but yet, there're no recognition for us. Demoralised for us especially when we came back seeing other people having fun, having BBQ in other companies while we are like gosh shagged like hell and noone else is there to help us with our stuffs. Bad huh? Yeah I think so too. A lot of stuffs more to say, but I guess it's not very appropriate to list them here. But nevertheless, I'm kind of proud that we made it through, being the pioneer batch of MSCs, even though we complained a lot, grumbled and swore like crazy as if everyone on earth has offended us, but still, we pulled through them and ORDed.
People thank their commanders after they have leave the camp usually, and that's what I'm gonna do next. Special thanks to (even though I know it's kind of late to say thanks) my 4 Vehicle Commanders (others have 1, but I had 4!), who took me through the field camps in 2SIR. I bet they must have swore before taking me, as it's really stressful leading the whole convoy of the whole biattlion.
1) Guan Han.He's my 1st VC who actually went through the super fierce period with me as a point vehicle and led me through all those obstacles, taking good care of me (I did take good care of him too!). We went through a lot, and I really learnt a lot through his guidance, even though both of us are newbies. Haha! Everyone else in the company is a newbie btw! LOL.I remembered the times we sat on the top of terrex, saying everything under the sun, watched stars, moon and shooting stars (twice somemore!) while resting. He did sentry duties even though he was damn tried and didn't scold me at all even though I may have made mistakes, though at times I know he almost did but held back. =pReally had a lot of memories and even my vehicle troops missed him, his craps when he went to airforce and kept asking me how's he every now and then. He went to airforce after the shittest ever stuff by the end of last year but failed his training during his last few test and came back to 2 SIR again after we finished everything.
2) Boon HouMy next long term VC who went through the rest of the major shits with me, like the Diamond Plexes (if I spelled correctly), which involved driving on expressways and public road, with me leading the whole convoy. Damn awesome and cool, and I felt as if I were the king of the world as there are escorts and all vehicles moved away for me, but not some motorbikes who thought they are damn big and squeezed through the way from my blind spot. If I didn't notice them, they would be underneath my vehicle tyres and I wouldn't even have noticed anything.He spent those tough times with me like Atec2 and many others as well. Ooh ya, if I never mention, I bet no one knows that he's actually my course mate. I know his twin brother as well, Boon Kiat. They are damn alike I swear. Maybe not now, because of the hairstyle and such but they looked damn alike back in Poly days. Ask Russell Leong (who was in the same class in poly, same company in NS and now in SIM UOL as me), and you know. Boon Hou is my senior now in SIM UOL as he went for bridging course whereas I didnt.
3) YYEveryone call him YY, and I also didnt know what's YY stands for except it's his initials. For simple sake, as his facebook name is, he's called Elwin. He has been my VC for 2 times I think? Even though he maybe not one of the best VCs around, but he still tries his best to be one, and with lesser experience than the regular VCs of the 'combat' team, he's really learning a lot and displayed his 'never-say-die' attitude. He's a very nice guy too, bought muachee for me even though I didnt ask him to. Haha! He's damn nice lah, and the muachee is BIG PACKET one somemore, making my other peers damn jealous. HAHA!
4) BrandonHe was the last VC, and took me only once, for the most relax outfield, but the one of the significant ones, the exchange we had with the US army troops. They may have their striker, but we showed them our Terrex and they did drove some of our vehicles at speed of 80km/h, but I wasn't there to experience it. Would be damn cool if I were to be sitting in one of those. He's also the less experienced VCs, even less experienced than YY, more blurr than anyone else, but still, leading the vehicle through everything. Damn nice and cool to have him as my VC as well. =))
Yup, and to my officers-in-charged, Andrew Patrick Hill and Sebastian Kong Fu Seng, thank you for your guidance and leading. =))Not forgetting my platoon, Bravo, even though we may have some quarrels and arguments about stuffs every now and then, but we have gone through so much shits together together, as a whole and that we survived!! I remembered the days at Sembawang where we moved our beds together to play cards, and chatted like there's no tomorrow, played Street Fighter on our iPods, played D&D, Risk, music,laughed like mad, getting our golds in IPPT together, being the fittest platoon, except for Shu Han who excused lower limbs and cant do anything. Haha, but wow, come thinking back, we really have been through a lot. Haha! Thank you you guys. =))And the rest of my company guys, my troopers and troop commanders and anyone in Army who made my life easier in NS, by having fun, making memories, thank you you guys! =D
That's about the summary of my NS as a NSF. My reservice will start the following year 2013. Hopefully it will be in my holidays, I dont want to postpone it and join other ppl in other company.

After NS, I have gone back to studying. SIM UOL Banking and Financial Services. Back to my old course in Poly. =))Russell is here with me again. Haha! Wei Jie from my NS also joined us in this course, but because Russell and I we have some modules being exempted, so some of the modules we took are different from Wei Jie.
Right now I'm taking Intro to Econs, POA, MATHS1 and Financial Intermediaries. FI is for year 2 module, but somehow I took it now, but still we have to take it sooner or later, so might as well take it now as we can upload another module, to make the rest of my 2 years after this year be easier and more relax. =))
Studying after a so long break due to NS is really horrible. Brain is not really functioning as well, but it gets working after some time. Right now, brain is working, but the thing is, there're a lot of stuffs that I don't remember reading during my Poly days, so somehow I like a 'newbie' in my course again. Haha! I am trying very hard to understand everything I have learnt in lectures. Damn tiring sometimes because it's a 3 hour lesson. Often after 2 hours my brain will start to slow down and switch off sometimes, even though there's break in between but it doesn't really do the trick sometimes. Hmmm.. Gonna do somet

Day and Night, I want you close to me.

2011-05-21T22:12:00.002+08:00

Day and Night. By Tanya Chua

Too much of a good thing
Could just never be enough
And it brings you down
It makes you fear you'll lose it somehow
And that's how you make me feel
And that's how you make me feel

So can I need you in my life?
Can I keep you close to me
Day & Night?
Can I need you forever?
I wanna have you close to me Day & Night

I want something that's beautiful
A love full of emotions & desire
And something oh so innocent
And yet so far beyond words
That you can't explain

Thank you that special someone out there. It says it all here. =)

蔡健雅-Goodbye & Hello 空白格

2011-04-28T22:20:00.004+08:00

蔡健雅-Goodbye & Hello 空白格 (MV)

其实很简单其实很自然
两个人的爱由两人分担
其实并不难是你太悲观
隔著一道墙不跟谁分享
不想让你为难
你不再需要给我个答案
我想你是爱我的
我猜你也舍不得
但是怎么说总觉得
我们之间留了太多空白格
也许你不是我的
爱你却又该割舍
分开或许是选择
但它也可能是我们的缘分
我想你是爱我的
我猜你也舍不得
但是怎么说总觉得
我们之间留了太多空白格
也许你不是我的
爱你却又该割舍
分开或许是选择
但它也可能是我们的缘

Listen and understand the song...

English translation done sloppily by me. :x (because of someone named Lua Chin Wen Benjamin, who doesnt fully understand the lyrics)

Its actually very simple, and very natural
Both parties have to play their part in a relationship
Its not that difficult, its just that you are being pessimistic
There's just a wall which prevents me/you from sharing
Don't wish to put you in a difficult spot
You don't have to give me an answer anymore

I think that you really do love me
I bet that you also cant bear to leave
But how to phrase it
I always find that there's a lot of space in between us

Maybe you dont belong with me
Love you yet i still need to let you go
Separation is maybe an option
But at the same time, its also maybe our fate.

Friendship. My definition.

2011-04-23T02:53:00.002+08:00

Something to share with everyone out there. Definition of what a friendship is.

True friendship is not when you go to school and hang around with someone just because you have no one else to chill with. Its not calling someone up when your bored because they are fun to talk to. Its not when you cant think of a birthday gift and end up buying your friend a wal-mart gift card. Is not when you have to talk to someone about something you don't particularly care about (like how much snow we got last year) to avoid an awkward silence.

Friendship is when you love someone with every ounce of your being and genuinely want them to be happy even if it means sacrificing something your self to make them happy. A true friend is someone you can talk to about your feelings, someone you can tell things you could never tell your family or even your partner. They are someone who you don't have to talk to but someone you want to talk to; someone you will go out of your way to be with. Friendship is when you love someone so much you want to hold them and never let go, someone you want to rest your head on and cry, and you would let them cry on you too. Its someone you can talk to about things you disagree on and end up being closer for that disagreement. Its when you think about someone and how close you are to them and how much you love them and you smile and are happy all over.

Friendship is when your love for someone exceeds your need for them.

Being selfish and not taking the initiative for the first time.

2011-02-21T09:59:00.000+08:00

I thought it would be easy not to take the initiative to start talking and being nice to everyone, doing the stuffs for them and be the scapegoat for them.

Yes, after last night and this morning, I realised, it's easy. At least I tried not to take the first move, not to talk to some.

Last night after I booked in, during lights off time, I heard coughings, from who I know of course. Not buying herbal tea, as told not to, I decided to go to sleep.

Next morning, I woke up, thinking maybe breakfast? Then I thought, you might want too, ' free breakfast, that's the reason why you might want to book in last night instead of this morning'. But thinking again, let me be selfish and go back to sleep, and wake up eat my subway cookies. Surprising, I left half a cookie thinking you might be hungry.

Last night when that someone went to buy coffee for u, I thought, okay, maybe that's what u always want.. Coffee before sleep would make you go better. I didn't bother much, even though I have told you how much that person has gone to have your attention, but it seems like you are happy with giving him the attention he needs. So, forget it.

Not speaking to u in the morning, and wanted to run as fast as I can, partly because maybe that's the way I can do to vent my anger and frustration.

Be selfish at times, that's what I want to be. No more Mr Nice guy everytime. Tired..

And, I will see later if you still concern about this friend over here, for the TSR book if you guys have gotten, in preparation for TSR test tml, that you would spare a thought to get me a book to study. If not, you really have forgotten this friend.

Move on!!

2011-02-20T18:18:00.002+08:00

Okay, I know I have been quite down this few days, but not to worry, I'm picking up myself I think.

Everyone's moving on, so I guess it's time for me to move on and leave others. Will do my best not to rely on people too much, as from what I see, alot of people don't like that. Will stay away from all, be independent and show everyone who Jian Zhou really is. I don't like rejections, and I think noone likes...

No 'best friend' unless that person is really worth, like Chrispin. I don't want to make myself suffer and do the things which others don't seem to appreciate, from my point of view.

'Maybe their best are not my best' This phrase I will always remember forever. Thanks Hui Qi. You are always my confide and know me the best. =)

So.. Move on Jian Zhou, everyone has their own life, so you should live in yours too. Make them revolve in your world, not you revolving in theirs, because it's very tiring to do so. Understand? =)

If you really don't like that person and you have to live with that person like in your bunk, best way is really, ignore. OR.. Treat him normal. Know your enemy best because what they are thinking you will know it best. Dont fall into their trap of making you seem piss and not yourself, or rather, the bad side of you. Remember this Jian Zhou.

Besides, this is part and parcel of life you have to go through. Everyone does. Next time in working society, it's the same. Everyone has their fake side, you cannot be naive enough to trust them all. That's survivability. Humans do that all the time to survive in nowadays life. You will have to learn and master it too. Be truthful, but lie at times to ensure everything goes well, if not you will be 'eaten'.

So yeah, buck up Jian Zhou!! =DD
No more worrying about your friend get stolen, because if it does, this proves your friendship not worth pulling back. Just be yourself, that's what true friends see in you. Dont have to put in the extra extra effort to keep the friendship.

Be truthful and thoughtful for yourself. Let us be selfish at times. =)

TANYA CHUA'S CONCERT!

2011-01-26T00:31:00.002+08:00

TANYA CHUA'S CONCERT!!!!

9TH APRIL 2011

SINGAPORE INDOOR STADIUM

8PM

Anyone interested in going? =DDD

Been listening to her previous album, Goodbye and Hello and it really deserved to be the album of the year in the chinese music industry, as set in 2009 in Taiwan.

Been listening to it for only 3 days and I would say I love all the songs in the album. This is the first time I love all the songs in an album. It's very Tanya kind, and it really shows her hard work put in, her singing style and not very common kind of music style actually go very well together. Besides, it's her lyrics that made the songs meaningful, and enlightened me in some ways.

As in most of her songs, including the other albums, she protrayed how one faced in a situation and how one most likely will feel in that situation. Indeed, her songs are very calming and addictive, at least to me. =)

As compared to her newer album, I still preferred the previous one. But that doesn't mean I don't like the newer one, but just that it felt better in the previous.

Right now, I'm awaiting for her brand new English album, and yes, she's coming up an English one this time. I think this is what she eventually wants because she still speak better in English. Haha! =x

And her first ever public concert in Singapore after so long! She's been out in the chinese music industry for 13 years now. I'm very excited about it. Anyone wants to go can buy your tickets from Sistic from 28th Jan onwards. OCBC credit members can enjoy 10% discount from now till 27th Jan. So hurry! Grab your tickets now!

Tell me if you are going too! =)

Sprained my ankle again!

2011-01-26T00:09:00.004+08:00

Surprised that I'm blogging at this time? Me too. I'm not suppose to be even at home, but then same old thing, Kranji Camp OSAT cock up, managed to leave there only like 9pm, after the bus left at 7.30pm, no dinner for us. Cool huh? Luckily CSM gave us nights off and let us go home, if not I was still wondering how. LOL.

Today wasn't a very good day. Jonah and I got injured. Jonah slipped and fell from ramp, scratched his right elbow, I injured my left ankle (old injury) when i tried to jump down from like 0.8m wall when I was doing guard at the rear gate for low-loaders. -_-
Drew the keys from the guard room, after Russell went to return the keys, even though he supposed to pass to me, but apparently he didn't know. Haha, and I don't even know if I could draw the keys, but drew anyway because noone was around and free to help. LOL.

Hmmm.. Okay, at least today I get to touch my bed later and wake up later. 9am Kranji for Bravo, but I got MA, so AMQ camp for me after my MA. =xx

ciaos~

2011 first post!!! =DD

2011-01-23T02:00:00.002+08:00

*clear cobwebs*

Time really flies very fast. I thought I am still at the beginning of the year. But no! Jan is ending, Feb is here, CNY IS HERE!! WOOHOO!!

The past few weeks for me isn't really good, or would I say it's was just okay. In NS, we had OSAT testing for the 1st week and this week. Next week would be the same thingy again. Means I have to spend time alone the whole day in the vehicle, supposedly, but some people obviously didn't do it and wasn't been scolded, but I was, 3 times in a row in a day. -_-

But the friday that had just past was fun, because PS not there, then everyone havoc, I went to Jonah's vehicle and stayed there for long and chatted without being scolded. =xx
But hey, we were doing out duties can? At least I did went around the vehicles to ensure that the batteries weren't low, no warning sounds and such for all vehicles that didn't have ppl in my area. Bleahz!

But eventually, good thing dont last. Got scolded by Sergent Soo very badly because of no ground guide and speeding when we kept the vehicles. =(
I admit, it was my fault too. Haiz.. But lesson learnt, and I really need to wake up my ideas of being a fool and be someone whom I used to be. Do the right things, be wise. =)

Not been able to converse well in English nowadays. Kept mispronouncing words, or like replace words with some similar pronunciations. Since last week I have been like that, and right now, I still having this problem. ZZZZZZZZ...

Jonah's bed was shifted to another place when we went back to camp on Tuesday. LOL! For audit sake, he has to live with it until the coming week end. Haha! He sure does miss his old position with the fan and the cupboard beside him.

Dallas has undergone a knee operation and is recuperating at home now. Missed him sleeping beside my bedside. The bunk seemed to be getting more and more empty. Firstly Zhi Ming and Wei Jie went over to Charlie and Alpha's bunk, but came Christopher, then Kevin left for his signal course, then now Dallas went on MC. Hmmm...

Anyway, just went shopping with Jonah and Chrispin. Bought a shoe from ALDO, 3 polo t-shirts from G2000 which one of them is the same as Jonah (Jonah please wear it because you look real great in it), and a watch. I dont seem to be in a mood for shopping today, as I cant decide on what things I want like I used to be last time. Maybe too long never come out for shopping spree. That's why. Haiz..

But anyway, really had fun today. Jonah had his first time shoplifting experience at More Than Words at Cinileisure. LOL!! He went to try on this pouch for his ipod touch. Then took out the string as it was inside the pouch and tried it on. Then he didnt put back the string and sort of walked out of the store, till about 10 steps later, he realised that in his pocket was that string. And he went back to the store and put it back. LOL!! I was afraid that he got caught or something lah, even though its just a string. LOL!! =P

Went to shop for more stuffs. Very happy today, because finally I got something for myself for CNY. Haha! Need to buy bottom for myself next! Hmmmm.. Went home after Coffee Bean where Ai joined us. Jonah was very lucky to be able to catch his last train to Douby Gauht and changed to the last purple line train to Sengkang where he can take his LRT home. Was still afraid that he will not be able to catch it, called him after he got on the red line, and went to the operator at the control station to ask if he were be able to catch the purple line. Haha! Really treat him like a child. =P

Ooh well, I will be cutting my hair later, and maybe baking some new year goodies. =)

I need to exercise my upper body! Getting smaller and smaller, weaker and weaker!! ROARS!!!

2010 ending!

2010-12-31T22:50:00.002+08:00

2010 is ending very soon, in less than 1 hour by the time I end my post and publish it. Let us recap on what I have done in 2010. =)

2010 has been a year with alot of crazy events. I spent more time in NS than I had at home, so I will talk more of NS.

In NS, I had finished my class 3 and class 4 driving license, passed all practical test in 1 try, the theory test 1 try, the theory board test 3 tries. Had been a very fun time in Sembawang Camp, all those slack-ing and 'cannot do exercise' rule in that camp really made us grew fat, but had more bonding time together as a whole. Even though we only booked out on Saturday afternoon, but all the fun I had in that training course was worth. =)

Then I had my own Terrex Operator course, which I was here in NS for. Magnificent was the word I first saw the vehicle, but after driving and operating for so long, SHIT is the word for it. HAHA. =XX
Had fun during the course, even though sleep was really deprived from us during that course, and we were sort of brought back to school times where we keep having test and such. Ooh well, at least what we know now are more than we know in the course itself, and everytime there are new things happening every now and then so ya. Eventually we finished it, and came back from all course, we met the other platoon and realised how weird one another were. They found us weird, we found them weird. Haha. But now we love each other. =)

We then had PT and PT and PT and nothing else. Haha. Until NDP came along, our Saturdays were saved. But NDP was fun, very fun, even though nights and days were burnt and we went crazy because of it for awhile. But then again, we had alot of fun, slping in Terrex without helmets (that's open secret okay? =p)
And alot fun chats we had in Terrex with our crews. =)

After NDP came all the shits. Field camps and field camps one after the other. Very tiring. But lucky it all ends in Oct. Nov and Dec are so much peaceful as compared to the rest. =)
And i'm on holidays, even though it's ending pretty soon. But love this recharge, had outings and plans with alot of people, at least I met up with all different groups of people I came across during my student life. =)

As my outside life, I've turned 21, and and been to alot of ppl's 21st birthday celebration. It's a pity that I cant celebrate my 21st birthday on my actual day, because of the stupid Army Half Marathon. But it's okay. At least something else made my day. I got my civilian driving license!! =DD
And I managed to complete my Army Half Marathon by running non-stop, for about 57 mins, I think. Even though it's not the best I had so far, but then again, I completed it without walking. =)

And what did I missed out? Hmmm.. Nothing much about the events I had in my life I think. =)

2011 is about to come in a few minutes now, I hereby wishing everyone a very Happy New Year, may all your new year resolutions come true. =)
Stay healthy and happy always. That's the most important of all. =)

Thank you all who have past by my life, been in my life for the past 1 year. You really make my life interesting and full of emotions. I hope that those who I'm close with, close to me, stay close and happy. Hee... =DDD

HAPPY 2011!!!

Self Reflections

2010-12-17T23:57:00.004+08:00

Dec's self reflections. =)

I think I have been a very good boy in December. A new change in myself. Didn't 'emo' at all. My new way of thinking, "Think simple. Life's too complicated. And if you were to think it complicated again, you will suffer." =)

I would say I become a happier person in December. And I like it this way. Even when I got pissed off or angry about something, it just takes me pretty short for me to recover. =)

Nowadays, I have begun to speak to people whom I used to dislike. No point making myself tired from trying to avoid everything one does. Give them another chance to show themselves and at the same time, show to myself that I'm not the same as them. Just like when you say others 'Moron', you are degrading your ownself too. Thus, forgive and forget will make things and life easier. Everyone should do it. =)

And I know in working society such things won't happen, but nevertheless, you still have to try. You never try, you never know. The most you close both eyes and speak. But ultimately, it all boils down to your own character. Live the way you want to live, don't live for others. But if your way of living affects people adversely, you may have to restructure it.

It's pretty contradicting when I said I have begun to speak to people whom I used to dislike when I went onto facebook, I hopped onto this person's facebook, whom I used to dislike, and yet, not being able to add him as a friend. =x
Maybe I still need time. =)

And alot of people are going overseas this week!! OMG. It's like A-L-O-T. Benjamin Lua, Lawrence Chua, Andre Pong, Kong LiBei, Gerald Teong etc etc etc. So many... I also want to go overseas and enjoy myself! Took off/leaves for so many days, yet I'm still here in Singapore~! WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING? LOL! But then again, I went to Malaysia last month. BUT.. It's not enough! I want to play! =P

But then again.. December schedule for me is rather packed. Show you what I have..

18th Dec: Singing with MSC
20th Dec: Physiotheraphy and Specialist Appointment
24th Dec: MSC Bravo gathering
25th Dec: Sec School gathering
26th Dec: Poly gathering
28th Dec: MSC Gathering at Wei Jie's house, plus night cycling
29th Dec: Poly C.O dinner at Aston, Cathay Picturehouse

GOSH. What else did I forget? Hmmm... Cant think of any. People, advance booking is still required, as always. Haha! Tell me when you want to meet up, alrights? =)
*act busy only this guy*

Anyway, I've been very happy that my outside friend should gel so well with my NS friends. E.g. Yang, Chrispin, Benjamin, Dallas, Jonah. Thank you all for being a wonderful bunch of friends around me. There're still lots of things to learn from one another, share and play with one another. Let's have more gatherings, outings! Love it! =D

Hmmm... FOLKS! PLEASE ASK ME OUT FOR MOVIES! It's been months since I last stepped into the cinemas and I'm missing out alot. Way alot. Harry Potter, Narnia, Hello Stranger etc etc. HAIZ... =((
Ask me out for movies, okay?

Okay, I think that's all for now folks. Shall end my post here. =)

Music Time~!

2010-12-17T00:35:00.003+08:00

This post today is gonna be all about MUSIC. =)

Introduce 2 music videos my friends introduced to me.

From Hui Qi:
Sugarland - Stuck like Glue

A very cute video about how a girl likes a guy and what kind of crazy stuffs she can do for him. A very hype song too. =)

From Benjamin Lua:
Jewel - What You Are
Lyrics are very meaningful. You already are what you are. Follow the lyrics as you listen to the song. =)

I'm driving around town
Kinda bored with the windows rolled down
See a girl on the bus stop bench
Dressed to draw attention
Hoping everyone will stare
If she don't stand out she thinks she'll disappear
Wish I could hold her, tell her, show her
What she wants is already there

A star is a star
It doesn't have to try to shine
Water will fall
A bird just knows how to fly
You don't have to tell a flower how to bloom
Or light how to fill up a room
You already are what you what you are is beautiful

Heard a story the other day
Took place at the local VA
A father talking to his dying son
This was his conversation
"It's not supposed to be like this
You can't go first I can't handle it"
The boy said "Dad now don't you cry,Remember when I was a child what you used to tell me when I'd ask why?"

(You'd say) Gravity is gravity
It doesn't try to pull you down
Stone is stone
It can't help but hold its ground
The wind just blows, though you can't see
It's everywhere like I'll always be
You already are what you are
And what you are is strong enough

Look in the mirror
Now that's another story to tell
I give love to others
But I give myself hell
I'd have to tell myself
"In every scene there's a perfect plan"
Everything I hoped to be
I already am

A flower is a flower
It doesn't have to try to bloom
And light is light
Just knows how to fill a room
And dark is dark
So the stars have a place to shine
The tide goes out
So it can come back another time
Goodbye makes a love so sweet
And love is love so it can teach us
We already are what we are
And what we are is beautiful
And strong enough
And good enough
And bright enough

I really want to thank you Ben for introducing this song to me. Ben, we are both awesome, just like what you said. So don't put yourself down alright?

How're the 2 music videos? =)
I hope you like them as much as I do.

Anyway, you all do know I love Tanya Chua. She's coming up with an English album, from what I heard from radio sometime ago. Just awaiting quietly for her album to be released. Hee... And.. She's having concert next year! I do really hope she will come to Singapore to have hers and I hope I will be free to go to her concert!! =DD

Kit Chan is releasing her new album too!! '等待是值得的。' is her autograph session's name on 19th DEC at either Suntec or Expo. Dont quite remember where is it. =x
It's together with the pre-order of her album.

JJ Lin is coming to Singapore for his world tour concert in March. Those who are interested, I believed the tickets are on sale now on SISTEC. =)

Yeap, I think that's about all for this post. Any good music videos I will post up here again when I have the time. Hee.. =D

Malaysia Trip

2010-11-17T13:42:00.006+08:00

It's been a long time since I last updated my post! Here it goes~

Leave the sad things aside, I have thought it through, no point thinking too much and making myself suffer that much because maybe my best is not their best, their best is not my best. No expectation will lead to no disappointment. =)

Anyway, went to Malaysia with Ben Lua, Lawrence, Liew Jian Zhou, Kenneth, Jeremy, Adam, Kok Wei on the 11th Nov to 13th Nov, Thurs to Sat. Met at 7.30am at Golden Mile Complex for our coach on Thurs. First stop, Malacca. Reached there around 1pm plus, couldn't check in for all rooms but 1 room was available, thus, all our belongings were placed in that room and off we go shopping~!

Went to look for places to eat Nyona's food, but eventually went to a Malay eatery to have our lunch after doing a reccee in a shopping centre nearby for stuffs in there. Was raining thus didn't go to the Jonkar Street as supposed to. Walked the whole of shopping centre, bought things to eat and decided to go Jonkar when the rain stopped. On the way we took alot of photos, places of attractions. Didn't manage to walk the whole of Jonkar as they closed quite early, 6pm. Was sad that we missed walking the whole street as there were really alot of stuffs there. But then we still managed to shop at a few shops there and bought at least something. Haha. Had chicken rice for dinner, even though we said that we want A&W for dinner. Chicken rice was good, especially the CHAR SIEW. =D

Went back to the shopping centre to continue our night shopping. Didn't manage to hang out very late as the shops were closing too. Went to A&W for supper!!! ROOTBEER FLOAT!! WOOTS! LOVE IT TO THE MAX!!! No rootbeer float in Singapore can compare with A&W's. Onion rings too! I really wonder why they pulled out of Singapore last time. Really enjoyed the meal there. =D

Went back to hotel after meal, deciding whether or not to go for singing but eventually gave up the idea as it was late. Watched Discovery Channel, the show on Haunted and Paranoma. WAS FREAKING SCARY! *recalls how Ben react to those scary scenes and laughs like a mad dog.* =x

Ate cheesecake from Secret Recipe. Freaking nice and sinful at the same time. HAHA. =P
Went out to 7-11 to buy some drinks even though I didn't want to go, but since everyone went, I think I should tag ago. (cos I'M SCARED) =p
Went back to zzzz after that. TIRED!

2nd day:
Woke up and had breakfast in the hotel. Went to the toilet which was outside of the restaurant with Ben and decided to sneak out to explore the other parts of the hotel; the management has a rule of not allowing customers to re-enter unless they go toilet. We went up to the 3rd floor and found out where's the gym, sauna room, not as if we were to go in there as there was no time for those. Here comes the best part: We entered into a FEMALE sauna room without knowing. Here's what happened...

After we went to the gym, we came past this room and before we entered the room, we read the notice that was on the door. "No entry except for Guest and Members above 18." We are 21, 22, and we were guest then, so we thought, okay we could enter. So thus we did, exploring the rooms inside, changing rooms, steam room, jazzcuzzi and then.... A guy came in and asked what we were doing here. So we said we were exploring, then he said... "I'm sorry, but this is for ladies. The guys' are over at the other side." Immediately I went RED and said "Opps, we're very sorry. There's no notice saying that this is a ladies' room"

And indeed, there was no signs saying that was a ladies one until 5 steps away from the entry, that showed a small female figure. -_-
WE WERE LIKE.. "THEY SHOULD REALLY PUT IT AT THE DOOR"
LOL!! =x

Anyway, went back, packed luggage and went down to wait for bus to KL. It was a small mini bus and we really felt unsafe in it. Because the UNCLE WAS DOZING OFF AND DRIVING AT THE SAME TIME! The bus went in and out of the lane. O_O
YES. I was sleeping until I heard something like "OMG He's sleeping." Cracked jokes and asked Jeremy to be the VC or drive the bus instead. HAHA. Watched Aliens on bus. Nice show.

Reached KL, couldn't check in as rooms were not ready. Went to deposit our luggage and went shopping! First stop, Pavillion. Super big shopping Mall. Ate our lunch there at this chinese Restaurant called Ying Ker Lou. Nice place, nice food. =)

Went to L'Occitane to buy hand cream for Chrispin. Then went to Uniqio to shop. Didn't buy anything but tried a lot of jackets, and realised that I can really fit in all sorts of weird jackets and bring the jacket out. =D

In Singapore there's LOT 1. But in Malaysia KL, There;s LOT10! Is it 10 times bigger than Lot 1 then? I wouldn't say so, but it's definitely bigger than Lot 1. (for Lot 1 is pathetically small. x=)
Saw these robots costumes outside Lot 10 promoting new internet service provider.
Went to Berjaya Times Square to walk walk and look for something to eat for dinner, but decided to eat the Zhu Chao along the roadside. Luckily we did, because the food there was incredibly good. About 10 Sing Dollars each, we ordered more than 10 dishes including drinks and rice. =D
Very nice food they have there. Saw Zhang Zhen Huan, a Mediacorp Artist there too, and came to find out the next day that he stayed in the same hotel as us, together with Joshua Ang. LOL!

Anyway, decided to go back Berjaya Times Square after dinner, but came to realise that the shopping mall was closed!! =(
Sadly, we went to Starbucks there and chilled with the drinks we ordered. Kok Wei managed to influenced me and Ben Lua with his Green Tea Cream. VERY NICE. =P
Went back to Hotel afterwards for the night.

The next day, woke up, went to have breakfast in the hotel. And decided to check out, then went another round of shopping. This time we split into two groups. Adam, Jeremy and Kenneth went to Berjaya Times Square whereas Lawrence, Ben, Jian Zhou, Kok Wei and me went to Sugnei Wang Shopping Centre for ours. Finally somethings for myself! HAHA. =P

Went back to Times Square, walked around and found something unusual. Normally you see waffles with kaya, peanut butter, chocolate, jam or plain. But here, it sells Waffles with fillings like Chicken Floss, Peanut and Coffee cream etc. I tried the Chicken Floss with Mayonnaise flavour. It turns out quite nice. After that, we headed back to hotel and prepared ourselves to go back to Singapore.

For pictures for my Malaysia trip, you can go to my facebook pictures at the following link.

Malaysia Trip part 1:

Malaysia Trip part 2

Malaysia Trip part 3

That's all folks! =D

Time to grow up and do something for yourself Jian Zhou!!

2010-10-18T21:03:00.004+08:00

As requested by Dallas Chan Zhi Ming, I shall explain the cause of my whole whelm of emotions nowadays... I thought people dont read my blog, as much as last time, because it usually dry and not updated, but yeah, whatever, here it goes...

As usual, been thinking alot, thinking of what kind of person I used to be, and what kind of person I am now. Seriously I feel, I'm just someone who will not create much impact on people's life and they can dont even bother of such person around.

Been recently reading a book called " Tuesday with Morrie", which talks about life, and all the wonders around us. Questions and words struck me hard down in that book.

Things like "Am I ready to be the person I wanted to be?", "Life is like a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound with do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even though you know you should never take anything for granted. A tension of opposites, like a pull on a rubber band. And most of us live somewhere in the middle."

Very true. Sometimes it really makes me wonder what kind of person I really want to be, or what kind of person I used to be, as I somehow lost the touch and feel of being myself. Right now, I'm kinda somewhere in the middle, emotionless, numb towards most of the things around me, and yet, I still do something which will hurt myself.

I need to do something for myself. Stop being the MR Nice Guy which everyone can make use of, because I know I hate being used by others, and stop offering help when one doesn't even ask for it. I realised I have been too nice to others, yet not to myself. Don't want to live in the past of miseries, but move on the next chapter of life.

I thought I always see things much clearer than anyone else, but it doesn't always seem to be the case. I need reminders, tales or rumours about something, some people so that I can judge them properly. Characteristics of people whom I hate in my life: Liars, people who trying to get close to me and use me, and people who snatch things/people away from those who seemed to own, have them.

Somehow or rather, I see these in NS. Too ugly a sight for me, and slams me hard enough to make a wake up call. Hate those arrogant eyes and faces that people give, as though they have won something big and showing off. I need to filter things which I dont want to see, hear or know about, so that I won't get hurt or angry at.

But how to do the things I need to do? I really have no idea.

*no substance*

I can't really explain somethings in words. You got to enter to my heart and know about it. Inner world is calling me once again...

Can I once again feel the happiness in me? I wonder...

KFC at Jurong Point

2010-10-10T00:24:00.002+08:00

I typed this down on my ipod touch on the spot, as I do not have internet access.

Oct 5, 2010. 12:17pm
KFC, Jurong Point

I bought a bendito set meal with chesse fries, and upsized my Ice Lemon Tea. Walked back to my seat, but spilled the drinks on the floor. This action was noted by a staff named Johnny. He came towards me even thuogh I was on my way towards the counter to take saucer for my chilli and asked whether was it my drinks that spilled and what kind was it. Without further ado, he went to the counter and made a new drink with a lid on so that I won't spill it again and served it to me. He politely asked if I mind moving to the next table so that he could clean the table and floor. He is very nice and hardworking staff, as I've been to other outlets, I believed that if the same would happen, I would not receive the same treatment. Thank you Mr Johnny. =)

Self reflection thoughts.

2010-09-14T18:25:00.003+08:00

I think sometimes I'm sort of irritating, aren't I? When I get close with some people, I really tend to bother them with my stuffs, but then in the end, I feel that I'm quite irritating. Too many information to someone else during a short period of time kinda irritating, isn't it? And seeing people everyday, talk to them everyday will be irritating too isnt it? Learning to be independent is one thing, but without friends in your life is totally another thing.

Is my interpersonal skills getting worse everyday as I grow older? I really hope not. I dont want to making new friends, getting close to them, losing them and trying very hard to closer the 'once-closed' gap between us. This process has been quite repetative in my life and I'm suffering from it. Noone wants this too, do they?

I really dont know how to continue speaking to people in my life, the closer ones especially.

Another thing, I have learnt to choose friends and people whom I only want to talk to, in NS. I mean, certainly, I have the rights to make my own friends, but I cant ask people not to make the friends whom I never make with, right? But then again, I feel very frustrated with my close friend talking and be close to other people whom I would avoid. You cant tell them off, yet you have to suffer silently, pretend you have seen nothing. Is that something which everyone has to go through?

Growing up is certainly a tiring thing. Things become more ugly than you think it would, and more complicated than you think it would also. And once things has created a bad impression in you, it's really hard not do away that bad impression. You will think of it every now and then especially when you have to face it almost everyday.

Ooh well, can someone just create the path for me to walk and not stepping onto thorns or stones that will hurt my bare foot? *seemed to be a little boy once again*

My 21st Birthday!!!

2010-09-12T21:31:00.012+08:00

Time flies! And I'm 21 now! Happy Birthday to myself!!! =DD

I celebrated my 21st on 10th SEPT 2010 (my actual is on 11th SEPT, but because of Army Half Marathon and I need to book in at night, that's why made it earlier), at my house. 5 different groups were there. Sec school friends, Sec School C.O, Ngee Ann Poly, Ngee Ann Poly C.O, MSC. Not forgetting my family and relatives. I'm very happy that a lot of people were there for my Birthday Celebration, even though the house is quite difficult to reach and nothing much to do. (sorry for the poor hospilitality)

Let the pictures do the talking then. =)

Decorations

Kai Ting and her Sister (very long nvr see her already, very glad that she came)

My Birthday cake

My Family! (left to right: My younger brother, older brother, ME, Mummy, Papa, and the dog, Golden!)

CCKSS peeps!

NP peeps!

NPCO!!

MSC!

MSC Bravo!

My Relatives!

Cut cake session!

Camou Session. All Thanks to Guan Han, Gerald, Nicholas the 3 masterminds, and others who helped: MSC. -_-

HAHA

True or Dare Session. Terence got a Dare and he got to be drawn on his tummy. Look alike? Haha!

All my Presents!

Thank you everyone who was present at my 21st birthday celebration on 10th SEPT, those who gave me presents, those who wished me Happy Birthday and those who wants to come but somehow or rather couldn't make it. Special thanks to people who helped out before and after the event:

1) Jonah.

Thanks for meeting me that early after sending Da Xi off, met me at town and blow balloons for me even though I knew one burst and you screamed. =x

Thank you very much for helping! Seriously appreciated it.=D

2) Libei.

Thanks for telling me where to get my decoration stuffs, helping me blow the balloons and decorating the house. Without you, I wouldnt have realised I was missing decorations for my Birthday. Haha! =D

3) Chrispin.

Thank you for going shopping with me, helped out with the decorations, guest book and many others. And buying me sth which is relatively expensive and I got hooked onto right now. IPOD TOUCH. LOL! =P

4) Yang.

Thanks for helping out with decorations and clearing, and also with the guest book and entertaining the guests for me. Really appreciate your help. And NPCO's expensive present. I will remember it. =D

5) Eileen.

Thanks for coming early and staying back to help after the event too. =D

6) Hui Mei.

Thanks for coming! I very long nvr see you le lah! Hope everything goes well for you. And Thank you for staying until so late even though the next day you still have work! =D

7) Terence, Dallas, Andre, Ben Lua.

Thank you the 4 of you! Seriously, army life would be not as exciting and interesting without you guys. =D

Thanks for those who stayed back and sang me a birthday song at exactly 12am. =DD

Okay, seriously, I really got a lot of great friends around me. I would like to say thank you thank you and thank you. Dont know how more to show how appreciating and how happy I am.

A BIG THANK YOU!

NDP is finally over~!

2010-08-11T15:15:00.002+08:00

NDP is finally over~! WOOHOOO!! I'm so happy that everything went go well on that day. =)

If you have seen the NDP mobile column, you would have seen me, that's if you recognise where I standing. HAHA! =P

Went to CCK for my heartland route. It was the first time I see so many people in CCK. Crowds flooding the space infront of Lot1, opposite of Lot1 and even the road divider. That's like omg. Even the overhead bridge that I didn't even realise the existence of it because I never use it, was also flooded. Cheers, screamings were heard loud and clear, even better than Padang, but then again, Padang has a larger space for the sound to travel. Atmosphere was definitely the best I ever had in CCK. LOL! For my life here in CCK, this is the first time I see such things happening. =x

Now NDP is over, but shits still lie ahead of us. More field camps coming up, more exercises, and all that need 2SIR to become operational ready lies infront of us. -_-
But luckily, our CSM is back! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH CAN? We officially called him our nanny. HAHA! I remembered he telling us this, "This wont happened, because I'm BACK~!", in chinese. =DD

But then, I heard he's going for another course. =(
Which means 2IC is gonna kill us again. -_-
Haiz... Whatever lah hor.. Like this Sat and Sun gonna be confined cos of ATP (Live firing). Anyway, I hope I could get at least a Marksmanship for this man. In BMT I almost got perfect score, this time round I will try to get perfect, even though I know is damn bloody hard to do so. =x
But at least a marksman is good. I want that money. =D

p.s: NDP is now over, but I hope our friendship still continue, even stronger. =)

Which is the true side of me?

2010-08-11T01:10:00.003+08:00

Ever since I enter into NS, I think some of the abilities I used to have, seemed to have lost. The ability to communicate with other people well, be lively whenever I want to and alot of stuffs. I just had BBQ with my secondary school mates and I realised, I went back to my secondary school behaviour, where I'm not that lively, very quiet, dont interact much with other people.

Which is then the true side of me? I wonder. Is it the lively, everytime will have something to speak about, or the one who is quiet, and doing the stuffs he ought to and help others with it? 2 total different personalities. Which is then the true me? Hmmm...

About me...

2010-07-19T01:33:00.002+08:00

*clears cobwebs*

Today post will all be just me, myself and I. =)

After so long, I just did another self reflection. And I realised something. I have no idea why I can't seem to have a friend who can be there for me whenever I need. There are alot of things in me which I can't seem to be able to tell anyone...

I looked around me and I realised something. I might have alot of friends, alot alot of friends, alot of people whom I can talk to properly, be nice to, and friendly to, but to be honest to myself, I don't have one whom I'm really close to. Take for example, in NS. Alot of times I will be middleman for alot of people, talking to, handling situations. I tried to be close to some of them, but more often I find myself trying to maintain that relationships with them. I'm really very tired of all these. There are alot of different kinds of people in camp, and only some whom I really can talk to, and feel easy around with. But now, it looks like those whom I are closer to, drift apart, or being 'stolen' by other people. *seemed like is a thing huh? can be stolen somemore. LOL*

But seriously, I don't like that feeling in me now. I wonder what's lacking in me that makes me know alot of people, but don't have close friends. (or rather, male friends. Female close friends, I have.)

I think I just keep my mouth shut, stay in one corner and pretend I don't exist. Really hate that feeling in me now.... =(

GUYS WAKE UP YOUR IDEA!!!

2010-06-30T13:48:00.002+08:00

I told myself I NEED TO BLOG ABOUT THIS, thus here I am...

And this is my blog, so I thought I will just pen my thoughts down here. IF anyone who knows what am I blogging, or have any objections against this, please exit the page.. Viewer Discretion Is Advised. LOL.

When I entered this __________ initally, together with the rest, I thought it was a great _________. Everyone showed love, concern and is able to mingle around with each other, at least from what I see. However, as times go by, you see each and everyone's real character. How I wish I didn't.

Alot of times, fun is fun, work is work, work can also be fun. But when you get serious about stuffs and people trying to 'ninja' their way out, trying to find excuses not to do things, and that order is not from you, you get pissed. Not only that, most times, people try to do things only to their own benefits, what about other stuffs which they deemed not beneficial at all? Yes, 'ninja' again, waiting for others to do for them, and every other times, the others will always be the same few fellows again, saving the whole group from scolding.

And in my _________, I see alot of people, and yes, their mannerism as well. A few which I thought have seen the outside world, would relatively behave better, behaved worse than others. Their mindset is CHILDISH, the things they say are WITHOUT SUBSTANCE and most of the times, they tend to be the 'LEADERS', which irritate me. They are really some bunch of people who I would consider, still young, and do only their stuffs. An example will be...

I lent my bed for them to watch movie and play games. They joined my bed with another bed beside mine. After playing, they didn't bother to push it back. Another mate of mine went to push it back for me, even though he didn't even touch my bed. Worse thing is.. All my stuffs are everywhere. My bed, my shoes, my slippers, my water bottle. Noone even bother to do anything. This is ridiculous. And I was back after my activity, they just simply sat on another bed opposite mine and chat. WOW. I didn't know that they are not taught to put things back after used. This is simply FUCK YOU. Get it?

How terrible they can be I simply don't want and don't need to know. I still have at least 1 year with them. I don't want to live my next year miserbly. Alot of stuffs I know I cant say here, and at times alot of stuffs are like you angry and the next moment you forgot and don't wish to remember. I wish I would just remain simple minded, and just ignore things around me, but I know I cant. Haiz..

Luckily for me, I have some cleverer and wiser people around me, which think the same way as I do. At least I know that they are with me, doing and listening to all shits around us. Hope I still survive ba. =)

At least until NDP ends. HAHA. Burning my saturdays and sunday morning... =(

Can everyone be simple again?

2010-06-07T17:48:00.000+08:00

A friend told me this. "One can be simple, just that whether one wants to be or not"

Very true I could say, but in alot of circumstances, one cannot be as simple as you think. But most of the times, I really wonder, where is the simple mind go to when we were young? Why the kid's innocent, simple minded, navie characteristics just disappear as we grow up? Where did they went to?

The only reason that I could think of why people do not remain simple is because others are not simple! And since young, we are asked to ask questions, probe questions and all these lead to answers which we will know. The more things you know the less simplier you get, because you tend to think more than usual.

But then again, on the surface, you can be simple, not look into things too deep and you will be less complicated than the rest. Maybe I have seen the world of mine, more than others do, that's why sometimes I realised that the things I do, speak are rather different. Oooh well, I duno where this post will lead to, so I will start another post. LOL.

Stressful months ahead!

2010-05-18T18:01:00.003+08:00

Stressful months ahead!!! Yes! Why do I say so? NDP is coming and weekends are burning like crazy, without much notice. IPPT, SOC, Route marches are also coming without much notice as well, even though I still don't know when will these be, but I hope it won't come at all. =x

FTT is expiring in November this year for me, and it's really time for me to get back driving! But I duno when should I continue, because my time is so uncertain! Hope when I get to learn back my instructor will know how to give me slots which I can only confirm last min. Please let me pass this time round! =D
And I duno when can I have my test! I hope sir can give me off like in July or August to take test. HELP~!!!

This coming weekends have events for me already, but it seemed so uncertain if I could attend them. Firstly, Kbox session with CC, LL and YM on sat. Then Beehwa's Wedding Lunch on Sun afternoon! I really hope I could attend them all, or at least the wedding one. *cross fingers*

Arggg! Can someone please help me confirm the above?? Haha.. Alrights, right now I might need to go prepare to book in already. LOL! So... that's all folks for now. =D

Cant stand some people sometimes...

2010-05-18T17:00:00.002+08:00

Sometimes when you mix around with a group of people for quite some time, you will start to realise their inner-selves, their 'whole rounded' characters and how they actually behave infront of others and behind others.

And among one of the group of friends which I belong to, I realised and started to dislike some of the people there, or rather, the way they do things and behave sometimes. I will not name who, but will say in general.

One of them which I think I really couldn't stand him at times was that I began to see shadows of him and another person. Whatever one do, the other will just follow, and even for simple things like ordering and eating of food. It makes me feel that why doesn't this person have his own decision? I know at times, when you become good or closer friends with another person you will start to do the things like the other. And I have that before. I can totally understand. But what I can't stand is that it's everything. Every single thing the other do the one will follow. Wake up!

Next, some of their attitudes I didn't like. Please learn how to control your temper. I know my temper isn't very good at times as well. But... Look.. Doesn't mean that one offended you, the whole world offended you as well. And.. When you are at fault, please, admit it gracefully and openly. Dont be mean and reluctuant to admit that it's your fault. Because some people say things at your benefit. They want you to understand things. So, take it!

Arggg! And please lah, before you say things about other people, think it for yourself before you say things. And also.. I have learnt something new. On the surface, some people may have done something big, but then, beneath it, it's for their benefits, and they used it to 'command' others to do something else which does no benefit at all.

You get what I mean? IF someone whom I mention read this and knows that I'm talking about him/her, please, wake up. Don't blame me for this, cos' if you do, you know how petty you are when people try to correct you. =)

THANK YOU.

Mistakes done for Terrex

2010-05-01T00:57:00.002+08:00

I should be sleeping now, as I have my niece birthday party to go to later in the afternoon and movie in late afternoon. But I felt that there's a need for me to blog this out, if not I will feel worse.

Yesterday supposed to be a half day for me, as everyone in 2SIR is going for National Education. However, I got to be in MUTF, showcasing the Terrex the whole day. At first I thought everything was goin fine. Low-loading the Terrex up from 2SIR was great, done in 5 mins, according to my OC, who was there watching the 3 of us, Wen Zhong and Sean doing it. I thought it was quite a good one. Everything went well, unload the Terrex when we reached there and I drove the Terrex to appropriate place. However, when it started to rain, everything started to go real bad.

As it began to rain, they ordered us to move the Terrex to another place, so I became the operator again, and I drove the Terrex, supposedly to the next location, but even before I could, I threw everyone's face out of the hatch.
I almost went into a drain when turning out. =(

The amour ppl were laughing, I guess. Felt so bad, as Terrex is new, and new for infantry, and yet, I threw everyone's faces. *pauses for a few mins*

I didn't see the drain there, as I was turning out. And it really wasn't fully my fault. I couldn't see the drain there, as I was on a slope when turning out. Partly was my fault as I couldn't have turned that early. Still thinking of taking my class 3 civilian license later part of the year, but looks like I might have lost the confidence in driving one soon enough. My sergeant major and encik asked if I could see the drain. My reply was... "No"

Even though they didn't reprimand me, but I still feel bad. My sergeant major said in a joking manner, that I threw face infront of the amour ppl, and yes, I know he mean it. I'm so sorry. Rain dampened everyone's feeling then.

Looks like I will have to put in my extra effort to show everyone I am capable of driving. And make MSC proud of our operators. We, are the 1st and only Terrex Company in the whole world. We shouldn't have made any mistakes. I will keep those in mind now and never make such a mistake again.

And wait! That's not the end yet. When we were returning the Terrex to Sugnei Gedong, I placed our googles on the floor, beside the Terrex. The thing is.. I forgotten about it. None of us remembered about it, and when I remembered about the googles, they were gone! That will equal us 1 time confinement and 1206, which means payment! And the googles aren't cheap. I now hope that Master Sergean Soh, who we think has took it return us. If not I will be dead. Like real dead. =(
HAIZ.........

Random thoughts

2010-04-21T11:49:00.001+08:00

I find reading people, observing people fun and interesting. Sometimes I wonder, why do people react in this way, why they wan to speak in the manner where will hurt someone etc.. It's so interesting to see, tell, and laugh about. I show you examples:

At times I think, being stubborn is good at times. Isn't it? But it irritates people at most times. But u see this this way, if u are stubborn and other ppl trying to change u, and u keep rejecting them, aren't those people as stubborn as u? Weird isn't it? So when people say u stubborn, counter them if u think u are right, by saying that they ate even more stubborn! That's what i said to one of them today. Interesting?

Next, if one day you happened to be in-charge (IC) of something, some people, and you meet these few guys who tell you to do this and that, or comment slightly or quite negative about the things you do or said, and after they do that, they told you these, "Aiya, you decide lah, you the IC mah." It makes you wonder, why say all those things at first when the IC had already said his piece? (even though i know that some ppl want to give some suggestions, but that last sentence is total retard) Funny, isn't it?

Alright, this shall give some people out there some self-reflection, think through for the past few days, have you done something when you looked back you will laugh at yourself?

Sometimes I really wonder myself, have I lost the skill of communication, able to socialise and maintain friendships? But something made me realised that, maybe I'm not that bad after all. There was once I fall in latest when we were about to go for lunch. In other normal times, some people will start to grumble and shout "HURRY UP LAH CB". But in my case, everyone didn't say anything...
Next, other people whom I'm not total close with, will speak to me very politely, and sometimes, in a way where their behaviour weren't like that, like when they used to be loud and vulgar. Hmmm.... Okay, maybe maybe... I was think too highly of myself. HAHA! =X

NEXT!

I have to say this again. SAVE THE EARTH!!! Omg. Why is there still people thinking, e.g. "Ooh, wasting one plastic bag won't do any difference in saving the earth?" WAKE UP PEOPLE!

Remember my previous post? Save the Earth with the 3 Rs. (like what I put in my msn) We learnt those during our primary school, isn't it? And may I tell all these, one can't do much in saving Earth, that's very true. But if one were to try to make an effort in doing so, the effort of one, multiply by alot of people who are willing to do the same thing, equals to ALOT. That's how Earth is saved.

You can't possibily wait for the government to do something, cut the amount of cars on the road etc to save the earth! That will take donkey years man! Yes, they are doing something, but that amount isn't sufficient though, so we will need everyone's help! Dont you want the weather to be cooling, no extreme climate changes, no rises of sea level due to ice caps melting, all living beings able to substain their life here on Earth without any difficulty etc?

Think about it people! WAKE UP!
SAVE ELECTRICITY, you can do it.
SAVE RESOURCES, you can do it too.
SAVE THE EARTH, WE CAN DO IT!

Finished Terrex Operator Course!

2010-04-04T16:09:00.002+08:00

Last Thursday marked the end of my Terrex Operator Course! Took only 17 days for me to complete this course. A rather fast, yet interesting and fun course though, as I will be having this skills with me forever. Proud to be one of the 1st Batch of Terrex Operators! We must create a very nice and good record for the following batches to follow. HAHA!

Too bad I dont think I will be participating in this year's NDP, while the other platoon got a chance to. It's a great honour to have driven Terrex, showcase it to all Singaporean about this brand new armoured infantry carrier vehicle. Ooh wells, what to do? I have my biathlon operation to do. Haha. =)

Finished course which also means starting of all sai kangs and physical exercises, which I DONT LOOK FORWARD TO. Haha! Ahead for me in this year are things like ATP, IPPT REGIME (LIKE NOW!), Biathlon Operations, moving to Kranji Camp 2, etc.. SOUNDS PACK! Which means I will be drained, mentally and physically! ARGGGG!!! LOL! Okay I think I sounded a little over. Haha.

Anyway, yesterday went out with NS buddies to watch "Clash with the Titians". A nice show, but the ending was a little to adrupt. Overall was nice, heart did race a little, but like what they say, after you watch the half of the story, the later half was already known like that. Went to play arcade and eat with them afterwards, did have an enjoyable time with them, as always. =)

Today stayed at home. Watched TV almost the whole day. Went online, facebook and started blogging. My mother wanted to play cards, which I also want, but didn't manage to happen like later. =x

Okay lah, I have no idea what to blog le. I hope my days in NS from now will not be hiong, but be a good one, like what I had for the last 3 months. =)

Humans are greedy, me too. I need accompanions. MORE. =x

《听，青春在哭泣》, 感想良多。。。。。。

2010-04-02T23:18:00.002+08:00

读了原本是中三该读完的一本书，《听，青春在哭泣》，发现了此前乏味又无聊，看不到几面就会抱头大睡，到如今眼睛都不想离开那书，觉得有趣又感人的小说、我的心突然变得脆弱许多。那原本充满温暖的心，以变成像是一间普通的屋子，突然加上了很多门和窗，里头风大，感觉很空虚。再看看这世界，发现我周围的人和我之间有多大的距离，只有自己最清楚。很多时候，自己以为能够适应的环境却往往不是我所想的那么简单。人总是需要爱和关怀的。我相信没有任何人能够不需要任何一种，而且人是贪心的。

有时，我自问自己，我是怎样的人。目前为止，我只有一个答案。在陌生的环境里，一个会在角落头安静的坐着，四处观察，然后慢慢的打开他的心声，和他人说话，但后来还是会回到他自己的位子安静的坐着。

自认为内向和外向是我能扮演的角色，但看来，我还是比较喜欢前者。我承认喜欢众人的目光，可是久了自己会觉得累，很想休息。但后来，想回到最初的那一刻，似乎是不可能的事。也许是自己想的太多了。可是有一点可以确认的是，周围不自不觉发生了太多太多事了，导致我有时感到无助及错乱。

Recently been reading this book entitled ‘Listen to the tears of the youth’, which was initially supposed to be finished in my Secondary 3. A book which I thought was boring came out to be very interesting and touching at times when I read it again. The aftermath of reading that book made me feel empty, and a little of mixed emotions in me which are indescribable. Looking around me, I see my friends and family around me, but how exactly close are they to me, only I know it best. Many a times, I feel odd, left out to be alone, but it’s been a habitual situation for me. I thought I could control it, and taking it as easy as before, but I came to realize, as people gets older, what they really need is more love and attention from the people around him/her. I believe no one on earth would like to be left out, and not receiving any form of love from anyone around him/her, and humans are greedy by nature. They tend to want more than they could ever receive and hardly would say it’s enough.

Sometimes I really think a lot, too much that anyone would think I would. What kind of person I really am? I would often ask myself, and I could only reply to myself in one short summary. A person who will start off quietly in a total stranger environment, staying in one corner and observe people, and would only start talking to person beside him first. After which he will start mixing with all the rest of the people, and after a while, he will go back to his corner and keep quiet again.

I thought I was able to play a role of extrovert and introvert, but it seemed like nature places me more to the latter. I love the attention people give, but after a while, I do get tired, and would like to rest. But after resting, I do not seem to be able to get back the same attention again, which I think I am lacking of now.

Then again, maybe it’s because I think too much. Too many things happening around me beyond my control and without my knowledge make me feel weird and aimless at times.

March Updates

2010-03-21T16:01:00.002+08:00

*Clears 1 months of cobwebs*

Training in NS as been very much of my life still. When shall my training ends? Well, end of March. I not sure what I will be doing after this though. It's all up to 2SIR to decide my fate and life after that. Gladfully, my sergeants are coming this monday, as cadets of the course. And even though they are sergeants, we will be as a whole team, (even though we are still privates), whole company, and they will be my vehicle commander. Hope to see some familiar faces around then. =)

Anyway, I have ended my driving course in Sembawang with 1 time pass at my TP for 3 tonner, which allows me to have my Class 3 and 4 Military License. That was in early March. And straightaway after my course there, I moved back to Amoy Quee Camp, and awaited excitedly for my Terrex Course (which is my main objective of NS for the next 10 years). Course officially kicked off at 8th March. I was the last few to see the Terrex because my Physiotherapy at SGH in the morning. Terrex wasn't as huge as I thought it will be, but it's still very magnificant. The front really looks fierce enough, and the built was tough enough too. I managed to drive it like 2 days after the course starts. It was fun to drive, easier to control than I though, but the different views inside the Terrex itself were a little hard to see at first and was still not quite used to using the periscope to see things, even after a few days of driving in cross country.

I hurt my hands while during the Before-Operation-Service (BOS) and After-Operation-Service (AOS) alot of times. -_-
The surfaces are rough u see, that's why so many cuts and scratches. We got new helmet, it's called CVC helmet, which looks like a piolet helmet. IT'S FREAKING HOT wearing it. -_-
IT'S ALSO UNCOMFORTABLE, especially if you are wearing glasses. Your ear will feel pain and discomfort. Haiz.. What to do. Haha! Anyway, yeah, alot of systems in the Terrex itself, alot of lubrications in the Terrex also, and alot of the time, I still not sure which is which, what is what. HAHA! Shit.. =x

Had fun during my course, but hate the nights where we have to burn them and reach back camp only like in the wee hours, and wake up like 5am next morning. -_-
TOTAL SHAG-NESS. And it's like almost everyday during my driving. What to do?? Instructors are going through the same things also. Luckily for us, welfare was good. =)

Alright, enough of NS, back to civilian life. Had Chocolate Buffet at Fullerton Hotel on 19th March 2010, which is Yan Ming's Birthday! Hmmm, didn't expect like a person whom like me, who loves Chocolate so much, to be sick of Chocolates there. =x
Choices of Chocolates are quite limited, some are just sick, like, real sick. But some are nice, like the selection of different chocolates to make ur hot drinks. That's very nice. And some cakes, desserts are nice too. =)
OOH.. First time ate those gold paper thingy! COOL MAN! haha! Anyway, finally had the gathering with my clique after 3 months. Pretty long huh, yeah, what to do? NS.. =(

Went to Yan Ming's house to play mahjong after that. Kept losing! Played 2 full rounds and never once I was NOT the biggest loser. -_-
Went home around 3am in the morning and woke up only at 3pm the following day. HAHA! Luckily my mother called me, if not I think by the time I wake up will be like 5pm! LOL!

My NS friends came over to my house for BBQ at 5.30pm, initially supposedly to be like 5pm start fire. But all came so late, and in the end all got so hungry that I decided to go cook instead. -_-
Partly my fault. Didnt see that coming, pit was too small. Shall have a bigger pit next time if they come again. =)
Anyway, they all went crazy after 10pm. Most drank, some went drunk, all went crazy. Had to move them inside the house before the neighbours complain. HAHA! They were really crazy. Screaming, shouting, doing crazy stuffs, and yes.. My Platoon Commander was there as well, he was shocked to see us like tt. Too bad.. And anyway, we are older than he do, he still cant believe we are turning 21 this year. Haha! Ooh well.. All are crazy, except for me that night. =P

Eventually, the craziness stopped at 2am that night. All went home. And there were so much things to clear after that. Went to slp at 3plus am. U all shall see all crazy photos at my facebook soon. Haha! Stay tune then. =)

Okay, enough blogging for now. Let me have some rest and some thinking though what has happened for the past few months. Too fast, too many stuffs happening. =)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

2010-02-15T15:12:00.002+08:00

*Spring Cleans my blog*

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all!!! =DD

This year is Tiger year, hereby wishing all a very prosperous year (especially for those who is working and doing business on their on), a very good health and stay happy always. =D

Okay, havent been blogging for about one month now, and it seemed like my blog is really dead. Noone comes to visit my blog! *saddened*
Why I haven't been blogging? It is because I am now in training phrase, and that I always book out on Sat afternoon and book in on Sunday night!! -_-

I have moved my camp from Ang Mo Quee camp to Sembawang Camp for my training (learning how to drive military vehicles such as landrover, 3 tonner), on the 13th Jan 2009. And training there is totally different from what I had from Infantry. Everyday you get to drive, but the things is, it's very tiring also. Driving drains alot of your energy, for those who drive, I'm sure you know. There're tests, both theory and practical ones, which are equally stress! Even though I don't have to do physical exercises, but everytime at 10.30pm, I will confirm knock out! Cos totally too tired, especially at times where you need to do night driving. Haha! Ooh well, but overall, I really had fun for my past one month or so. My bunk mates are really great accompanies, except for sometimes which I don't know whether should I be angry or not. (*coughsiwasreallyangryattimescoughs*)

But anyway, we will be together as bunk mates and section mates for the rest of my NS life, even after ORD, during re-services, I think I will still see them. =D
I will be ending my training phrase at Sembawang Camp in about 2 more weeks! Even though I love the place there, the environment there, but life still has to go on. More trainings are imposed for all of us, including my main purpose here in NS, to operate the Terrex Vehicle. I am the first batch to be touching this vehicle, so let it be a good one. =D
I'll most probably be situated in Kranji Camp 3 for my that training, but when? I am not sure.

Another highlight for this year's training will be NDP!! I will be participating in this year's NDP!! As scheduled, I will be driving my Terrex around neighbourhood estates! Haha even though you cant see me, but you know I am in one of those 30 over Terrex vehicles! HAHA! Honoured leh. =DDD

And after that, my birthday! And most probably will have our first Bialthon Operation with Terrex, together with my parent unit 2SIR. Hope it won't be a hiong one.. *prays*

Exciting? I feels that way too! Ooh wells, let's keep the events in real suspense now, because you see, first batch normally don't have real and fixed plans. Because everything is so unsure now, you get to feel that surprise. Haha! All my sirs and sergents will be new as well. I get to know who is my P.C le. He's a nice guy, but really need to know him more. He's younger than us you see.. But ooh well, we still need to respect him. And as for sergeants, they haven't come in yet. Hope that those sergeants coming in, I will know some of them. =D

Hmmm.. Okay, enough updates of myself. Because of my tight schedule, it will be hard for me to update my blog that often. So.. Stay tune until I get my blog updated. =D

I will need to know more about my family ongoing as well.. Too hard to catch up with alot of things cos I'm only at home for less than 1 day! Ooh wells, take care my friends and family! =D

2010!! Happy New Year! =D

2010-01-02T15:19:00.003+08:00

2010!!! A new year has arrived! So long 2009~!

Short summary of my 2009? Pretty okay, been working during the first few months of my 2009, continuation of my attachment at RBS, until April. Then went on Holiday to Taiwan with Libei and Chin Chian, which was really fun! I love to go again! =D

Then slacked for awhile, and worked for 1 month at Singapore Discovery Centre, Fun Fair Carnival. After that, I worked as a relief teacher at CCKSS after the June Holidays all the way until Sept, where I break for my holiday with parents at China, Fujian. Then I got into NS. Finished my BMT in Dec, got into a new unit, where I am at now. That marks my 2009!

Had fun (before NS), with my life, because I had so much free time and was able to work carefree. And of cos, because of all my friends around me as well. Thank you everyone for making my 2009 a wonderful and nice one. Hope 2010 will be a greater year for everyone! =D

My new year resolution? Hahaha! Let it be a secret within myself. =)

Ultimately, stay happy and healthy. =D

Okay, updates of my beings for now. Eve of Christmas, went out with Hy, Joe, Yihuey and Zhi Zhong to watch Avatar at Cathay at 11pm. Went to eat with HY and Joe first at Siam Kitchen. Ordered Pineapple Rice. WAS SICK already then. Had fever, I think due to the IPPT Cat test where I took at my unit then. Cos kena rain after doing IPPT and didn't go for a bath. Popped 2 panadols after that and headed down to Plaza Singapura to meet ZZ and YH. Went to the Cathay and saw the Alvin and Chipmunks Model! So cute~! Took photos with them. =)

Avatar was really nice. Should go catch it if you havent. =)

2 and a half hours was long, but enjoyed it very much. After that, went to hang out at Kopitiam. Initially wanted to go eat Bean Curd at Rochor Street, but it sold out and is about to close already. Went home on Night Rider at around 3am plus. ZZ came over to stay at my house. Woke up next morning and went to eat breakfast, and I went to see a doctor cos still sick! Fever was high. Zzzzz... And I didnt get to enjoy my long weekend then. Went back to camp feeling sick as well. ZZZZzzz... Even though went back to camp that time didn't has fever, but then the next evening had fever again. -_-

Requested to go see the MO and they took me to see one only at night. -_-

Then kena Attn C, went back home only the next day because too late le. Got back bunk after seeing MO at Nee Soon Camp, because my camp no 24hour MO. Reached back only like 11.35pm. HAHA! Ooh well. Went to slp without bathing and went home on cab the next morning. Slp throughout and yeah, felt so much better after that sleep. Went back to camp around 9 plus that evening. And yeah, continue with practices. Didn't manage to do the route march which eventually led to later book out than the rest. Ooh well..

Anyway, went to Sengkang for New Year countdown celebration with Larry, Samantha, Ling Min, Hakim, Fadhli and Russell. Larry's sister came over to join us too. Haha! We went to fly kite at Sengkang, the open field there and had a small picnic. =D

Enjoyed the times. Then went over to Larry's house cos' it's dark. Countdowned there and played games. Played mahjong with them also. Haha! Was fun playing with them. =D

Went home around 1 plus and Ling Min's father came to fetch us. Thank you! =D

Got home and slp! Ooh well.. That's all I want to update. I still in the midst of uploading the photos into Facebook. Sorry guys if I still owe you all photos, cos Facebook ar, sot sot de, cannot upload. Must manually upload 5 photos each time, so that's why take so long. Anyway, I trying to upload all le. So pls wait. =D

you remind me of the past

2009-12-19T01:13:00.005+08:00

Got my posting yesterday (18th DEC). I'm been posted to 2 SIR. Vocation: AFV OPR - BX. According to some people, I belong to Armour, but somehow or rather, I still at Infantry (SIR). Nevertheless, my vocation stands for Armoured Fighting Vehicle, Operational (or operations, duno which one), - Bionix (duno if spelling is correct). Lucky for me, I got Russell with me, same unit. Hopefully we will be of the same bunk as well. =)

I heard my vocations quite hiong for training, thus, I have decided, if I cant take it, I will go down pes myself. Easy to say, hard to do. Because I'm not sure if my ankle has recovered. Didn't go for running for awhile now. Ooh well, letting it to rest. But I was walking today back from CCKSS (wonder why I go there, will tell u later), my ankle hurts. -_-

Anyway, today supposed to go CCKSS to see juniors practising the dances they prepared for c.o night, as I wont be around seeing them dancing. But too bad, because I thought I was so clever, I didn't wear CCKSS t-shirt, the guards won't let me in the school unless I call teachers down. And I thought of not bothering them, I left the school and walked back home.

Anyway, Jia Wei asked me about what to buy for girl during Christmas just now. He made me recalled the past... Which is really quite long ago. And I was listening to this song, 下雨天 by Nan Quan Ma Ma. That sudden rush of emotions came to me, was really overwhelmed by the whole lot of emotions. Ooh well.. Everyone has moved on, I thought I did, who knows.. =)

you have been missed.

SAVE THE EARTH

2009-12-15T23:19:00.003+08:00

Alright, today's post will be a dry one, but hopefully some people will read this and spread the message around.

What's the greatest news currently that affects everyone, including all living things on earth? Not H1N1, not about economy crisis whether or not Dubai will survive or whether the States will do anything extraordinary. It's GLOBAL WARMING, or rather Earth is dying.

Yes. Sadly to say that even though notices have been seen, warnings have been given, lectures have been told as early as decades ago, humans (apparently supposed to be the most intelligent living species on Earth, but proven likewise here) have done nothing great about it. What have Global Warming done to our Mother Nature, or in other words, what is Earth becoming in our hands?

Some things I'm sure you know:
1) Melting of ice caps in North and South Poles, leading to rise in sea levels and flooding in some low lying areas and also elimaliting some species that rely on the ice caps for survivual like polar bears, penguins etc.
2) Cause of unnatural weathers in some countries, like for exampes, snows are thinner, rains are lesser in countries that are supposed to have heavier snows and heavier rainfalls, or vice versa. Or shorter winter periods but longer summer periods.
3) More forests fires that are caused by the rising temperature causing major air pollution and wiping out animals that are homed there.

IF you happened not to know these, I pled you to wake up and open your eyes to look the things around you. There are so much more things happening drastically and are indicators that show Earth is dying. Mother Nature has sent us so many warnings for us to wake up, but it seemed like major countries and individuals are not doing much about it.

IF you think that one individual is not capable of doing anything much about helping the Earth, think twice. If everyone were to think it this way, who will start doing something about it? Stop pushing the blame around and waiting for one another to start admitting that he/she is actually causing more harm to the Earth. And yes, I'm refering to some major countries, not pin-pointing names just in case. WAKE UP!

Everyone can simply do their part. Remember the 3 Rs we were taught when we were young? Reduce, Re-use and Recycle. 3 simple ways to help Earth back into the state where we were created in. Oh well, at least better and brighten up the whole situation.

Reduce whatever you need not use. Take for example, for toilets, use half-flush instead of full-flush, off all applicances at the main switch (which means the switch socket and not the extension switch only if you are using one) when not in use, use day-light saving bulbs, use laptop instead of desktop which uses relatively lesser electricity, switch to fan instead of using air-con, etc.

Re-use whatever is available. Examples like re-use paper that has only prints on one side when the other is still blank, empty bottles and many others stuffs. Open your eyes to see them. =)

Recycle stuffs! There are recycle bins all around neighbourhood, even though I seriously believed that those bins are not enough. Almost every little waste that we created can be recycled, just that how you are going to classify them. Just a little suggestion, could we just open our eyes to see where are those bins and make an effort to classify all our rubbish so that we can recycle them when we throw them into those bins? And could we seriously have more recycle bins around? More recycle bins would also mean more rubbish is being recycled. Isn't it?

So guys!!! If everyone were to do just their part in helping, I seriously believed, we could save the Earth. Campaigns are not enough (as they create waste after each campaign), even though it spread the message. However, everyone should know that they should do their part, but they are not doing. So yes, if you are reading this, please START doing your part to help the Earth because you are living in it.

If you don't, who will? =)

Finish BMT, moving on to the next phrase of NS

2009-12-13T18:32:00.004+08:00

*clear cobwebs*

HELLO WORLD! I have just completed BMT (Basic Military Training) of NS and going to move onto the next phrase of my NS. Ooh well, you may ask, how was BMT?? I tell you.. IT'S TIRING, BUT!!! It's very fun. Seriously... Imagine spending 9 weeks on a stupid tiny winy island called Pulau Tekong, being confine for at least 1 week before every book-out, having all those physical and mentally stress activities, but when you think about it as you are doing those, you realised, you are not the only one who is having those. And you spend all the times you have together, as a whole platoon, section and company, there's lots and lots of time for you to bond, make fun of each other and doing silly things together. Not only us recruits have the fun, I believed the commanders of Apache (the company that I was in) had fun too, even though they torture us like hell (not really hell lah, cos they very nice and have welfare. =P )

Anyway, alot of things happened during my BMT, but then I doubt I will have the time and energy to type so much of you guys to see. Highlights of what happened in BMT for me:

1) I didn't manage to pass my IPPT (Individual Physical fitness Test) and there were 5 IPPT. LOL!!
The 1st time I failed because of 0 pull-ups, 2nd time I failed because of standing board jump (I injured my ankle then) and pull-up, 3rd time standing board jump again but pull-ups got to 5 times, 4th time standing board jump again but pull-ups got to 8 times, 5th time, same old thing, pull-ups increased to 9 times. Ooh well...

2) I sprained my ankle during the first few SOC (Standard Obstacle Course) practises, which led to me not completing all stations before. LOL! Ooh well, my company didn't finish the run-down of 700m (which you supposed to). So yeah.. =P

3) I got marksmanship for my live range shooting, one point away from perfect shot. WASTED!! =(

And alot more.. Just that I can't remember anything that I feel is very exciting one now. =P
Ask me for more when you see me around, or msn, sms will do. =D

Anyway, in conclusion, I had fun while getting myself injured and got alot of punishments and such. HAHA! Ooh well, you know what I meant. =)

I shall end my this stupid post which I have trying to post for like hours cos' I'm watching tv all along. =P
Shall post again very soon because my block leave is until 20th DEC! Anyone free can date me out! (But of cos subject to avability) =P
Hope my posting is a very slack unit!! Wish me luck! =DD

3 more days to NS??!! OMG

2009-10-04T22:32:00.010+08:00

3 more days to NS??!! OMG. That's too fast! I felt that there's alot of things left undone. Arggg.. Cant bear to think about it. I have not even pack my stuffs yet. I have no idea how to go about doing it as well. Anyway, had my last day on the 24th of SEPT in CCKSS as relief teacher. My last day was good, at least my work load wasn't that heavy. =)

Thanks everyone out there who have made my stay in CCKSS as a relief teacher a wonderful and an exciting one. Special thanks to all the relief teachers I met during my stay there, teachers who made my stay there an easy one, and not forgetting students, both good and naughty ones who add sweets and spices to my life, and also.. My C.O juniors, wonderful batch. (just some major stuffs which I totally thought need to improve on)

Ooh well, you may ask, how many presents do I get? Well, exclude the ones that I asked for, none. LOL! SERIOUS! I asked for presents from 1 sec 1, 1 sec 2 students (this teacher so thick skin one, leave then leave lah why ask presents. -_- ) LOL! I got one letter from Sangeetha (relief teacher), which she did it in the relief teacher's room while I was asleep on my last day and she thought I didn't see it. HAHA! =P

Poor thing right, this relief teacher do until like tt. But then ya, I was still glad that some students asked me for steamboat, added me on facebook etc which made me think that, well, afterall, I'm not bad! =D

Anyway, after my last day at CCKSS, I went to China with my parents for holiday for 9 days. Was fun, yet a little irritating when travelling with some freaking elders. I don't mean they look like one, but then they are just so 'action' and sort of treated the whole trip like their own, without other people joining the troop. Suggest places to go, want this want that, playing their own music disc, ask for this ask for that, saying that money is not a problem etc.. Too many to list. Hmmm.. My trip was a little too rush, sort of like go 7 places within 9 days. LOL! Winner. Haha. And i took like 2000 photos. LOL! Siao right?? I know. I just took whatever I see. LOL! 1 GB memory full, I used the next 4GB memory, but then havent full lah, if that full I think I really gone crazy le. LOL! My mother say, give u 4GB memory also not enough lah u like tt take. WAHAHA! Very true. =P

Anyway, before my last day in CCKSS, I went dinner with my C.O juniors, Dave, Libin, Li Min, Wei Ting and Dave's gf, Sinyee. LOL! Went to BBP Swensen to have dinner. Ooh well. It was an enjoyable and wonderful one. Thanks alot!! They dug out alot of my deep secrets ar. Wonderful Dave. -_-

HAHA! And I realised that, I am not the most experienced one in relationships. Isn't it?? Hor Dave, Weiting, Libin.. HAHAHA! Would never be able to break your records.. Especially Dave. WAHAHAHAH!! *shit, i just exposed your secrets*

Li Min, Wei Ting, Dave, Me and Libin

Me and Dave (act short ar he)

Me and Dave

Libin and Me

Wei Ting and Me

Li Min and Me

Me, Sinyee, Dave, Li Min, Libin, Wei Ting

Libin, Me, Li Min, Wei Ting, Dave and Sinyee

Me, Li Min, Libin, Dave, Sinyee, Wei Ting

Blurred one. ME, Libin, Dave, Li Min, Sinyee, Wei Ting

Me, Li Min, Libin, Dave, Sinyee, Wei Ting

Sinyee, Dave, Wei Ting, Me, Li Min, Libin

Sinyee, Dave, Wei Ting, Me, Li Min, Libin

Will try to upload the China photos (SOME), but then I think I'm a little too lazy to do so now. Too many photos liao. LOL! Hmmmm... I miss those times in secondary school... =(

I DONT WANT TO GO NS. HAHAHA! Too bad, still must go. Zzzzz...

I need time off...

2009-09-19T20:08:00.002+08:00

It's going to be 3 months since I have been a relief teacher for now. Pretty fast. Now students tend to recognise me, 'stalk' where I live, and be close to me. *thick-skinned huh?* =P

Anyway, I realised that I might have been too close and nice to some of the students until they tend not to listen and understand the intention I'm driving at. Especially yesterday, pretty disappointed with one of the classes. They are taking O levels this year, yet, they are still not feeling the stress. They don't even know how many days left to their O Level exams. Went into that class, after swopping with Kian Leong, partly cos' I'm closer to them, and also, it's biology lesson, which I am able to help with. Asked them to do their TYS 2007, but none done, or rather, only 3 people do but they didn't last throughout the lesson, stopped 30 mins after they've started. The rest, simply talked, slept, listened to music. Went a little fierce to them and asked them to take out TYS or start doing the revision worksheets that were distributed, they started asking me this.

"Cher, why you so fierce today?"

I told them in their face this.

"Because I care for you. Do you know how much time you left for O levels? You dont get nervous I get nervous for you you know?"

After saying, I left them and sat at my teacher's table, disappointed, angry, yet, when I thought through it, I felt dumb. Why should I care for them so much? But then again, they are my students, my juniors, why not? Then again, I were to be partly blamed for being too close with them. After lesson ended, I just left the class, with some people already out of the class. That group that were closer with me said bye to me, but i pretended not hearing it. Went back to staff room, cooled down, and yeah, thought that it's nothing much. 34 days to O Levels for them though, but noone feel nervous nor scared yet. Seeing other classes who are taking their O Levels this year, everyone is starting to feel the stress and do their work as being told. Not sure what was the class thinking then.

Ooh well.. I'm not sure.. Anyway, this coming Thursday will be my last day being a relief teacher at CCKSS. Hope students who know me will remember me. HAHA! =P
Went back to C.O yesterday, taught Zhonghu Feng Yong Qian Jing. Was great, and played with the orchestra for that song and realised, I can totally hear what I played. Either I played too loudly, or was that the string section didn't know how to play then. =X
I think was both. I simply played too loudly, as I wanted to show the 3 juniors how it's being played, yet helping Mr Lee in coaching. =x
Wahahah!! Mr Lee also smiled at me after that. =DD

Anyway, they had meeting about C.O camp after C.O. And they asked me in for meeting. -_-
Told them some of the ideas that I have from planning C.O camps in NPCO, and how about to organise one. But didn't help alot, cos' I dont want them to rely on everything I say. However, the meeting took the whole 3 hours to finish, not until I said release them off cos' it's late! 8pm and they are still in school meeting. -_-

Ooh well.. I hoped I can change my Wednesday Driving practice to another time. Cos' it will be the last time I visit c.o, at least for this year. Will call my instructor tomorrow. =P

Now my schedule seemed to be very packed. I suddenly feel I cant breathe at all. Too many things happening around me. I just need some time off, some quiet times myself. Sorry if I happened to reject any event. Too tired.... Mentally tired...

Anyway, share with you something which I felt very true in real life. Got this from my cousin who emailed me. Enjoy...

USED Vs. LOVED
While a man was polishing his new car, his 4 yr old son picked up stoneand scratched lines on the side of the car.In anger, the man took the child's hand and hit it many times; notrealizing he was using a wrench. At the hospital,the child lost all his fingers due to multiple fractures. When the childsaw his father with painful eyes he asked,'Dad when will my fingers grow back?' The man was so hurt and speechless;he went back to his car and kicked it alot of times. Devastated by his own actions.......sitting in front of thatcar he looked at the scratches; the childhad written 'LOVE YOU DAD'.

The next day that man committed suicide. . . Anger and Love have nolimits; choose the latter to have a beautiful,lovely life.....

Things are to be used and people are to be loved, But the problem intoday's world is that, People are used andthings are loved...During this year, let's be careful to keep thisthought in mind: Things are to be used, butPeople are to be loved ... Be yourself......This is the only day we HAVE.Have a nice day and Best regards

Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they becomeactions. Watch your actions; they becomehabits. Watch your habits they become character; Watch your character; itbecomes your destiny. I'm glad a friendforwarded this to me as a reminder. I hope you are having a wonderful day!

Oohh nooooo.. I still want my teens!!

2009-09-10T14:50:00.004+08:00

I cant believe it.. I ending my teens in another 9 hours. OMG. I want my teens!!
'Short' summary of my teenage life here.. =)

IT all happened when I was in Sec 1. *that's obvious*
Sec 1 was pretty much of c.o and staying back late in school. First part of the sec 1 was me going home straight almost every day, buying bread as my lunch at the mama shop in Limbang and go home. After that, I started to stay back after Mr Narain sort of told us abot the filming of the Romero and Juilet Meets Frankenstine. Nice production, and realised how hard was it to film something into a good piece of work. *But i somehow misplace it.* =(
Then continue to stay back with my new friends, Mariam, Zulydia, Zuraida, Khairi, Izhar, Farhana. =)

After that, joined this Life Science Club, where we are supposed to take care of the animals there in the Life Science Lab. Joined with Chin Chian, Wan Sin. Izhar was the chairperson of the club. Remembered alot of the animals. We had numerous hamsters, one rooster, one rabbit, 2 quails, 1 turtle, numerous chicks, one hen. Like a small farm isnt it? But that kind of life didnt really last. Quarrelled with Izhar and made 3 of us got pissed with him for his doings. Ooh well, his gang (wan jun and part of delia), even wrote letter to us to 'test' how clever we were. Bullshit. LOL. But anyway, left the club and didnt really bother to go back because we sort of didn't want to go and be thick skin. Haha. Sounds drama right? Ooh well..

C.O days then was pretty much of a very pleasent memory. We had CCAs on Friday and Saturday then. And Friday was sectional practice. Was pretty afraid of sectional practices because Zhen Jing Wen very fierce. =x
He asked me to play bunjee jump when i have the time. LOL! Sat was combine practice, but then sec 1 i dont quite remember i had any combine practices. So went for sectional. And everytime after Sat's practice, we will go to somewhere to have our lunch. Where??? LONG JOHN SILVERS!! =D
Then we would go to someone's house to practise our erhu after lunch. Either Han Hui's house, Chin Chian's house, Hwee Yim's house or my house. =D
LOVE THOSE TIMES! We so hardworking can? heeee..

First birthday, I still remember 2 of my presents.. 2 groups of people actually gave me same stuffs. Haha! A piggy bank with a shape of shit, with a face that's attached to the body with a spring. Can imagine it? Haha! One bigger piggy bank and one smaller one. =)

Sec 2 was a normal year, but happy year. =)
One of the years that I wish it would just stop there. I have my best friend, good friends with me always. =)
Too many happy memories until I dont know where to start.. =D

C.O times was very good as well. I remembered i got 'promoted' to Zhonghu in the end of sec 1. And sec 2 was the time where I actually joined the combine practice with dinghui (my direct senior) =)
Zheng Lao Shi was there at my first combine practise also, but i didnt dare to play loud cos' I scared I play it wrongly and he can hear. =x
Then Lao Shi came over and said, u play louder leh. Then i.. "oorh" then play a little louder only HAHA! =x
I still remembered the first time we played at Chinese Garden. I smoked like all my way through all the songs. HAHA! =x

Sec 3 was also one of the years that I wished time will stop there. I have my best friend, good friends and my then girlfriend (which i wasnt a good boyfriend then also.=( Regretted.). Everything went very well and happy for me. =D
Studies was okay, except for maths and Amaths. I fail almost everytime. Sadden... =(
But Biology was great for me. Top in class and obviously level, cos' there's only 1 class taking bio. HAHA!! =P

C.O was great too. Was the sectional leader for erhu group, together with Chin Chian. Han Hui became the Librarian while Hwee Yim became the Chairman, Jiunn Yuan became the Vice Chairman, Chrispin became the Librarian too. Everything went so smoothly then. Everyone was happy, at least in c.o. It made us feel like going C.O everytime. But I remembered one incident where we all whole committee didnt go for c.o. Madam Jiang caught one of us loitering around in school and asked him to call everyone of us down. Got a trashed down at the foyer, near the staircase. That incident was really sth which i think everyone there won't forget. =X
Alot of events for C.O. C.O night was one fanastic one, school's annual fun fair was another one also. But that event made us lost money, because we cannot get back our own capital where all the money went to the school. CHEATER!! =(
But anyway, C.O was really very fun then. =D
And up till then before c.o changed to wed and friday, everytime after c.o we will go and have our lunch at Long John Silvers. HAHA! So we practically see the changes of LJS. =D

Sec 4 was one of the year which had drastic changes in my years of secondary school. Sec 4 first part was okay, with the usual great people around me. Then in the later part of sec 4, things started to changed very much. It all started with the teacher's day performance. Suddenly the whole class sort of 'spilted' into 2 different gangs. My best friend was pulled to join the other gang. Sounded drama right? Ya, a little though, but it was all not in obvious mode. Ooh well.. I didnt really enjoy my sec 4 last part, partly because of this, and that because of O Levels. Total drained me out. Doing TYS was part of daily work and I did until tears just flowed down. YES, broked down. Ooh well.. I believed everyone did feel stress then. O Levels seemed to determine alot of things then.

C.O then was great! Sec 4 we were supposed to step down after SYF, so did we. I remembered the times where we had night practices and we seriously practised very hard, but everyone was happy. I remembered going to the NEW block while c.o moved out to the carpark pouch and had combined practice there. The clearness and loudness of the whole orchestra was actually loud. We even had people standing opposite of the school and listen us play, and after that, applaude! We were so delighted then. =)
SYF we got Silver then, a continuation of the first Silver we got during Sec 2. And until now, C.O has never let us down, by getting at least a Silver, or rather, they maintained it, as they havent manage to get Gold before. =x

After Secondary school, I remembered I went for work at Sheng Siong, with Wilson. Being a cashier there was fun, yet stress when I didnt manage to get a balance account after my work everyday. I remembered like I only managed to get a few times balance account during my 4 months stay there. HAHA! =x

O Level results came out the following year and yes, I was happy for my results. L1R5 got 17 points, L1R4 got 14 points. =D
It's the same year where I broked off with my then girlfriend. And it was also the year where I got into NP Banking and Financial Services.

Poly Year 1 was a blurr year for me. I entered BFS course not knowing anyone. And everyone that I know from orientation wasn't in my class. So it sort of making me a loner. But not long later where my LAMERZ clique came into my life. They include Larry, Samantha, Hakim, Fadhli, Ling Min, Yingzi and Russell. =D
The main thing in Year 1 was that I went to Cambodia for community service. I totally never regret going there. It's totally awesome, I love the people there, the place there and the people who went there with me. =D
Until now, I still keep in touch with my Cambodia friends. Isn't it just so good? =)

C.O then was on and off. Meaning I didnt really go to C.O until the second half of year 1. LOL! Cos everytime me and Hwee Yim will like msg each other asking if we going for c.o on that day or not. If one not going then the other wont go. HAHA! =X
Only until Guan Mo Hui, then i started going. But not every practice I went also. Haha. And.. I didnt even go for the AGM! =X
I was on the way home actually when Zhi Zhong called me asking where am I. HAHA. =x
And the thing is.. I got elected to become the committee just like tt. -_-
Another thing.. When I was called back for closed door meeting, to appoint which post we were are to take, I eventually became the PRESIDENT. Laughing stock. A person who never go to C.O as many times as the others became a president of c.o. LOL! =x

Poly Year 2 was a busy year for me. I didnt do well for my studies then. And I dont remember how I actually spent my Year 2 except for in C.O. If you were my friends having lunch with me everytime you will know why. I will everytime go to SDAR during my lunch break, leaving them. HAHA! I think i didnt do well in my studies also partly because of C.O. =X

C.O was very very very busy after since I took up the position as President. Alot of things to be done. 5 camps in a row, 3 outside performance and one Public Performance. Not forgetting the mini events like Guan Mo Hui and other celebrations that we had in school. And seriously, I didnt miss any C.O practices then. I'm a good president!! HAHA!! OMG SO thick skin. LOL! =P

Poly Year 3 was a good year for me. I did better for my 5th sem, because I know I cannot fool around anymore. And I got into the 6months attachment with RBS, which in the end I extended for another 2 more months. Very happy while working there. Learnt seriously alot of things. =D
Was happy that my attachment got 4 points!! =D

C.O for me in Year 3 was so so.. Didn't really go back and bother the things in NPCO. Only remember my PP in 2008, which was end of Year 2. That one seriously made me realised how much I can do. =)
A good performance then. heeee...

I graduated my Poly in 2009 which is this year. Other than working and working and working, going Taiwan for holidays, it's still working. HAHA! Ooh well.. I also went to SPCO to help out in May 2009. Which i really enjoyed. Yeah. =D
Ooh well.. Now i'm working as relief teacher, as you all know. And it's still working. HAHA!

To the end of my teenage life, I would like to thank everyone who appeared in my life during these 7 years. Really appreciate it alot. Really hope everyone that I knew will continue to stay within my life. Thanks! =D
And I would also like to say sorry to anyone whom I have broken their hearts before, did mistakes that angered them for many reasons etc.... Sorry...

And advance so long to my teenage, I'm going in a year of confused state (like what Durga said), as it's not called Teenage nor Adult. HAHA! Ooh well, I hope I dont get confused this year. =)
I have blogged this post for 6 hours. OMG. HAHA! This marks the end of my teenage life. =)

090909 nice date!

2009-09-09T22:42:00.002+08:00

09/09/09.. Very nice date. =D

Ooh well.. Today great accomplishments.. Firstly, I finally finished ordering my BBQ food, which also means, price is settled. Each person is to pay $14. I hope the food is enough for everyone ba. If not like what Yang has said, order Canadian Pizza if really not enough food. HAHA. =x
And Mrs Tan just msg me saying she will be getting durain puffs!! YUMMY!! WEE~! I'm so excited about Friday though. HAHA! =P
She was offering to buy drinks, but I thought, since we going out to buy stuffs then there's no need for her to buy, and that we share the prices among we students only, so.. Ya.. Bu hao yi shi to ask her buy. Haha. =X

Secondly, I have finally gone for jogging!!! I have jogged for more than 3km I believed. From my house to Bukit Gombak Stadium and back! But I gave up halfway, even though I knew I still can go on. =x
But good workout. At least i get to sweat like a pig.

Went out yesterday for my first driving lesson after my failed test on 20th August. 3 weeks didn't drive a car, but to my amazed, I did so much better than I expected. No dying of car, no serious mistakes... Ooh well.. I hope I can do that well during my next test. And.. I have an earlier test date!! 6th Oct!! =D
yesh!! All thanks to kian yong, who told me to look for MP.

After driving went to BPP NTUC to compare the prices stated in the BBQ wholesale and see which is cheaper, to cut cost. Met up with kenny for lunch at Subway and he headed for his dentist. Met up with Han Hui and she came to my house to discuss about the BBQ list. Ooh well, glad that she came over, if not I think I would be at lost. =D

Went to PS to meet with all other Relief Teachers; Durga, Clare, kian Leong and Hui Min. They sort of bluffed me that Aston is at PS. So i headed to PS, searched for it but cannot find. Then I called, and asked.. "ARE YOU GUYS AT PS?!!" And they said no. At Cathay. -_-
Ooh well.. Went there, luckily they just gotten a place, as Aston everytime has a long queue. kinda waited for very long before Durga's meal came, around 45 mins I believed. She kept saying.. Where's my YU??!! Then like so funny. Eventually hers came and we ate tgt. =)
After that went to Ben and Jerry to have Ice Cream. Hui Min treated us all. That's so nice of her. She said, for Sept babies! LOL! Just nice me and Clare happened to be Sept babies, and kian leong happened to be Nov, same as her. =D
Durga was part of the whole plan also. Thanks Durga!! =D

Went back to Lot1 to meet up with Swee Siang and watched the movie " The Proposal". Quite humourous. Enjoyed the show. =D
Went home on bus after that. Nice day. Weee~!

Haha.. 2 more days!! =DD

Term 3 ended..

2009-09-06T16:36:00.002+08:00

Term 3 has ended. We are all in holiday now! =D

Mrs Tang asked if we could help out during holidays for coaching some weaker students in Maths. For being weak in my Maths as well, I reject that idea. I don't want to pull the students' grades down. Stress.. Haha! Very true, I can't teach upper sec Maths. Lower sec Maths is still do-able though, but I don't really remember my O level Maths. So.. Sorry.. =x

Anyway, I have planned to have my last day in school either on 18th SEPT or 24th SEPT. So people, get ready to miss me. HAHA! =P

TP letter has came, and I'm supposed to go see this Chief Officer of BBDC. I planning to go tml. But the thing is.. I not sure when will I be once again be ready for my driving. Have stopped driving since 20th August. 2 weeks for now. Not sure how am I going to be ready once again. If I managed to get another test date earlier, I hope I will pass this time. =D

Have not book the BBQ food for Friday's class gathering yet... Scary.. Mrs Tan also hasnt given me her address. Not sure how am I going to do it. Ooh well.. Let's see again. =X
I need people to acc me to buy things on friday. Anyone free??? =D

Never call me rich, cos I'm not. =)

2009-09-01T23:48:00.003+08:00

54kg??!! Yes, I'm just 54kg now. Lost 1-2kg. LOL! For unknown reasons. Ooh well... I realised I have not been eating alot for dinner. Which makes me hungry everytime after 10pm. -_-

Anyway, my laptop keyboard spoilt. The letter "K" is not working. And.. I need the letter "K" to enter my password for my laptop, which means... I cant access.. -_-
Anyone with extra keyboard to lend me? I scared later like what my brother say, there's sth wrong with the motherboard, and in turns, will spoil my whole laptop, which he say maybe... =(

Ooh well.. I need to get some sleep now. I hope to go school tomorrow. =)

Never call me rich, cos I'm not. Never did I, and after today, I might not even be one. Hope everything will be fine and well. =)

I just cant believe it's just next week.

2009-08-31T23:55:00.002+08:00

Sadly, I didn't go to school today. A teacher without Teachers' Day, and a Teachers' Day without its celebration. Very true in my point of view. I didnt have the celebration, not only because I didn't go to school, but because that there wasn't any in school, I heard. Very sad thing to know about. Nothing to be celebrated of? I totally disagree. Normally this period of time is the most happening of all in the school. Almost every class will want to participate in the Teacher's Day's performance, at least until my batch that is, of I know of.

Deprive the students from performing only makes the school more dull for students, more nerd will be produced, but not some students who can manage social life next time. I'm not sure how the school's culture is going to be in the next 10 years down, but I'm pretty sure that it has changed. Miss Sim has said this to me once. "I'm not sure whether is it we control too much until now, when the students are told to participate, they dont even want to move"

She told me this during the National Day celebration. The school supposed to do this "CCKSS Wave", but noone actually bother to stand up and do it. After 2 attempts by the emcees and the motivators, they gave up. I feel sad for them actually. They just sat there, thinking that it's so lame and noone bothered to move an inch. No life...

Ooh well.. Anyway, yesterday night, I baked cookies with my mother.. She's indeed a very good baker. Even though I have raised my voice at her over the cookies.. =x
But eventually, the 2nd round of cookies turned out great, with her help! =D
Gave the cookies to all my Relief Teachers and 3 other teachers, Mrs Tang, Mrs Tan and Miss Chow. =D
Hope they like it. heee...

And.. My guess is right!! GTSS = Great Teacher Swee Siang got the most presents. I believed. LOL! He even got love letter from students, I heard. Msges from students as well. Ooh.. So envy.. Haha!! =P
Tomorrow is another day that I'm gonna rot at home... Ooh gosh.. Is this good? Haha! =P

And I just cant believe Sept is here.. Sept is gonna fly very fast, I think. First, School Holiday, then my birthday!!, then I'm going China and then.. Oct = NS! OMG.. 0_0
haha.. time fly slower can? =D

haiz... i was bathing just now and suddenly thought... i just cant believed it's just next week. too fast... haiz.. =(

2 months of relieving classes has past...

2009-08-29T15:22:00.002+08:00

2 months. That's how long I have been relieving in CCKSS. Pretty fast huh? But I thought I have been there for quite some time. Very routine though, but I like been there. Those people in my staff room are very nice to be with. They are just a bunch of jokers and they never fail to make me laugh like mad. And not forgetting the gossips around in the office. Students there are relatively good, but of cos, that's if you are relieving the better classes. =)

Ooh, Teacher's Day is here!! Wahahaha!! Which means.. I have holiday as well! But the thing is.. I don't quite like the planning of the celebration on Monday. It don't even seem to be one. There will be school all the way to 12pm, then from 12pm to 1pm is reception period, where all teachers will have their reception and students are to prove to teachers that they can control themselves in classes by doing the activities they have planned before. And from 1pm to 1.30pm will be Form/Co-Form Teacher's period. School ends at 1.30pm. LOL!

Nice? Ooh well, it's not for me to say. But anyway, we shall see which relief teacher will get the most gifts. And I seriously think it will be Swee Siang. Haha! (all other RT think that way too) =D

Ooh, Mrs Tang got to know that I teach SINDA classes as well yesterday. But yesterday was one of the most difficult times I ever had teaching. Why?? Even though it's P4 science, but all the stuffs seemed to have question mark for me. LOL! Aluminium = metal? In my memory it is, but students say their teachers said no. So.... Instead of giving them a confirm answer, cos' I scared I might be wrong, I told them to ask their teachers again. LOL! Alot of other questions as well. I'm like.. I'm here to teach or learn from them the answers? Hmmm... Ooh well.... I thought it wasn't hard at first, cos' I'm quite good in Science though, but... Haiz.. Ooh well, nvm. =P

I think I seriously need to get some exercise. NS is here.. Anyone please jio me to go exercise. LOL! Swimming!! Badminton!! (can dont go running? =P ) Gym!! =D

Irritated, pissed, and lots of negative emotions

2009-08-20T23:16:00.002+08:00

Took my driving test today, and ya, as expected, I didn't manage to pass it. -_-
Got immediate failure. Why?? Because I mounted kerb. -_-
So how about re-test you may think. Last seen, 14th Oct is the earliest date for the next driving test date available. I'm enlisting in 8th Oct. Which means, I can't take any until most probably after my POP. I shall call up the Traffic Police to request for an earlier date, not sure if it can be done, but the BBDC people told me it's worth a try.

Alrights, it's 20th Aug already and the number of people confirm turning up for my class gathering is pathetic. 15 people confirm going, out of 38 people in my class. 6 people cannot go, 4 not confirm, that makes it 25 people who replied. Which means, there're still 13 people who have not reply my email. Get very irritated by this already. Planning such a gathering but people are just so bo chap. This really feels like shit.

Again, why plan something on my birthday itself? Because it's a friday, and it falls on a school holiday, which means, teachers should be able to come, and ex-classmates can make it also. But then.. Come to think of it. Why bother to have one when people dont bother? Make myself suffer only and not getting to enjoy my own birthday when you have to be there, organising things for others. Heck care attitude makes people puke.

Rubbish.. All are rubbish. Feel so angry, pissed, irritated now. Things aren't going smoothly. Test date cannot confirm, gathering screwed like for now. What else more to come? Argggg.... *put on the 2nd mask*

Acoustic Guitar - Andy Mckee

2009-08-16T01:20:00.005+08:00

Been introduced by Kenny to this musician, Andy Mckee. He plays acoustic guitar in a cool and awesome way. The music he plays is damn nice. It really brought me to see guitar in another perspective. Look at these videos and you will know.

Andy McKee - Guitar - Drifting
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ddn4MGaS3N4

Andy McKee - Rylynn - Acoustic Guitar
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JsD6uEZsIsU&feature=related

Andy McKee - Into the Ocean
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cvar4ZsqsEo&feature=related

Isn't he just awesome? His tactics of playing guitar, is the best of all I have seen so far and his fine playing of the guitar is just so perfect. He's like so talented in this. His music, seemed to have included alot of other instruments, or what you called as an illusion of a full band accompaniment, if you didn't see the video but listen to his music alone. His music is just so light-hearted and has its very own soul. As you listen to his music, I bet you are actually swaying with the music. I don't know why, but I feel touched by his music. =)

He's gonna be my guitar idol, even though I know nothing about playing a guitar. And if his albums were to be found in Singapore, I would not hesitate to buy one. And yes! He's gonna release his new album in Aug 2009. I'm not sure if it has been released or not. You can go and have a look if he has and tell me about it. =D

Hope that one day he would come to Singapore to have his concert, and by then, I will pull friends along to watch it. Especially the one who has introduced it to me.. KENNY LEE! HAHA!

You can go to http://www.candyrat.com/artists/AndyMcKee/ArtOfMotion/ or http://www.myspace.com/andymckee2 for more information about him and his music.

Irritating me

2009-08-13T23:02:00.002+08:00

I suddenly found out that I'm no longer being my own true self. I sort of even forgotten how do my true self looks and feels like. Funny right? I think so too. Speaking to others and the way I behaved is so not me. Ooh well.. WHERE AM I???!!!

Sometimes I feel myself so irritating, keep disturbing some same old people with boring stuffs. I'm sorry if you are one of the irritated ones. Ooh well... I think I just vanish into the air lah hor... =)

ARGGGG!! Okay, let's skip topic. I duno what else I would want to say, except that I feel so left out. Anyways..... SKIP!

Okay, some students managed to add me on facebook, but I'm not sure if it's appropiate to confirm them as my friends. LOL! One of the relief teachers said... "Be sure about it.. You are letting them into your private life" LOL! Ooh well.. I'm not afraid of that those. I mean, I'm just a few years older, they know it, at least for some. So whatever I do, they might have done it too. =)
Just that I can't gossip about them on facebook that's all. Hahaha! So... Should I accept?? Hmmm...

Planned 2005 Class 4/8 gathering, but response wasn't good. I mean only 11 people confirmed their attendance with me. The rest??? Please reply and help spread the news okay guys? If you are seeing this, but I seriously doubt so. Anyway, here it goes again... For the sake of those who still don't know..

Date: 11th Sept, Friday (School holiday)
Time: 5pm
Venue: Mrs Adeline Tan's house

We are having BBQ, so ya... Confirm with me the attendance ba. =)

6 days without work? Means holiday!!

2009-08-10T23:32:00.002+08:00

Come to think about it... I have not been working for 6 days! WOOTS! Wah, if I could have tell my future, that I didn't have to go to work for 6 days, I would go for a holiday man! Go play around in Malaysia, Thailand.. Or... I can also go back Taiwan again! Wah, it would be longer than the previous stay if I were to do that. Go back meet some friends I made in Taiwan, hopefully they still remember me, especially one particular one, Ah Xiang, whom I have his msn, but didn't manage to see him online for ages... (and after i typed this for 10 mins, i saw him online! A chinese saying goes... Speaking of evil, the devil came( or sth like tt. LOL!) -_- )

ARGGGG~
But come to think about it.. There's highly possibility that I will have to go work tomorrow. Which means SIAN!! Even though I feel damn bored at home. But I was thinking... If I didn't have to go work tomorrow, I will definitely go for a swim and exercise. Feel like going gym. Anyone please, if you are going gym, kindly jio me. =D
Dont like jogging, so other than that, other sports if you want to play, kindly jio me as well! =D

HAHA! Lazy ass, dont like to jog, but I sometimes make an effort to go jogging. SOMETIMES only.. =x
Whatever... Okie, I'm talking rots now. Time to get some sleep before tomorrow little battle again. (with the students)

Chaos~

National Day Celebration at CCKSS

2009-08-07T22:02:00.008+08:00

Today had National Day Celebration in school. Oorh well, had an enjoyable one, really, at least it got me back the olden times where we used to be celebrating National Day in school. =D

But not forgetting the new kind of feelings. Total different feeling when you are a teacher in a school.

First thing I got to school, I saw band tuning their instruments, AVA club with their equipment in the void deck, students all around the school in RED. I was thinking, I dressed like them also. In RED, but with jeans and shoes. LOL! I looked young like them for once. Anyway, talked cock with other relief teachers for quite a while then Miss Sim spoke through the P.A system to address the school with the rally speeches which lasted around 30 mins. Then went up to put bag and went to 3rd level to squeeze with other Sec 4s and Sec 2s to watch the Muster Parade. Which after that, Mrs Ngoh asked us to go for reception at the foyer. RELIEF TEACHERS GET TO ENJOY RECEPTION TOO! =D

Anyway, went to the reception, decided to 'chop chop' cos' I wanted to see the performance. Saw Mrs Tan and her elder son there. She didn't bring her younger one because he's still sleeping when Mrs Tan left the house. I'm like.. OMG... The son is 5 years old now.. Recalling the past where Mrs Tan was still pregnant with him during my Sec 3 time, and gave birth to him after we made her so angry because almost everyone failed the AMaths Common Test that she scolded the whole class till the next day she went early labour. Even though I got the lowest marks in the class, not of the whole level though, 3/40 marks, where Chin Yang got 2/40 marks, I didn't manage to be scolded by her as I was in OBS. But I know she was very disappointed at me. Can tell you see? Haha!

But anyway, her son is SO CUTE! OMG.. LOOK AT THE PHOTOS!

Mrs Tan's Elder Son

Me, Mrs Tan's Son, Mrs Tan. LOOK AT THE POSE! He did it himself. SO CUTE!! OMG...

Mrs Tan still call me kor kor to his son.

"Come, let's take a photo with this kor kor"

HAHA! I'm NOT OLD! =D

Soon after, we went out and watched the performance. Wonder what's the performance was? It was.. CCKSS IDOL 2009. Cool right?? Yeah, they had the top 4 finalist. They supposed to sing any National Day songs, since it's National Day celebration. So we relief teachers stood behind and watched. *Didnt dare to share seats with the other teachers*

Part of us, James' hand got 'cut' off, and the ones wearing white are from 3/4. They are motivators of the day! =D

Students sitting so attentively to the singer.

One of the finalists.

Top 4 finalists on stage, with one of the host (wearing checkers) and the motivators.

"Stand up for Singapore~" Students so reluctuant to stand up.. HAHA! They would go *sit down lah*. ZZZZZzz.. Lazy asses..

They sang songs like "Count on me, Singapore", "Stand up for Singapore"

And after that, CCKSS IDOL winner goes to a student in 2/8. Congrats! =D

And... Everyone went off after the CCKSS IDOL. Then we decided not to leave just yet, cos' busstop would sure be full of students. So lazed around and took photos.

Mrs Tang and all the relief teachers! =D

Me, Mdm Prema, Mdm Prema's youngest daughter and Miss Sim

Me, Mdm Prema and her youngest daugther. Her older one was in her own school then. =)

Chinese dept teachers, with 2 extras (Me and JingJing) But we relieved for Chinese lessons before okay... =D

So after taking photos, we decided to have our lunch at Ajisen at Lot 1. Thinking that we would not have any students coming to disturb us, as Ajisen is considered as the 'higher-end' for students, there was still a group of students in Ajisen itself. ZZZZZzzzz.. Then I said..

"Later bill on them please" LOL!!

And the next thing was.. Students walked past the restaurant, pop their heads in and shouted..

"CHER~! WHERE' OUR TREAT?!!"

Then we would like.... O_o

"You calling which cher?"

And ignored them. LOL!!

Hui Min, Durga, James

Swee Siang, Clare, Me

Had alot of laughters in Ajisen. Totally made us laugh until our tummies went aching (at least for mine). Alot of dirty jokes and dirty stuffs, but some really, even not dirty ones are also as funny. E.g. Swee Siang and his 'tearing of his shirt when he said he's hot.

Swee Siang and his 'testicles" It's Octopus's tenticles.. (or whatever spelling it is)

LOOK!!

Swee Siang playing with the... "TESTICLES"

Got so bo liao at times, I took camera out and took random photos.

James

Durga, when she's about to burst into laughter..

Hui Min

Swee Siang.. Still playing with his..... LOL!

Clare, laugh like noone's business. =x

Last but not least, had a group photo together. =D

Thought that's the end? When we went out of Ajisen, and after toilet, students came crowding around us, like as if we were some superstars and asked if can take photos. (Not asking me of cos) LOL. James said.. Next time come Lot 1 or BBP must wear slightly nicer liao. Students can recognise you. LOL! So true...

And yeah, that marked the end of the National Day Celebrations for CCKSS Relief Teachers! =D

Hmmm?? Finally had a day break from work, but thinked alot?

2009-08-05T23:59:00.002+08:00

Finally a short break from work today. Had a day off today as they didn't need me to be there relieving any classes. Good thing for the students and for me I think. Not because of the money I'm missing out, but just that finally I have the time to sleep till I'm full, and slack all the way throughout the day. Sounded cool? I wonder how am I going to survive working next time when I really stepped into the working society. LOL! Arggg...

Anyway, National Day is here~! Friday the school is having a mini celebration, but I'm not sure if I need to be there, even though I don't mind going to school at all. It's half day though, but it's been long since I celebrated National Day in school. So I want some beautiful memories.. Ooh, and also, to listen to the top few finalists for the CCKSS IDOL 2009. I wonder how well they sang..
*and get some tips from the teachers*

Wanting to do alot of stuffs in school as planned, but nothing came into success or started yet. First... To plan a 2005 batch class 4/8 gathering in Sept, but I have not break any news out yet. Thinking of making it in Sept holidays, make it a Friday. BUT!! When I looked at the calendar.. I realised.. It's SEPT 11!! ZZZzzz...
*Excuse for getting presents on that day?*
HAHA! Not sure how leh.. Duno who to discuss with also. All my 4/8 friends all around but far to approach.. Duno who to approach as well... 4/8 peeps! IF YOU ARE SEEING THIS!! HELP ME PLAN!! =D

Secondly, a little of my own wishful thinking idea... Alumni C.O. Got a little few feedbacks from some graduates, alumni, but the idea was both negatively and positively commented. True.. Even if Alumni C.O were to be formed, seldom will people come back, that's one thing, which makes combine practice even harder. But.. Without this Alumni C.O, people won't be that bonded as last time.. Remember the olden times when we play together guys?? Ooh well.. I shall leave this aside first.

It seemed like my this 'short' break isn't really a break at all. Thinked alot... -_-
Arggg.. got to go sleep liao.. It's like 12.25 am now?? Zzzz...

That weird feeling is back again... Feeling of missing people (but have no idea who), relationships (of what i also duno), and friendships. Weirdo... Hmmm...

Idiotic bunch of intellectually challenged kids...

2009-08-03T15:36:00.003+08:00

'Idiotic bunch of intellectually challenged kids...' is my title for this post. Seriously, the kids in that Secondary 2 class 9 behaved that way. I cannot say all, but I would say this phrase applies to the few boys in the class. They are so hateful towards what I have done to them last week. Which is, that I confiscated their PSP, DS Lite, 2 Handphones in class. Reason being, they played the PSP, DS Lite in class, which I told them alot of times to keep before I take it away. As for Handphones, I took away because they took photos in class. After class, I summoned the guys up to explain why they were doing that. They said these... TAKE NOTE!

"Why must you all play in class?"

"The rest listen to music you also never confiscate their phones."

"I'm asking why you all must play in class?"

"Then they listen to phones can lah? Means can listen to music in class lah?"

"I asking... WHY ARE YOU ALL PLAYING PSP and DS LITE in CLASS??!!"

"Then we also asking means can listen to music in class lah?!"

*At this point, I really feel like slapping them*
I'm like.. Is it me that didnt phrase my sentence in the way they understand or they simply are too dumb to answer my question? Can't they just answer my question? So... I decided to ask again..

"Can you answer my question.. Why are you all playing in my class?!"

"Okie, cos' nth to do mah then play lor."

'"Didn't I say cannot play?"

"Ya, then you take away le mah, then say 1.30 return us so we gave it to you. Then why they listen to music you let? Never take away the phone"

"You tell me what you all used the phone for and what they use the phone for."

"Take photo lah, the photo u also delete le mah. Teacher, you very Kuai Lan leh. Say return 1.30 you never return"

*Kns, say me Kuai Lan* Go die lah.. Zzzzz.... Ever since then, after I returned them their PSP, DS Lite and 2 Handphones, they seemed not very happy with me. Especially today... I went past their class because I having class the next door. So someone said this...

"There, that Niao Lao Shi"

Just nice in that class was one of the relief teachers, then she scolded the guys for me, saying you all just so helpless, dont ever say that to a teacher, so disrespectful etc...

Then after my class, I went past again, this time... They said...

"There.. That Kuai Lan Lao Shi"

This time I heard, so i stared in the class. They are getting bad to worse man.. I mean.. WAH LAU, YOU ALL VERY PETTY. Only idiotic people and childish people remember such minor stuffs and they have no room for other things in their mind. If you were me, I think the guys now are like having fun flying round the earth right? Totally irritating, mentally and intellectually challenged bunch of idiotic, childish guys with small hearts and minds. I find no words to describe them. Seriously... IF I were to take their class for relief again, any word from them that seemed to be about that stupid small incident, I would challenge them by saying..

"WAH LAU.. How old are you guys? 3 year old ar? Only small little kids like 3 year old remember such tiny winy things and grumble about it. Go back and suck milk lah."

LOL! Not of exact words to be said because you cant say "SUCK" in class. But I think I would complain to other teachers first. They are so rude to teachers man. Like hello?? Even though I'm just a relief teacher, but I'm still a teacher! And I am definitely older than you. IQ and EQ of theirs seemed to be as low as 3 year old only man, or even lesser.. GO DIE LAH. =x

F**K OFF. WAHAHA!! =X

Okie, that wasn't Lee Jian Zhou who wrote that. HAHA!

*end of post*

Sorted out? But missing the past..

2009-07-27T00:12:00.004+08:00

After my 4th week in school, it totally made me feel like I'm still living in the past. Saw alot of the shadows, memories in school which really makes me miss the past. Past where friends and I used to play in class, be so close to one another, make fun of the teachers, hang out together after school, going CCAs after lesson (even though it has just officially resumed CCA only on last friday), and alot more.

It totally makes me wonder.. Where's all my close friends and best friend now? People like Jiunn Yuan, Hwee Yim, Han Hui, Chin Chian, Hui Qi, etc.... Really misses the times that we spent together practising our instruments, talked our hearts out, hanging out together like there's no tomorrow... Can I go back to the past??? Or rather, can i still be that close to them now and going on forever? Huh? =)

Oorh well, just sorted out something which has always been in my mind for the past 3 years. HAHA. Sounded long ar isn't it? Yes, something which I have always been throwing back and not touching it. But realised that I finally can have it thought out and yeah, sorted. Tell you all something.. Shouting/screaming sometimes really makes you feel relax and letting go of the frustrating things which are in your mind. Try it. =)
But of course, must of the correct timing and place lah, dont scream in the middle of the night waking up all your neighbours. If you want, silent scream it, or scream in your pillow. It definitely helps. =)

Okay, end here for today. It's 12.23am. NEED SOME SLP! =X

-missing secondary sch days, missing my best friend beside me-

New week in school...

2009-07-14T23:19:00.005+08:00

Another new week in school! LOL! Was simply dead yesterday. Timetable was so packed for the first time. But was lucky to have Mrs Tang helping to cover some classes, but with me in the class of course. She taught for 1 period and left 1 period for me to take over, while she went for her rest. Cool? Yeah! Just imagine, you are in IT Room2 for 3 hours, and you only took over for 2 hours, which simply do nothing, just chat with the students there. Free aircon somemore. LOL!

Ooh well, though it was packed, I didn't feel it was very tiring at all, most probably was because of the aircon. =D

But I almost created a big stupid blunder. I lost one of the student's phone after someone found it. Oooh well, it was lost under my nose. So meaning... I got to open my eyes bigger at times. =(

But luckily it was been found and was reported to the General Office. Obviously it ws someone from the class that I relieved. But anyway, glad that the phone wasn't been stolen. =)

Okay, I have nothing else to say. Till the next post... =)

2nd week being a relief teacher has just past.

2009-07-11T17:21:00.003+08:00

2nd week being a relief teacher has just past. Worked for only 3 days, or rather to be exact, 2 and a half days this week. Gained a little 'name' in school, at least some classes remember my name after taking their classes, even when I only took them for 1 time. Good? =)

In the previous post, I mentioned a class that angered me seriously. But I forgot to mention that some students in the class are still very nice. When I was about to end the class in Thursday with them, one male student came over to me and gave me a little heart, which he made with 4 straws during his spare time in my class, learning from another classmate.

This was what he told me, "Teacher, this one give you. Put this at your heart," placing the little heart at his chest and pointed at mine, "and keep it safely. Okay?"

And I looked at him, smiled and said, "Really?"

"Yes, give you," placing the heart in my hands.

"Ooh, okay. Thank you!"

At that moment, I thought I was really very touched by his actions. Little stuffs like this goes to show that students respect the teacher, and all that a teacher need is only some respect and little things like this. That student was so nice and cute when he did that. I mean, of course, other teachers would love the little heart and keep it with him/her always, like what I did.

Friday:
Took over Mdm Lee's class for her Chinese lesson again. Took over 3 class from sec 1 to sec 3. All 3 classes were relatively well-behaved, especially the sec 1 class 5. First time ever since I became a relief teacher that a class was such a silent when comes to silent reading. I could only hear newspaper flipping. Am I really that fierce-looking? I doubt so. But it seemed like there was another different unknown aspect that the students were afraid of, because after my lesson with them, Mr James, another relief teacher went in, he complained that the students weren't noisy. I wonder why...

The last class I took over was Sec 2 class 7. They were so happy to see me. I thought it was because I took them for several times. Everyone greeted with energy and seemed to be very cooperative. Stayed on with some of the students and waited for them to finish up their chinese composition before I leave the class, even though school had ended then. One of the students even added me in Facebook, but I still didn't approve the request. I think I would, after I leave the school.

Ooh well, after that I went to have lunch with James and Clare, and went home to sleep all the way till around 8+pm. Had dinner and watched tv and yeah, back to computer, and tv again till 3am.

Saturday:
Didn't do anything much till now, been using computer and tv. Ooh well... Nothing much for me to do ever since working.

Will be going out tomorrow with Fiona, Yang, Chrispin, Zhi Zhong and Sheng Xuan for K box session at Clementi. Anyone wants to join us? Contact me if you want by today. =)

Till then, back to my TV! =D

Chaotic day!! zzzz..

2009-07-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

What a day I got today. Went to school for relief teaching after my break yesterday, which I used to go swimming with Qi Xiang and Zhi Hui. Took 2 classes for P.E today, but I wasn't in my P.E attire. So imagine, wearing formal under the sun. Total hell for 2 hours. LOL! But at least the sun wasn't that hot then. Taught them the game called "Hand Ball", which is by obvious, use hand to play ball. LOL! Was fun seeing them play and like 'fighting' with the rest. Ooh well..

Then I took half an hour's break, which wasn't even half an hour. Went to another class for Maths lesson. Terror came.. The class was super noisy. Secondary 2 class 2. U-know-who-you-are. LOL! Waited for them to be quiet before greeting, but it seemed not to be working. Banged the table and yelled at them before they quiet down, but was funny for some of them, which I totally have no idea why they were laughing about. Blood pressure shot up then. And worse still, totally pissed with them, because was freaking noisy after they sat down. So shouted and scolded again. Whatever.. Tempt taking time was not good. Madam Jiang came in to the class to oversee the thing, but because I got my own tempt shot up to 37.6 degrees, which means, I have to be sent down to Void Deck to be quarantine. LOL! Thought it was good? I have my lesson half way then. Ooh well, went down with Mrs Tang, who happened to walk past the class and down to cool myself before taking again. She told me that there's no need to yell at a class, and I know where she's coming from. Why make yourself suffer? =)

Retake the tempt, was still quite high, 37.4. Face was red still, but I was sure it was because of the sunburnt I got from swimming yesterday. Went back to class, took over the class and ended off with the same thing. Waited again and again till the next teacher came, without greeting "Thank You Class", because I totally thought that there's no need to thank them for being noisy. LOL! Finally a break for me. Went to staff room and down canteen for my meal. Took over another class, which was quite okay for me. =)

Next, supposed to go for another class, but the thing was that Mrs Tang wrote the wrong timetable and we all missed the lesson, but with valid reason, because we all having lessons then. Went lunch with Amanda and Swee Siang after that and went home sleep. Woke up, ate dinner and went for driving. Another chaotic thingy...

Drove too fast, too reckless and everything that will cause me to fail if I were to do these during my exams. Didn't know why I was driving so fast today. Simply too fast that I thought I will have not be able to control. ZZZzzzzz....

Hope tomorrow will be a better day. Moreover.. IT'S FRIDAY!! =D

Army... Next chapter of life?

2009-07-06T00:16:00.004+08:00

One by one I see my friends all going in NS. I should be one of the latest batch to be entering NS. I'm entering in Oct 8, 8am at Tekong School 1. ANYONE SAME AS ME?!!

It's pretty sad not to know anyone who is at the same timing and school as you, especially things like army. I mean, like you know alot of friends, but it seemed like you are not fated to be with them in such things. Ooh well, it should have already been a habit for me. Since secondary school started, I never have anyone primary school as my secondary school mates. Neither do I have any secondary school friends in my Polytechnic course (Banking and Financial Services), neither in Camps and every other things. It totally made me go about making new friends. But then again, I am a little sick and tired of all these. I mean, the part on making friends is good, but making friends who will only stay as hi-bye, aquantinces are not good. Having closer friends are pretty hard ya?

Looking in my MSN now, i barely talk to anyone in my msn, unless I really need to. Close to 400 friends' email in my MSN, I dont speak nonsense to more than 10 ppl. 0.025%? Beat it! Come to think about it, I cannot find a common topic as frequent to talk to. MSN is on, yet not chatting with anyone. It's so unlike me in the past, where I will have 10 windows opened at a time and chatting non-stop with alot of ppl. Time flies, people change. What you said then wasn't anything now. They have their own life, where's mine? Who's in my life? I laughed to myself when I came to think about this.

Soon, the next chapter of my life is going to start, but is the ending of this chapter going to be wonderful? Or a boring, worse than ordinary chapter in my life? I would only remember I strived hard for Chinese Orchestra in Poly, laughed with my LAMERZ, but hang out with? Some people would say, friends are something you hang onto and make sure it runs, but others would say, true friends are those who don't need you to do anything and they will know what happened and be there for you. What I believed for now is... Friends are something which fate brings us and separate us. I need to strive so hard to keep a friendship, but often, I will have to tire myself out and let it go because it's too hard. And once I let go, it's pretty impossible to turn back the time to where we left.

And seriously, if I were to stay at home, not working, not communicating to anyone else, unless they start talking to me, I will believe that I will not be remembered that often that I am no longer around. Seemed bad? Ooh well. I dont like it when I'm totally busy with dates like everyday as well. So what's my conclusion? HECK CARE UNTIL PEOPLE DATE ME.
But then again, I'm lazy to go out at times. =X

Let me be lost in this world.... until someone remembers. =)
Till then, ending my this chapter of life with some different memories.

First week being a Relief Teacher in CCKSS

2009-07-03T23:22:00.004+08:00

1 week of becoming a relief teacher in CCKSS has just past. It seemed like I have spend a month there as a relief teacher. Everything seemed so simple, yet complicated and tedious. Even though I only need to work for a morning, but the whole morning seemed very draggy, tired and shagged. All kinds of different emotions have appeared just in 5 days.

1st Day:
I took relief for Chinese lesson for both upper sec and lower sec. Didn't do alot because materials were given and I didn't know how to prepare them, especially the sec 4 for O level Oral, which has already started in 1st July 2009. That day was really horrible, I didn't even prepare myself for writting any chinese, which obviously I will need. I wrote holiday in chinese wrongly even, and noone corrected me.

2nd Day onwards:
Subsequently, I got better with classes, but not on my 2nd day at sec 1 class 3. Scolded a guy for rebutting, infront of a class, which i shouldn't have done. Shouldn't humilate a student infront of a class, that's what all teachers are taught. And I know it myself, but it just that at that point of time, I didn't think that much. Quite remorseful and regretted of what I have done to that student, even though it's really his fault for rebutting. And of the obvious, he eventually diao me and treated as if I owed him a million bucks for saying that sentence. *ask me what I have scolded him*

But eventually, all the other classes were relatively okay for me. And I were to think that because I got all lower secondary since day 3 onwards. Took some juiors' classes, like 3/6 and 3/8, but didn't manage to talk much to them. The only junior I really talked to was Dave, even though I didn't take his class for relief, but saw him couple of times.

So what subjects have I taken so far? Chinese, Maths, A Maths, Geography, Art, Science. PRO??? I thought so too. But then I didn't exactly teach, just gave them work to do and when they asked me stuffs, I help if I can, if not I will give the safe answer. "It's all in your textbook, please go read"
WHAHAAA!! And what's my final conclusion of this week? Never will I be a permanent teacher teaching in a Secondary School. Reasons being:

1) It's alot of work to prepare documents needed
2) It's certainly alot of energy needed/drained to have people listen to you
3) Your voice definitely have to be louder than the class in order to control them
4) Different approaches per class. Some have to push, some cant push
5) Teachers cant bring in their emotions into class, cant scold individualy infront of the class, cant punish, cant do alot of things.

But come to think about it, our teachers do punish us last time. Now, even the slightest thing can make a parent come complain about the school's teaching system and such. Imagine you cant punish a kid who doesnt listen to you, plays around, scold F U etc. WTH right? And seriously, it needs alot of mental energy to be a teacher. I slpt every afternoon once I reached home. DEAD TIRED.
But then again, it's fun having a bunch of kids who loves you, bugging you like how old are you, got girlfriend, which school are you from, where you live, got facebook? LOL! Ooh well.. Like fans like tt. LOL!

Alrights, went to watch Drag Me to Hell with Jian Kai on wednesday. It was GROSS. I think I didn't watch a horror movie for quite a while so I thought this was quite scary, but more gross than scary. Sound effects were blasting. Ears like almost exploding soon. *And we were at Westmall, Eng Wah Cinema?*
But anyway, you might want to catch it someday. Thought the storyline was simple, but yet, have their happenings which I thought were somehow expected. =)

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Went for RBS colleagues gathering just now as that was Ling En's last day at work. So went out to eat as a whole at BreWerks. Lost my way there because I have no idea where's it, but eventually found it. Chatted alot alot with the rest. Miss those times working with them. =)
Ooh well, not sure when will be the next time I going to see them again, not yet until someone celebrate his/her birthday or so. Ooh well.. Till then, I still have to move on.

New Enlightment? =)

2009-06-21T21:31:00.002+08:00

Been working for at least 3 weeks for now in this carnival at Singapore Discovery Centre. Know some peeps there, been very happy working there also. Certainly learnt alot of things from the people there, cos it seemed like I'm the youngest there. HAHA. =P
Yeah, when you do not know people that well, that's when people show their good side of them. But then seriously, I know they are good bunch of people. HAHA! They taught me how to see things differently, telling white lies at times, do help other people and save yourself, even though you may be at a disadvantage.

Yeah! Last week I almost didnt work at all. Why? Cos I work on Monday, sick on Monday's night, so MC on tues, wed. Work on thurs, even though I still have MC, but cos Friday I taking leave for my collection of report at polyclinic. So practically, I work for 2 days. Cool? HAHA! =P
Not cool at all, COS SICK! =(
Been having sore throat, *caused by swollen of tosils* and fever. But fever no more liao, but throat still swollen. ZZZzzzz.. Cant really speak much.

And.. Friday went to Wee Nee's Birthday party at Howl @ the Moon. If you wonder what is it? It's a pub. *first time been there* SEE WEENEE?? I BE BAD BOY COS OF YOU. -_-
HAHA! Anyway, went with jian kai, like at least i wasnt bored, but i cant talk, so i think jian kai was bored instead. LOL! Sorry bestie! But then at least I did talk. =)
And i DRANK! Even though I not supposed to. ZZZZZzzzz...

Okie, tomorrow I will be late for work, even though I always late. =X
But i going to meet Mrs Tang tml for relief teacher in CCKSS next week onwards. Yup! I will be working as a relief teacher in CCKSS from 29th June to end of SEPT! =D

HAHA! Okie, dont say anything. I know what some of you trying to say. *YOU??!! RELIEF TEACHER??!! LAUGHS HEADS OFF* RIGHT??!! -_-
HAHA! Okie, i know.. But.. work mah, got money can le. HAA! =P
Yeah, okie i end here. Today post very luan. Sorry. =P

Working...

2009-06-04T16:19:00.004+08:00

Ok i'm blogging and working at the same time. Haha. What work am i doing? Well, it's a slacker job. Lol. I'm at Singapore Discovery Centre's carnival, in charge of games. Haha. Well. U may think it's tiring. Ya, only when there's people. When there is no people, as that's the case like most of the time, i will slack, sleep, listen to radio, read magazine, play, chit chat, go toilet. Lol.

So yeah u understand what i mean? Yeah. Now one of my colleagues' girlfriend is here to slack with us. Lol. How i wish i had one with me now. Haha! *hint hint*
lol jk jk.

Yeah, i will be here until end of school holidays. So.. Anyone else free, can come down to look for me ok? Not the one beside snow city. It's science centre there. Lol. Cos everyone thought so. Singapore Discovery Centre is at jurong west. Walk-able distance from Joo Koon Mrt station. So yeah. Come come ok? Hee.:)

yeah, jian kai coming tomorrow. Lol! Like finally someone come see me at work. Or rather, after work. Lol! Ok ok. I think phone batt dying le. So ciaos!

Who's there to listen and help me?

2009-05-20T01:01:00.002+08:00

*self-reflection time*

Many a times i was wondering, who can i talk to with these problems i have? Everyone has their own little secret in them, but i'm sure at least you have someone to talk to, or any other channels to let your emotions, needs to speak to, out. Either by talking to yourself (which i think everyone does at times), speaking to a listening ear, who you think the person will know what you talking about and you are comfortable with, or speaking to your pet, pillow, stuff toys etc.

But I'm not sure how to express myself at times, being happy or sad, to be truthful or not to, infront of some people. Recently, being tagged in facebook, was about to re-tagged 15 people in the facebook for something, and i suddenly realised, I cant think of 15 friends like tt. Maybe i was tired or something, but seriously, that instant, I was thinking.. 'Why cant I think of any 15 friends when I know so many of them?' A very good question to think about. So I thought.. Well.. Alot of them know who I am, my name, my school, my friends, a little bit of me. That's the same thing the other way round. I know little of most of them, some even to the extent that I only could remember names, and worse, remembered their names, but has a very vague idea of their looks (maybe because I didnt have chance to see them for a long time).

But why? I asked myself. Why to this extent of making so many friends and yet you dont know them well? I would rather have lesser friends, know them well enough and they know me well enough, to be able to speak, tell them those tiny winny things about me, so that I wont bottle them up in myself comfortably. I think I might lost that feeling in me, not until I am able to find it myself. Who can i really show my true self to?

Another thing, I think I might have over-acted in one area. I shouldnt have put in my emotions towards something which I know i shouldnt as a player in the team. 对人不对事. Easy to say, hard to do. Alot of times I began to wonder, why to the extend of doing alot of things when one doesnt appreciate? Then, I did the bad guy by not helping, letting it fall the the bottom of the pit and I still think I shouldnt have cared. Qi Xiang told me,

[c=11]\/Y LFE [/c] [c=21]\/Y C-OCE[/c][c=41] \/Y DECSO\[/c] says:
be the good guy one last time
[c=11]\/Y LFE [/c] [c=21]\/Y C-OCE[/c][c=41] \/Y DECSO\[/c] says:
don let the devil wins over the angel
[c=11]\/Y LFE [/c] [c=21]\/Y C-OCE[/c][c=41] \/Y DECSO\[/c] says:
=J

So true.. But how many last time can you be? Humans are like tt, greedy. Give them one cm, they take one inch. Help them one time, they expect that things to be done by you again the next time. Why? Cos some people just cant think! Or maybe they thought, but in a way that they thought it will be perfect but in other people's eyes it wouldnt. I wouldnt say i'm perfect in thinking of ideas, but at least i tried to make it perfect. I know they might be trying, but efforts are not seen, or maybe, we seen their effort, but not as much.

Okie, maybe i shall be the good guy one last time. And for the very last time, i would really.. Maybe until the time when I thought it is okie to be good guy forever, I shall remain the bad guy after this time.

Alot of things going through my head. That's when I began to hate holidays. It makes me think alot. Too much in fact. But for the sake of slping late and waking up late in the day, sitting in front of the computer, tv all day long and noone bothers you, scolding you not to do that cos you have work to do, it really makes me feel shiok.

Alrights, shall chao for now. Sorry for all the bad english I have here. =)

Updates!!!

2009-05-15T21:12:00.003+08:00

Okie, let's update from where we stop first. Short updates!

17th April was my last day of being an intern in RBS. We went to have our team dinner that day at Bei Fu. Had my chicken noodle (forgot the name). Taste good and nice! =DHAHA! They gave me my farewell gift. Was a huge card (with one very big mistake but was being covered up by the bubble tea drawing. Supposed to be Asia Team, but Emily went to write AsiaN Team and she tried to cover it up with drawing. HAHA), and a 70 dollar voucher. Hehee.. Got money spend liao. Wee~!

Then after that.. Busy preparing for SP performance on 8th May (this coming friday) and my driving... Had a BBQ at my house with my Lamerz clique, which is Russell, Wenlin, Yingzi, Lingmin, Larry, Samantha, Hakim and Fadhli. Haha! Was a nice one, even though we like.. hahaha!

Then after that.. I went to Taiwan with Libei, Chin Chian and 2 other fellows who I got to know there, which is Patrica and Timonthy, who are Libei's friend and her friend's boyfriend respectively. We went Taipei on 28th April to 2nd May. IT WAS FUN!!! I love Taiwan! Omg.. How i wish i would stay there. HAHA! I made a new friend over there and even got his msn. LOL! =x

And right after I came back from Taiwan, was busy preparing and prastising for SP performance. Outcome? I smogged through, but of cos not all lah, I did practise okie? =)
I love performing with SPCO cos it really made me feel so great. Not that NPCO wasnt that great, but I think the greatest difference was that the people there are mostly people whom you played with for many years. (For your information, I was in SPCO longer than NPCO. =X )
And playing with seniors and alumni, and that kind of feeling you played out with them, the whole orchestra, sections and your own section, that kind of feeling that a section produced really take your breathe away. I believed I didnt give up CO like what i thought i would the other time. =)

Anyway, SPCO performance was a great success. I dare to admit I only made 2 mistakes (of those that i knew how to play) during the concert itself. HAHA. =x
I love erhu section. Their tune was almost perfect. Like wow. And i'm sitting among 3 diplomas in erhu. Imagine that kind of surround that you get.. Hehehe.. =)

After SPCO concert, my graduation!!! WEE~!!! I FINALLY GRADUATED FROM NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC BANKING AND FINANCIAL SERVICES!! =D
So happy.. Took alot of photos.. Hahaha.

All photos will be updated next time. Stay tune.. Hehe.. Or you can go to my facebook and see. Hahaha!! =D

Okie. I shall run for now. Tata~! =D

Graduation!!!

2009-05-12T01:29:00.002+08:00

WOOHOO!!! MY GRADUATION IS JUST 14 HOURS AWAY!!

Wahhaha!! Time really flies man.. Graduated from Ngee Ann Polytechnic, Banking and Financial Services. So gonna miss my friends.. Time to grow old.. =(

Arggg.. I so gonna make myself enjoy tml, take lots of photos till siao. WEE~! *prepares camera*

HAHA! Okie... Going slp liao. Nitez world!! =D

Singapore Poly CO performance

2009-05-07T13:20:00.002+08:00

Singapore Polytechnic Chinese Orchestra Performance
Date: 08 May 2009, Friday
Time: 7pm
Venue: Singapore Conference Hall

Those interested, please contact me. Thanks!
*you will be amazed by some songs we play...* HAHA. *cos it's so... wow..*

Do come and support! =D

Immature thinking of some people

2009-04-04T02:22:00.002+08:00

Why do some ppl still think so immaturely (or whatever the spelling is)? I cant stand the way some people think, especially when they are of high authority, which they are chosen to become one. For example, I just because of good will, try to boost sth (guess it?), I decided to try to take things in my own hands. But someone will be out there, trying to be defensive, trying to put a stop in the whole thing.

At first, I didnt know that I cant communicate with the person anymore, but after just a short 1 min, i realised everything didnt go the way I thought it will be. That person really changed alot, too much that i bearly recognise. And hello!! I'm helping!! Get it? Stop being a nuisance and pretending that I am doing sth bad. I have no reponsibility to act on your behalf i know, but hello!! I have no responsibility to do whatever you expect it would turn out to be, or you think i ought to do.

To built good r/s with someone/organisation, you must think in a bigger picture and in far sight. That someone really not ought to be a good leader (for now) because he/she cant think right. Childish thinking and stupid logic makes people hate/dislike the whole thing. Think about it why people tend not to go back or do the things you ought they should. Stupid assholes. Think Right Man!!

Okie i really think i have already started to 'declare' the war. This post seemed to be obvious to pertaining to who and what. But no names nor something i am mentioning. Guess and figure yourself. I will not say who because i hope that someone/ some people just get this fact right when they happened to read my post. Dont be too defensive, think in a bigger picture and think MATURELY. Noone is under your will to move around. We are not your maid or servants, or even, they have their own rights now. Think again why people tend to react in the way or even, do you think something is amiss?? Right now, I just have to say.. GOOD LUCK then.. (In a very sacrastic way).

Alrights, done blogging. Slp time. Nights world...

stood somewhere 3 years ago..

2009-04-01T23:41:00.002+08:00

I think my shadow still stood somewhere 3 years ago. Kinda miss the times... I know i cant turn the time around, but if i could, i would not have done what i have done then. I will salvage the situation.. But it looks like it's more than a little too late to do so now, isnt it? Can i move on, bringing my shadow along? I thought i could, but it seemed like it didnt move much since then....

Driving lesson

2009-03-15T20:46:00.003+08:00

Woohoo I had my first and second driving lesson since last week. LOL! First lesson nth much lah. Just talk about the car parts and such. Just had second lesson. Started driving. BUT BUT BUT!! Car died 3 times. HAHA. Cos release the crutch too fast. LOL! Whatever, but then i still managed to drive the car around the carpark. HAHA. =X

FUN LEH. =P

Yeah. anyway, wah i think i really going overseas alot of times soon. 2 times to Malaysia, 1 time to Taiwan. HAA! Malaysia including NPCO grad one (that's if yang has confirm when it is) and the other one is with my family, going to Cameron Highlands. Woots!! I still very excited about the Taiwan trip, even though it's like in April 28th. Which is like so long later. =P

Yeah. Ending my work in another 1 more month. Feel like finally got time to rest, but then resting also means no income. -_-
Anyway, see how lah hor my NS first. HAHA.

Need to go have my checkup again. Cos.. yeah.. =X
Still duno what PES so dont ask me. Hmm... Need to watch my diet liao. HAHA. Not cos i fat. But.. Ya. Shall tell noone about this. So dont ask. =D

Okie shall end here then. HAHA

Photos time

2009-03-01T21:50:00.010+08:00

Let me further update u all with the events that happened since jan till now ba. Cos i think that there's alot for me to update. Okie. Let's use photos to update u all. =)

EX-NPCO Committee Gathering at Waraku and Esplande 2nd Jan 2009.

Buddies. LJY and LJZ. Will always be. =D

My dinner

This kid kept coming and showed us stuns, playing with himself. Haha. Very cute. =P

Grp Photo at Waraku.

Me and OHY outside Waraku. YIMMIE!! I'm TALLER! =X

Grp photo taken at Marina Square, using mirror. Thanks to the EXPERT LJZ. =P

3 girls 1 guy

LJZ and LJY again! =D

8 years of friends. =D

Grp photo taken. PJK, u very extra. ACT CUTE. -_-

Went home only at ard 3+am at Esplanade with this bunch of ppl. Haha!! Guess what? We have AGM the following day and everyone cannot wake up. =X

38th AGM at LT 73A, 3rd Jan 2009

OHY and ME!!

See the expression taken on Leow Jiunn Yuan and Lee Jian Zhou?? Was so coincidence.

Another one.

Quan Lao Shi's House during CNY, 31st Jan 2009

3 Girls, 3 Guys

Vegetarian Yu Sheng

Joanne, Shi Mu, Lao Shi and Me!! =D

Phang Jian Kai and Me. Acting Cute again. =P

Taken at MRT platform. *photos cannot be taken at MRT ppl. Will kena caught one* =X

1st FEB 2009 at Amanda's House for CNY

LJZ and OHY

AMANDA ONG SIU SIAN!!! CANT U SEE THERE'S ONLY PLACE FOR 3 PPL??? EXTRA LAH U. =P

27th FEB 2009, Raffles Place after watching NTU concert at VCH

LJZ, Yang Zuo Fang, Lin Sheng Xuan and Ang Li Yan

2 Girls taking photo

LSX acting as passerby to talk to the 3 guys who will always be there.

LJZ acting 'stunned'

Night Scenery of the bridge. Changes colours u know? =)

Following the actions done

DONT SPOIL PUBLIC PROPERTY!!

NO NO!! NOT TOO FAST~~!!!!

MEOW...

YEAH~!

"Stop pushing the bull!!!" said Ang Li Yan.

Sama sama? =x

Night Scenery of Singapore. Nice? =)

WAHAHAHA!!! Okie. Nice photos posted.. =D

Anyway, time flies very fast leh... Especially like working. It's like MARCH now? Sometimes i really think if everything i do is correct. Ooh well.. Not sure for now.

Suddely have this feeling... "If you keep pursuing sth sometimes, the more u pursue, the further it will go" I think so too sometimes. It gets tired after sometime after trying to get sth or someone close closer, it will get further from you. So sometimes i just give up, but i regretted sometimes. ARGGG..Okie CRAP~!

Anyway, i will have my last day at my company on the 17th April. No longer 8th May, cos NP says we officially graduating on 19th April. So after that we will have to pay for our CPF and company will need too. Thus they terminate our contract earlier. For what reasons, internally we know. Not to disclose to other ppl. HAHA. =X

Hmmm.. Gonna have my NS checkup this thurs, then have my clique gathering again!! =D

WOOTS~! Okie. That's all for now. =)

*i have a little secret for now, if i tell this out, i think a certain grp of ppl will hate me. But whatever, till then when it's supposed to tell, i will*

Revived!!

2009-02-14T21:46:00.002+08:00

*clears cobwebs*

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!

*skips to today*

HAHA! Alrights, i know i havent been blogging for 2 months. So i should now, cos i promised i would do so too..

Alrights, summary first. I've been good. Real good. Attachment was good. Now extending my stay with RBS until May 8th, even though no increase in pay, which we were a little upset about. BUT.. It was okie. Working there was really vey fun. Just handed in my project which marks my end of my whole attachment. *i'm unofficially graduated*

YEAH~!

HAHA!! Alrights. New Year starts in a very good way for me. My company evaluation was good. Very good actually. =)
Everything sure went smoothly.

Then CNY also good... Went to Quan Lao Shi's house for the first time. Bought new clothes (EXPENSIVE). And had fun. Invited friends over to my house for mini CNY gathering. Did had entertainment for them. So sorry guys that i bored you all. Shall prepare DVD for you guys next time i invite again. =)
And was a shocking day when i went over to Amanda's house for CNY. Everyone got a shock. *For more information, please ask Amanda Ong Siu Sian*

HAHA!! And as for Valentine's Day, I spent with myself at home. Of cos, with my parents and my younger brother. Woke up only at 3+ today, even though i actually woke up one time at 12 pm exactly, but went back to slp until 3+. HAHA. Pig right? I know. Cant blame. Only slp 3 hours on thursday cos was rushing for project. Anyway, did nth, nua-ing at home till now. HAHA. Why nvr go out spend my VDAY? Cos noone to spend with. And i'm tired. So yeah. Is the excuse valid? =X

Next, i will have to register for my UNI this feb. Applications closing soon, but i have not decide what course to choose yet. HAHA! HELP~!!!! I think i will choose back BFS and apply for all 3 Uni, which is NTU, NUS and SMU. *even though the chances of me getting in is slighly low* =X

And next!! I NEED TO LEARN DRIVING!! JIAN KAI's FATHER!! WAIT FOR MY CALL! =X
HAHA! Will start learn driving this month or so ba. Cos my PDL expiring. *shldnt have go register so early* But anyway since register liao, i shld faster end this off and go learn driving. HAHA.

Okie, i dont know what else to blog liao. Shall end here. Blog next time. =)

Anyway, weenee said. LOL = Lots of Love. Especially in Valentine's which is definitely true and usable. Haha.

2009 first post

2009-01-11T15:50:00.003+08:00

WOOTS~! First post of 2009.

Seriously 2009 is a great start for me. A very happy one. =)

Alrights, let's do an update alrights?

2nd Jan 2009

Met up with my c.o friends at Waraku to have dinner. There's Hwee Yim, Jiunn Yuan, Li Yong, Li Yan, Yang, Amanda, Joe, Jian Liang and Yi Huey. We made quite a din there i supposed. But it was real great to have all my beloved friends there. LOL! Took quite alot of photos there. There's this one kiddo who somehow caught our attention. He was like playing with himself, using his imagination and like hand-play fighting with himself. LOL. Everyone thought he was really very cute. Yeah. And it was the boy's birthday. His mother and friends sang birthday song and we too joined in another camber. As usual, quite loudly. =P

LOL! Yeah. Paid our bills and took photos again. Went to transfer money back to Jiunn Yuan cos i really think i owe him too much. BUT LEOW JIUNN YUAN!! SAVE HOR. IF NOT TRANSFER BACK TO ME. I SAVE FOR U. LOL! =P

Anyway, went to Esplanade there and sat by the riverside. Took photos and chatted there. Jian Kai joined us shortly and yeah, we stayed till 3am + in the morning. LOL! Took cab home with Joe, Jian Kai and Hwee Yim. Everyone fell asleep. Went i reached my place, i woke up Joe, but he went back to slp again. U must see his expression. HAHA. So yeah, hwee yim is the next target. Paid and went home SLP.

3rd Jan 2009

Woke up and ate my lunch at 12 pm plus. Went back to old house at CCK first to pass the keys to my father and went to school to meet with CO ppl for AGM. Then yeah, voted and went back home and went out again to celebrate my brother's birthday at Sakura at Clementi. LOL. Was buffet time!! =D

Stayed on with my brother's friends while the rest went home first. We continued eating till like yeah, everyone was full. Went back home on van and celebrated my brother's birthday. LOL. Was nice that their friends came over with us cos they initially thought of celebrating it at Sakura. =X

Then after celebrating, they went home and i went bathing after ard 12 am. LOL. SLP after everyone has gone back home.

10th Jan 2009,

Went out BBQ-ing with my team at one of my colleagues' service apartment. IT IS DAMN NICE, DAMN BEAUTIFUL. OMG. HAHA. Yeah, got swimming pool, gym, whatever like condo. And the place is rather expensive. Cost ard 8 to 10k per month for a 2 bedrooms apartment. EXPENSIVE RIGHT? Luckily is the company pay. LOL!

Anyway, met alot of my ex-colleagues and some who i nvr even see before de. Kelvin and Teresa still rmb my NAME. OMG. Nice Nice. =)

Anyway, BBQ was fun. Celebrated Janice and Shamela's birthday which falls on 12th Jan. Took photos and yeah, was happy. Went home ard 11pm after everyone cleared everything. LOL.

Went home with Beehwa and Jasmine. =)

2009 starting is a good one, hope it will always be like this throughout. hehe.. =D

2008-12-31T23:11:00.002+08:00

Just another 45 mins before end of 2008, I shall do some reflection. =)

2008 to me, very fast. REALLY too FAST liao. Like i still rmb ard this timing last year i was where. I was on bus with Qi Xiang heading home. Bus 67 somemore. And i spent my counting down then on that bus along CCK road. LOL. See? The memory still very clear in my mind. But anyway, 2008 to me again, was really alot of highs and lows. Nt as dramatic as my sec school live, but great things happened in my life.

Firstly, PP 2008 was really a GREAT SUCCESS. Thank you to all my committee and members for the hard work. =)

Secondly, I GOT MY FIRST HIGHEST MARKS FOR PROJECT in POLY. For Investment module. =)

Alright, if i were to name more i think i will not be able to finish before 2009 comes. LOL.

But nevertheless, I wish 2009 will be a better year for me, cos 2 major things happening also. WHICH IS...

1) GRADUATION!!! =D
2) ARMY

LOL! Cool? Yeah, another turning point in my life i think? Hope everything will go well. Yeah. To all my friends out there, I wish you all well and happy in 2009. Nth is better than happiness with family and friends. =)

And to my loved ones, THANK YOU! We will solve the problems together ya? =)

Let's all put the sadness/sorrow down in 2008, bring the happiness with you to 2009 alrights?

Alrights, reflection ends, i will do a detailed one if i rmb and i have the time. hehe.. =P

Bye 2008, HAPPY 2009 GUYS!!

p.s: rmb to count half a sec more when counting down 2009. Hehe.. =)

still sick?

2008-12-13T00:27:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA!! I went to see doctor yesterday and got 2 days MC. And guess what? I went back to work today. =X

U must be thinking i'm trying to act clever and go back to work right, so that can get my supervisor praise hor? UR HEAD!! Cos my liasion officer coming and i also dont want Dionne to work that late. So i decided, since i have no fever when i woke up, i go to work. Unless i really feeling very unwell during work then maybe i go home. =)

Went to work then Penny Thong came late. She supposed to meet us at 10am, but she came around 10.40am. Gathered everyone into the meeting room and here comes Hui Ping's supervisor into the room together with us. He reallly can talk. He's from london and talks all about the scenary with Mrs Thong. LOL! Quite fascinating. =)
Then it lasted about 45 mins and yeah, he went off tgt with Hui Ping then we went eating lunch tgt at Central. I totally forgotten that I supposed to be going with Dionne and Emily to Central to take sweets. =X

Sorry ar, sick ppl do have poor memory. So yeah, went to Kopitiam. Hakim and Hui Ping joined in. Mrs Thong ordered Popiah and Salad from the Thai stall, but it seemed not the suit our taste, which ended up Mrs Thong have to eat almost one plate of salad herself. HAHA. =X
Walked ard and went back office soon after. Then ard 6 plus we had Christmas celebration at Pantry. There's food, wine and all such stuffs. It's been long since a celebration is been held. Enjoyed it actually. Took photos and yeah ate a little. Decided not to drink the red wine even though i wanted, but cos sick ar. So yeah, gave up my drink. =D

Gary's team won the most creative team desk decoration. Congrats! Anyway, we ended off work at ard 7.20pm. LOL! Went to lot 1 to buy Christmas present for later's gift exchange at my house tgt with Larry they all. LOL! I sort of exceeded the budget ar, but who cares lah. Dont want to buy sth useless and exchange also. So yeah, spend more than budget. Went home and did all the stuffs.

Woots!! Meeting the rest at 12.30 pm later at CCK. They coming to my house. Hope the celebration would be fun later. HEHE! =D

Okie, chaos for now... ^-^

SICK~!

2008-12-11T12:50:00.002+08:00

You must be wondering why i got the time to blog this post when i'm supposed to be having attachment?
Okie, I'm sick now. =(

Having fever and feel like vomitting. OMG... =(
Last night when i went to slp, it just came. I'm so sick of it, that kind of feeling when you want to vomit, but you stopped it. Decided to take half day leave instead when i woke up cos it's really horrible. Msg-ed my supervisor and requested for half day leave. But then ard 11am, i began to have fever. -_-

Dionne msged me asked how am i, then i told her lor. She said tell my supervisor take full day instead, even though i feel like coming to work, cos i scared alot of things to do for her then she go home late or what. But really cannot, cos i cant even eat one bread. -_-
Vomitted after eating a few mouth of bread and the bread is still down there lah. ROARS. I think i go see polyclinic later ba. =(

Haiz...

Anyway, Happy Birthday to Pretty (Kai Lun) and Ai Ben (Ivan). LOL! =)

Updates

2008-11-30T23:26:00.006+08:00

Okie, i think i shall update week by week from now ba, or at least if there is sth extraordinary happened.

This week went smoothy for me. Extra things? Have.. Sure have.. I got to be 'promoted' to become 'teacher' in my company. =D
I began to teach ppl how to use the system and the daily work that I do. And of cos with my other intern friend, teaching one person each. HAHA! Cool right? =)
But stress lah at times, cos i dont even know certain things at times, then you teach then they will ask here there then u also duno whether correct or not. HAHA! But then anyway, it was fun.

On thursday I took half day leave and tgt with Hakim, Gary, Fadhli and Lingmin, we went back to school to have NAPFA. Went to SIM to eat, even though we thought of going to ALUMNI to eat, but duno why we ended up there also, until everyone finished eating and got back to NP and as we walked past ALUMNI then we realised we ate at the wrong place. LOL!!

Went to SDAR to find Ian, talk about life and NPCO. Not a very successful talk but I believed I have told him whatever i know and hope he will react according ba. Not in any position to say things also. Went to OUR SPACE to look for Gary they all while they were slping, reserving energy for later NAPFA. Waited for Larry, Wenlin, Yingzi and Samantha to arrive and we went changing and to the stadium.

When we reached there, the stupid guy say registration closed. WTH. KNS they nvr say what time end also, but then the older guy dont care and continued let us register. THANKS! =D
Took the number 190. Thought it was a good sign cos bus 190 is one of the fastest in SINGAPORE. okie, no link.
My 5 stations werent good. I didnt have much energy to do those and were below my expectations for everything. 38 for situp, 7 for pullup, 222cm for long jump, 10.2s for shuttle run and 41cm for sit and reach. !#$%^$#&)^I&$)%^&

But anyway, the instructor was good and kind enough to help us cheat. HAHA! =X
So you can imagine how badly i did. But anyway, i thought i could score silver and above le leh cos ya u see? Everything is 2 points and above. But when it came to 2.4km, i really have no much energy to run. 13mins i got. KNS. =(
WHICH MEANS.. BRONZE. -_-
WTH. I WANT TO RETAKE.. =(
Okie, quite angry with myself with that. Then went to eat with Larry they all while Gary went home. Got msg from Andy that laogong maybe going to c.o but laogong nvr tell me. SO ANGRY LAH. =(
Haiz...

So yeah, went lot 1 to eat, after deciding so long. Everyone was damn hungry and just anyhow order at the Food Culture. The food didnt taste nice after we were a little full. LOL. Went to basement when lingmin and wenlin go back first. Cos i want to see how the basement changed too and cos Samantha didnt eat, cos got bug in her tomyam soup when eating. =X
Larry went to buy sth for her to eat then we see how BIG Lot1 has changed. Well... Not much extra lah i feel, but at least it's better now. Haha. Anyway, went to Mr Bean outside to buy my soya bean and larry buy his to share with sam, hakim bought nth, and we went home. All in different directions. LOL!

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29th Nov, Sat

Woke up extremely early, (okie, a little gua zhang) at 9am plus, then prepare myself to go to East Coast with my family. For what? Cos my big auntie's birthday celebration. LOL! We went there, found the chalet at Goldkist Resort E8, where we found my cousin and her friend. Goldkist brings back alot of memories ar. Sec school played treasure hunt there too. Rmb guys? From 4/8. =)

Went to eat burger king and yeah, rent bike. Gave my mum a ride on the bicycle. Hard to cycle ya? Not because my mum is heavy, but then the place a little too constraint. But then managed to ride and gave her a ride back to the resort. LOL!

Went back, relaxed a while and went cycling with my father and younger brother. Where's my elder brother? He went to Expo to see the IT fair after sending us to East Coast park. LOL! Papa gave me a ride. So long nvr sit in someone's bicycle while another fellow is riding it. Kinda enjoyed it. So yeah, went riding and papa told me what happened in the past ard East Coast, like how mummy fall down when my elder brother ask her to see fruit and other stuffs. LOL! =X

Gave my papa a ride back to the resort cos we only have 2 bicycles and he gave me to ride it with my younger brother. Went riding until 3.40 when we returned the bicycles. (cos we booked only 2 hours) Got a little sunburnt but it feels great. =D

Went back to resort and yeah, after a while other relatives arrived. Initally wanted to slp de, but then like they playing cards in the bedroom, so.. Yeah. Mummy tied a hamock from a coconut tree to another. And i was the first to try on it. Sort of the rafia strings will lossen de cos as i sit, the hamock goes down and down and down until i almost touch the ground. (or was i heavy?)

Soon after, BBQ started and obviously i will be doing the BBQ-ing, as always. But then gave up cos only got a few food. And i dont want to everytime BBQ for ppl. Get tired of it also. So yeah, after awhile my auntie come and ask me sth. " Alvin!! Why u cook so nice i cook so black one"

Then i say.. " Of cos lah, i everytime BBQ for ppl de mah" LOL! So yeah, u can see the skills there okie? =P

Okie anyway, ate le then watched tv. Channel U. Was nice. Had a small chat with my cousin's wife and she said she will be giving us XBOX. =D

HAHA!! Anyway, watched tv le then my cousin asked me to go help carry the mahjong table from van cos she went ot my 2nd auntie's house take. But then cannot bring in. Got guards at the exit say cannot bring cos they got loan one. So they give alternative, after 9 pm when they off duty then bring in and close doors and play. So yeah, waited till 9 pm lor. And when 9 arrived, everyone went to play their 'gamble' games liao. CARDS and MAHJONG. LOL! I dont play much of those so i went to listen to songs at the hamock. But decided to go in again cos to noisy outside. The ppl beside my unit is really making too much noise, especially their LOUD MUSIC. -_-

WHATEVER lor. So went in and play poker with them. I won a little lah. hehe. =P

Then went to bathe and after that continued to play. Then my cousin came up and told us that there's police ard the beach there. Think someone got drown and such. So scary lah. Like just nearby our resort only. So yeah. After that, ard 12 am plus, decided to sing birthday song to my big auntie le. But then just before that, the ones besides us sang birthday song. And cos they alot of ppl, they sang very loudly. Nt wanting to lose to them, we decided to sing even louder afterwards. And we do have alot of ppl also. =)

So we sang as loudly as we could, or rather SHOUT as loudly as we could, having one door open so that the loudness can be heard. And i think we did it, cos i saw them looking into the unit. =D

HAHA! Well.. It's good in a way, at least they know, we are not push-abouts. Ate the cake and decided to go home with my parents, leaving my 2 brothers there overnight. Which they complained noisy after they came back home cos the music didnt stop all the way till 5am and my cousin have complaint to guard 3 times and have to sort to call police in, which i think is STUPID. Cos what happened if they know is he call one, and the ones that leave over are like 5 ppl only? But they one whole gang. -_-

So yeah. Okie, enjoy the photos then. =)

Singapore flyer when on our way there. =)

The bedroom at Goldkist Resort

Level 1 of the unit, pretty small huh?

E8 unit

Blackforest cake.

See how thick it is?? LOL

My family and relatives.

Star of the NIGHT and her daughter by the side.

Laogong is back!! =D

2008-11-17T21:42:00.008+08:00

Woots!! I passed my Final Theory TEST!!! =D
HAHA!! Just got my PDL on sat and yeah, decided to ask laogong's father to help with the practical but havent call him yet. LOL!! WEEE~!

*at least i am faster than TAN LING MIN, who cursed me to fail my FTT.* =P

But anyway, SAT went out. First thing in the morning i went to meet Han Hui at BBDC ard 10.20, supposedly, but i reach only 10.35am. SORRY!! =X

Then went to make PDL. Didnt know that i have to take 2 numbers for 2 person, cos not stated in the queue thingy, then later also didnt know that the queue will have to wait till SO LONG. But anyway, we were supposed to meet up at Causeway Point for K Session with Ferren, Pin, ShengXuan and my laogong at 11.30. Guess what time everyone eventually got to meet up? 1.30. =X

HAHA! Anyway, i called Pin at 10.30 and guess what? She's still aslp. LOL! I thought like everyone will be reaching soon, but who knows? At 11.30 only Ferren reached. Laogong was still at home, shengxuan was somewhere else, pin no need to say, still at home havent bathe yet. LOL!! So yeah, so eventually i finished my PDL, after kena scolding by auntie that i need to take 2 number for 2 ppl, i went home, waiting for pin to get ready while charging my phone cos no batt. -_-

12pm.. Pin msg me say she ready le. So i went to call laogong, but he's praying. His mother picked up the phone. So.. we waited again... Afterwhich he msg and say he go down take a cab, ask me to go down to my busstop and waited. 20 mins later he arrived on the taxi. LOL! Okie so i called pin down and join in the cab. So long nvr see my laogong le. So miss him. LOL! He look quite okie in botak. Not kidding. =)

So yeah, reached causeway, called ferren and shengxuan and went to pizzahut to eat. Zhi Zhong joined us and yeah, after that we decided to go for K session. And guess how much? 4 hours $15.35 only. =D

CHEAP RIGHT?? HEHEHEHE. They see us handsome and pretty that's why. =P

Anyway, laogong finally dare to sing infront of everyone. He sounded not bad actually. heee.. =)

Yeap! And we decided to sing for another 2 more hours, which means, we sang 6 hours in total. Total price of the whole singing session only cost ard $23 each person!! And we got the BIG ROOM!! COOL RIGHT?? HAHAHA!! So yeah. Loved the singings, especially when laogong sing with me. HAHA! Okie, also with Chrispin, Zhi Zhong, Sheng Xuan and Ferren. =)

Then we went to meet up with Tingzien, Mei Xin, Yanpo and Hui Zhen and Zhi Zhong went back. Went to Aijisan to eat dinner. Then stayed ard for awhile and went home after that with Ferren, Chrispin and Kai.

Okie time for photos!! Enjoy~!

Me and KAI!! =D

Kai and Pin

Kai BOTAK!! ^^

*acting cute*

Me and Laogong~! HAHAHA

I really find this photo very nice. Taken very nicely. *ahem of cos, i take de* =P

Kai

Guess who? LOL

Slping beauty~!

Me and Kai

BLURRED

BLURRED 3

*here she goes again, acting cute*

HAHA! Okie, Kai not acting cute okie? he's acting UGLY! =X

2 PUNKS??

Taken with my new PHONE!

Tried to take a group photo, but didnt succeed 1st time

Neither the 2nd. *see pin's Friendster profile for a clearer photo taken later on*

ME and PIN

Okie, my terriyaki Chicken noodle for dinner. LOL

*credits: SAMSUNG INNOV8*

Giving and taking

2008-11-08T10:06:00.002+08:00

What is the correct way of giving and taking?

1) Give and dont expect any returns?
2) Give and expect the same returns?
3) Give and expect returns but not of the same level?

Different people have different opinions to it. And of cos, the 'best' way is actually thinking, give and dont expect any returns. But come to think of it, how many people can actually do it? As for me, maybe i really dont think i can do it, at least for my friends for some matters. But not for everything i expect returns though, it depends...

Varies.. Okie, shucks, i dont know what i am talking anymore. *loss of words*

(Those days came back...)

Okie, enough of my nonsense. Gonna take my Final Theory Test later at 11.45am. Wish me LUCK!! =D
And.. Jian Kai is back, i heard... LOL. Welcome back BOTAK.

Jokes and nice stuffs~!

2008-11-02T00:34:00.002+08:00

Okie, time for some jokes and such.. Or rather 1 joke and 1 freebies..

China Southern Airlines Announcement ...Hilarious !!!This is a good one! [Pre-take off announcement on a China Southern Airlines Flight]. This is true.account of what was heard on a recent flight from Shenzhen to Qingtao .

Chinese Air Stewardess

'Good afternoon, Ladies and the German. This is your cheap purser Wang Lui speaking. On behalf of China Sudden Airlines, I would like to welcome you on board our Bowling 737 from Shenzhen to Qingtao. Members of my crew speak Chinese and other languages that you do not know. It is a great pressure serving you to-die. Should you need any resistance during the fright, peace do pest the call button. I and my gals are available to make you feel comfortable. Meanwhile, the airkwaft is going to fry. Peace sit upright and keep you belt tightly fastened until dinner is served at five dirty p.m. Hope you would enjoy your fright with us. Funk kill.' (thank you)

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Free 10 days Calrins Supply. For face. =)

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Reverting old self

2008-10-28T23:22:00.002+08:00

"I came across thousands of faces every year, but who have i really met?"
-quoted from a movie advertisement called Magic

True enough, u may have seen alot of ppl in your life, but who are your real friends? Friends that stay throughout? Friends that will not get sick and tired of you, trying to make you think that you are not annoying, but you are? Well.. For me, I'm lucky enough to have some of these friends, even though i know that i may have gone overboard sometimes. But sometimes, it really make me wonder... Are they just trying to put another false front infront of me?

Fake and real is just one division apart. Someone might be fake towards you, but you may think that he/she is truely treasuring this friendship. Have you ever thought about it before, or even suspect before? I know, we shouldnt be, and shld treat everyone that is your friend, your true friend and never doubt their kindness nor friendship. But, human are curious in nature, they question themselves always. Why? What? Who? Where? When? How?

Sometimes i do wonder, are the friends whom i treating good, appreciating the things i've done? Or they jus think that it's SUPPOSED to be that so? I just dont know. Sometimes humans are just too fake to believe in. "Once bitten, twice shy." This saying nvr goes wrong... I began to trust in people too much until i couldnt recognise myself. Temper grew hot as a result, because of those unaware circumstances, 'falling' in love with friends too easily.

I think i just need time-out for myself. A serious time-out. Not gonna make myself busy, entertaining friends, because i need to, but entertaining friends out of my own interest and because they are my friends. Another period of time to have a self-reflection upon myself, thinking of whether those stuffs i did are correct. =)

Those people reading out there, do rmb, if you are not true enough to be my friend, nor willing enough to take my nonsense, dont hurt me. =)
Especially to someone out there. Whom-i-know-wont-read-this-cos-of some-reasons.

*I WILL BE BACK~!* =D

2 days left before Jian Kai going NS

2008-10-21T23:41:00.006+08:00

Okie, i think i have to update a little ba, even before i am done with all my other drafts that i have already started on. Cos i think i will take forever to finish them. HAHA!

Okie, attachment is good all the way. =)
Ppl there are very good and friendly. Haha.. Nth much to say about it. Just that Mrs Thong didnt treat us for lunch the other time she came. LOL.

NPCO wise, didnt get to know much about things cos i wasnt even practising, even though i was there. Didnt attend most of the PP meetings. LOL! *I RAN AWAY* =X
But the only thing i know, they somehow managed to move on a little, but maybe in a very complicated and weirdo way.

Life, didnt change much, but seriously i think i began to think lesser and lesser when i started attachment. Is it good? Thinking as in deep thoughts abt things i've done, ppl ard me and other stuffs. It's good in a way, but bad in another. Cos i didnt know whether have i spend my time fruitfully or not, and whether to the maximum. Good in a way where I know i am at least happier than before. *i think*

HAHA! Ooh!! My laogong is going in NS this friday. So fast.. Even though he has been waiting to get to NS since half a year ago, which is very long, time spent with him like very little.

AND I DONT LIKE HIM!! HE NVR COME FIND ME AT MY WORKPLACE!!! EVER SINCE I WORKED FOR THIS ATTACHMENT, I HAVE ASKED HIM TO COME FIND ME BUT HE DIDNT!!! Haiz... =(

2 more days KAI!!! And you are going to be BOTAK!! =X
LOL. Can imagine him botak lah, not that hard. HAHA! Kai, must come out and spend time with us (AND ME!!), after ur POP (or GC, i think), and your weekends okie? Shall pull you out. Lastly, of cos.. Take good care of yourself while in there ya? haha! =D

Ya i think i will miss him, even though it's ony 7 weeeks. LOL!
MISS YA!! I think? HAHA =P

okie, i think it would be time for me to reflect upon myself also. whether am i doing the right thing? treasuring the guy friends that i have. *cos i think i really need one best guy friend to talk to* get what i mean? yeah. =)
who? wondering....

Jian Kai aka Laogong's Birthday~!!!

2008-09-28T18:00:00.012+08:00

Happy Birthday to my Laogong aka Phang Jian Kai!! Woohoo!!! 21st birthday leh. Old old liao. Haha. From now on, you are an ADULT!!! HAHA!!

Hmmm... Okie, went to plan for his birthday with Yang and Lun before that. Decided on going to Roma's Deli to eat for dinner and celebrate his birthday together with WMIC and NPCO. Well.. The day's event has been changed for quite a number of times when trying to cater to all sides. So yeah, eventually the whole things run as normal, i hope noone will be affected by it much ba.

On that day itself, Winnie, Violet, Liyan, Yihuey and I went to Marina Square trying to find the present for laogong. But in the end, didnt find one. Went to Suntec to find and was also found nth. So headed down to Cineleisure to find the rest. Was late, but intend to buy Famous Amos cookies for them. Went up to E2MAX to find them. There's Koonkit, Yijie, Zhizhong, Kailun, Jian Jun and I-Xuen, not forgetting the birthday boy, Jian Kai. LOL. Watched Pirates of the Carribean (3), and soon after, Yang came with her friend, Jia Ling. Went down to buy drinks for them. Yang and Jia Ling went to arcade. Watched the movie halfway and the booking timing was up. Went down to Bugis de Roma's Deli to have our dinner. Yee Teng came over also. Ate dinner and celebrated Laogong's Birthday. Cake was bought by Kailun, I-Xuen and Yang when the rest headed to Roma's Deli. LOL.

Sang birthday song so loudly that the opposite restaruant guests also joined in the singing. I'm sure Laogong is very malu then. But then 21st Birthday so yeah i think is worthwhile. Cut cake and yeah, continue to eat my food cos i havent touch much before cutting cake cos I-xuen need to leave first. So yeah, continued eating. After eating, we sang along with the songs, loudly i supposed, cos the opposite table can hear and laughed. =X

Took photos with my laogong, zhizhong, violet and other ppl. Took a grp photo together. Gave Jian Kai the 24 donuts that we bought from Donut Factory at Suntec cos we havent get him any present, and also tgt with 8 bars (inclusive of 2 kitkat bar and 6 energy bar i bought from my company). LOL. I think he shld be sick of donuts after that ba. Went down to Cineleisure again. Initially wanted E2MAX again, but decided not to cos everyone dragged too long and kinda tired. I think i will doze off if i go E2MAX. LOL. So went to arcade and played. Spent $35 dollars in arcade. =X

Played till around 12.30 and went home on MRT. Surprising there is still MRT cos of F1 race. Took train with Yee Teng, Kailun and Jian Kai. Took photos with Kailun in mrt. LOL! He learnt the stupid face that i displayed in the morning. Take a look!!

Decided to take LRT home, but laogong say he drive me home cos he sending Yee Teng also. So went to his house. Then laogong's brother came down with us also. I think he scared later kai duno how to come back. HAHAHA!! Laogong drove the car. LOL. First time sat in the car when Laogong is driving. Then Yee Teng and me were like.. Praying before getting on the car. U know what it means. HAHA!! =X

Then Yee Teng went to the extent of putting on seat belts and holding onto the car door handle in the beginning. LOL! So bad lah. But i like it. Hehe.. =P

So yeah safely reached home after that. *luckily*

HAHA. Okie, I really hope that Laogong is really happy that we celebrated his 21st birthday. Even though it's not of any real GRAND event that was held. Ooh well... I just hope that the present that we gonna buy him later on will be a good one that he likes. =)

Okie, time for pictures.!!

Shaggy Violet

Winnie

Donald Duck me. LOL

At E2MAX watching Pirates

Birthday Boy with Balloon. He looks cute. =D

Yang acting Cute.. LOL!

Yang and her friend Jia Ling acting cute. LOL!!

Woots!! My food!! =D

Time for celebration!!

Laogong's Birthday cake.

Laogong and the Birthday Cake.

Making wish....

Blows candle!!! U are 21!! =D

Birthday cake!!

Me helping laogong to cut the cake. =)

Jian Kai and Yee Teng

Zhi Zhong, Violet, Jian Kai and Me.

Jian Kai and Me.

Violet, Me and Jian Kai EXTRA behind. LOL

The whole of us. =)

HAHAH!! Me wearing Violet's Cardigan. LOL

His substitute presents. 6 Alpen energy bars, 2 kitkats and 24 donuts. =X

Me carrying all the stuffs. I look so cute~!!! =P

Pretty Lun and Me. ^^

Fierce wor..

Me and Yihuey.. Act cute sia.. LOL

Yee Teng and Me

Koonkit and Me

Yijie and Me

ZhiZhong and Me

Pretty and Me showing the stupid donald duck face i showed that afternoon.

Laogong and Yee Teng.

Took the reflection of us in the MRT train. LOL.

You reminded me about my birthday. Not only that, all the past memories too. Well, this birthday wasnt that fanastic after all for me. Presents not received from someone whom i thought will at least give, and even wishes. Not looking forward to any presents already. I think it's time for me to take some breather out again soon. *closes door*

Happy Birthday to myself.. =D

2008-09-11T22:34:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday to myself!! =D

Okie, finally 19, but i am always 18. HAHA! Okie, i really feel old now. But anyway, thanks for those who actually wished me on my Birthday via sms, msn, friendster testi and tagboard on my blog. Not forgetting my colleagues and my friends who celebrated my birthday in office. =D

Those who have wished me, as usual, i will name them out. (i only rmb those in sms) =X
They are, Mabia, WeiJie, Violet, Hwee Teng, Weenee, Joanne, Zhi Yan, Wan Sin, Dorothy, Zhi Zhong, Hui Qi, Jia Jia, Audrey, Shirin, Russell, Yi Hui, Zhi Hui, Li Ling, Li Yan, Wei Hao, Joana, Kerin, Eileen Choo, Amanda, James, Chrispin, Yang, Han Hui, Chui Rhong, Hwee Yim, Jin Da, Jiunn Yuan, Rui Ping, Christabel, Li Bei, Teng Teng, Kai Lun, Chin Chian.

Then for friendster testi, there are Wan Jun, Jason, Kosin, Wan Hua, Jian Ming, Cher Chuan, Bao Wen, Grace and Tze Ting. For Blog, i only rmb someone called JS. (duno who lai de.)
But anyway, thank you for all your wishes. =D

Okie, as for my birthday, you may think it is exciting.. It's not actually.. I really cant get 'high'. I know it's my birthday but it just seemed like so down. No surprise today, except for one. James send me present via post. That was my first official present, (i meant today first present) and it's the first present i received via post, if i nvr rmb wrongly. =D

Except for that, seriously, today is totally a failure. Ended work SO LATE. 6.50 pm then i end work. I really feel like crying that time. Really.. It's like 19 years then u will have one time where your chinese and your english birthday falls on the same day (at least in my memory), and i still cannot knock off early. It's 10.38pm now, and my family still havent celebrated my birthday. Some people even forgot my birthday, or just that they send their wishes to another person to ask them to send sms on behalf of them, or they just didnt wish me. Not to mention who, cos i think they would know, or even they dont know that they are the ones, then let's be it. I mean, they are worst. =)
But those whom i didnt even expect them to rmb, they rmbed. Like Wei Jie. I really didnt expect him to wish me happy birthday via sms. Very shocked, yet, happy. And also, those who always wished me, wish me. =)

Today really doesnt seem like a birthday to me. I think i would have to slap myself to see whether is this all for real today or not. SAD. :'(
Total Birthday Presents for now, officially 2. 2 cards and 1 letter. Cool? U think?
Doubt there would be another celebration for me, other than with my family members later on.

What a birthday i got myself with... Happy? U think for me then...

Attachment starts!!

2008-09-07T17:41:00.006+08:00

Okie.. My attachment starts le. LOL!! Okie, i shall not talk about the details here cos my work doesnt allow me to do so. But then yeah, have fun during the first week, but i'm knocking off later and later everyday. LOL!! Anyway, my pantry is good!! I love the pantry. =D

So yeah, didnt get home immediately since tuesday, except for friday and today.

Tuesday:

Went to c.o after work. Celebrated SEPT Babies Birthdays!! There were Me, JianKai, Amanda, Liyan and Han Ming. Actually there's Simin also, but then she didnt say so we missed her. Anyway, celebrated birthdays and yeah, went to eat supper. Took cab home with Joe, Hweeyim and Jian Kai.

Me and Jian Kai

I really find this picture of him CUTE. =X

Do, Ri, Me, Fa, So!! =D

Yihuey and Winnie

Yihuey, Winniw, Jian Long, Tingzien and Meixing

Hweeyim

Smile~! =D

US~! =D

Wed:

Went to watch Money Not Enough 2 at Jurong Point with Yang and Jian Kai. Went to eat KFC before that while waiting for Jian Kai. The movie was good!! =D

Indeed, i saw shadows of my life in the movie. I think almost everyone had some of these experiences ba. And some scenes are filmed in Punggol!! =D

We recongised the place. HAHA! I meant.. ME. =X

Jian Kai too recognised the place. Yang was very slow in recognising place. Ooh well. I believed Yang was busy wiping her tears ba. Indeed, the show was touching. =)

I cried a little too. HAHAHAA!! Anyway, waited for Jian Kai's brother come fetch me home while Yang took bus home. ^^

Thurs:

Went c.o and went eating at KAP after practice. The first time went home so early after eating lah. We went off before 11pm. Took Tingzien's car home. 5 ppl squeeze at the back seat while Jian Long sat infront. The back got Me, Eileen, Winnie, Violet and Jian Kai. WE ARE THIN!! =D

Jian Kai, u EXTRA LEH! LOL

Violet, Winnie, Jian Long and Julian

Jian Kai gave that 'shocking' face

Jian Kai and Me.

3 Ki siao ones~! =D

Whahaha!!! Acting cute tgt? haha!! he looked like rabbit. =X

Flashed-banged. LOL

Friday:

Went off late and went home immediately. Oorh.. Got to dress down on friday!! =D

Sat:

Woke up at 4pm. (super late) Supposed to meet Chin Chian, Yan Ming, Han Hui, Li Ling and Joana at Marina Square de Dian Xiao Er at 5pm, but i reached at 5.50pm. Joana and Liling were late too. They reached at 6. Liling didnt join us for dinner. We sort of have a last dinner with Joana before she goes China for attachment. They then gave me present also. Expected. HAha!! =X

Went to Mac to sit and eat Icecream while playing Uno. Went off and i went to meet Libei and Yang at Lot 1 Mac after sending Hanhui to her LRT station. Went eating again and went home ard 2 when the mac closed. We thought Lot 1 Mac was 24hours, but it seemed not already. Went to buy food for libei's brother and send libei home. Took cab with yang home.

Bathe and onlined ard 3 +. Then went to bathe at 4am. LOL.

Sunday:

Woke up and did nth much till now.

Shall show u all photos took yesterday. =D

We took 5 pots of tea! -_-

Cos of LEE CHIN CHIAN. -_-

US!! Me, Chin Chian, Yan Ming, Han Hui and Joana.

Yang with her STARWARS CHARACTER.. *woooonnnn...*

My Present!! =D

HAHA!! Okie, any present in mind? Actually no. But try not to buy me FOOD. =X

I dont mind the rest then. HAHA! Cos if buy me food, i wont bear to eat. SO yeah. =)

HAHA!! okie, i so bhb. Okie lah, shall stop here. Going to join my relatives downstairs for dinner~! *chaos*

My only one week holiday (wed to sunday)

2008-08-31T17:40:00.006+08:00

Okie, i shall continue my only week of holiday blogging. LOL!

Wed:

Went out to meet Larry, Yi Jie, Fad and Russell at Bugis Junction Zinc shop to buy Zinc bag for Hakim. Wanted to give him a surprise. So yeah. Haha!! Decided on a black sling bag for him. Then Fad went down to meet Yingzi, Lingmin and Hakim. Then we went down to buy cake. Hakim didnt know that the rest are meeting him.. So.. after when we bought the cake from the four leaves then went up, we saw them outside the MAC. -_-

Hakim opened his BIG EYES WIDER and see like surprised dao. Haha! Russell still said "Hi" to him. LOL. Anyway, decided to go over to long john silvers because bugis junction very crowded and no other place for us to seat. Then we called them saying we going over. But was raining, so everyone take turns to use the 3 umbrellas that we brought to go over. Celebrated his birthday and eat Chocolate Excotic Cake bought. After that, went to watch movie "Meet Dave"

It was nice. =)

Quite worth it lah i think. Haha!! Eddy Muffy de show everytime is so the joke-y one. Anyway, Wenlin came late and Yijie and Fad went off without watching the movie. Went home after watching movie. Hakim sort of walked off himself, saying he want to take bus, but somehow he walked behind bugis junction, even though there is bus at the bugis street there to Bukit Pangjang. I think he bluff ppl de lor. Haha!! Then Lingmin went to accompany him. SCANADALS!! Haha!! =X

Thurs:

Went to c.o as usual, reached there around 5+. Then went to Alumni with Kai Lun, Jian Kai and Koonkit to eat. Went back to c.o room and practised. First time see Erhu group so many ppl!! Shao Shiuan came back for practice too!! Hee!! His father let him come, cos if holidays. So yeah. Went for meeting with Jacqueline, Yang, Wan Hua, Liyan, Eileen, Yanpo and Kenneth about the skit/drama thingy for PP. Then went to KAP for supper. Ate French Fries, Sundae and one soft-cone. HAHA! ICECREAM!!! =D

The rest went home, leaving me, jian kai and kai lun waiting for jian kai's brother to come fetch us. Chatted alot while eating ice cream. Haha!! Jian Kai had strawberry sundae, but it some how overflow. I think the person dont like my laogong. LOL! The person also dont like me lah, somehow cant understand what i ordered also, have to repeat 3 times. -_-

Anyway, went home on Jian Kai's brother's car (or rather, his father's car).

Friday:

Rested the whole day at home. =)

Sat:

Went out to have dinner with Violet. Supposed to meet at 5.20, but i went out late, and have to go home again cos forget to bring camera. (i will always rmb to bring camera if i'm going out. Cos i want to take down all things, before it's gone and nvr appear again.) =)

So in the end, met Violet at 5.40 and went for dinner at Foodcourt. Ordered Chicken Rice. Violet ate Dong Fen. After not long, Jian Kai came and he ordered Tao Suan. After that i went to buy fruits for all. ( i think it wasnt quite enough anyway. =X ) Then went down to NTUC to buy chocolate and sweet for Fad and Shar. Then went down to Tanjong Pagar to meet Koonkit, Jian Long and Winnie.

Went to DBS auditiorim immediately. Saw Ferren, Mei Xin, Dorothy and Jocelyn. Haha!! Took my ticket and brochure and went inside. Saw Ginni inside. =)

Watched the concert, with no other comments. Just that, their standard was like last time. And.. Quite messy.. But anyway, went for interval and went to look for Fad to give him his chocolate. Then went down and saw Mabia. Chatted quite alot. Saw Tingzien, WenXi, Yan Po, Hui Zhen, Ferren and Mei Xin. Talked to them. Saw Ian and Edward too. LOL! Then chatted with Mabia and Ginni and went inside.

Continued watched the concert. The whole concert took 3hours to finish. -_-

Very draggy hor? Haha! Anyway, went to Lot 1 with Winnie, Jian Long and Jian Kai. Koonkit went home and Violet waited for her parents to come fetch her. Went to Lot 1 de Mac to settle our supper. Ordered Hot Fudge Sundae and Apple pie with Jian Kai. =D

Took alot photos there. Take a look!! =D

Violet and Me on MRT on the way to Tanjong Pagar MRT Station.

Jian Long and Winnie. Loving Couple. =)

Jian Kai that stupid look. HAHA! Bleahx =P

Violet and me. With that Jian Kai's hand which create that blurrness on Violet's face. -_-

Me and Jian Kai. Take properly leh Lao gong..

Haha!! Take 2. -_-

There you go.. Me and Laogong.

Jian Kai acting cute and Koon kit. -_-

Winnie and Me.

Can you spot Wen Xi, Tingzien?. Hui Zhen is hiding inside. -_- cos no space for her to come out.

Took the reflection of ourselves on the mrt platform. Can see who's there?

Took this while the MRT went past. NICE~!

Take 2!

Jian Kai acting cute.. =P

My turn to act cute. =P

Winnie posting with Jian Kai's EXTRA hand beside her.

Jian Long acting emo. LOL

'8' APPLE PIES. =D

Me acting cute again. =X

Jian Kai giving that 'face'. LOL

Took this photo several times to satisfy myself, cos i look so ugly. LOL!

Jian Kai and Me!!

Jian Long and Winnie. COUPLE~! =D

Laogong and Me. Take 2. =D

Us again.. WEEEE~~!!!! ^_^

Was quite happy for that day. =)

Sunday:

Slacked the whole day at home, until now lor. Come to blog and watch tv at the same time. HAHA! =X

Okie, tml will be the first day that i will be going for my attachment. I hope i wont be late tml. Hmmm.. Okie, at least i know my this holiday is spent in a very nice way. I love it. =)

At least i no need to bother things about my friends and other related matters. Except for maybe one or two things. But i really hope that this will continue to be like tt. Especially for friends. I think you should know who you are. I duno what to say lah. but.. Haiz..

Okie, i shall annouce again, i will be working at 1 George Street Road, Royal Bank Of Scotland. If you are free, pls come and find me. Haha!! Especially someone whom i always nag to come find me. HAHA! =P

Okie, you guys continue to enjoy ur holidays if you having one then. I shall be stressing over work from tml onwards. =(

I think i need to buy black dye for hair liao. HAHA! Cos i think i will have grey hair after working there. LOL. Okokokie, stop all my crap. Chaos ppl. =)

Post-Exams events!!

2008-08-27T00:27:00.017+08:00

Okie, as promised, I shall do a write up and photos for Post-Exams events that I have. Firstly, after PLB paper on Friday, I had an IAP briefing. I have to choose group of 4 to do a multi-media project to be handed in for IAP (which in the end a little cropped up cos of some ppl 'forcing' to be in the grp). I handed up having Gary, Mayber and Hui Xin in my group. So sorry Yijie, we cant do tgt liao. I missed the funs we had while doing the CFAS project, with Hui Xin, Mayber, Doreen and Amanda. Ooh well...

Anyway, briefing ended at 5.45pm. After that we then realised that it was POURING outside. Mrs Thong needed umbrella so i 'escort' her to her car. LOL! I dont expect her to give me a ride home. But if it's possible, I wished she would mark my paper with one eyes close. I want at least an 'A' grade for my modules this semester!! =D

After that, went to Lot 1 with LingMin and Hakim. Went to the Pasar Malam there and bought Ramily Burger to eat. Went cutting hair while leaving the 2 scandals under the void deck to eat their burgers and otah that they bought. Then later, went home.

Sat:

Went out with Ling Min, Hakim, Larry, Russell, Samantha and Yingzi. Initially wanted to go East Coast to cycle. But i wore jeans. =X

Not a bad choice in the end cos raining. haha!! =X

Queuing for MAC.

MCGRIDDLES!!!

Hakim

Lingmin, without specs.

Russell as usual, cam-shy.

And in the end, it rained so ya, although we are physcialy at East Coast Park, (except for Yingzi who was at Parkway Parade while we at East Coast Park cos she was late), the rest sort of sian half cos they were in their shorts and slippers. =P
We sat at Subway and Larry and Samatha had their lunch while we chatted and discussed what to do. Afterwards, we went to meet Yingzi at Parkway Parade. While waiting at busstop, Russell killed an earthworm!! *evil*

Larry taking a photo of me taking photo of him. -_- HAHA

Samantha. Doesnt she look like those artist who want to keep away from those paparazis? LOL

them..

Took a photo of this Japanese boy in the restaruant. He looked more like Korean to me instead. =X

Stick? Earthworm? Can see which is which?

Earthworm being killed!! Stepped by someone. See below.. (earthworm is the one on the left)

Earthworm being buried underneath the tape. R.I.P

The CULPRIT!!! RUSSELL LEONG WAI HONG!! " arggg!! sorry sorry!!"

Anyway, went to Banquet to have our lunch and went to arcade while deciding what to do next. Initally wanted ice-skating, but then cos they were wearing shorts so no point. Then came to bowling. Thus, deciding on bowling. But the closest Yang can think of is Tampanies Safar, but I dont know where. So we headed to Marina Square.

Went there, then they changed their mind again, all thanks to lingmin and yingzi. Cos they saw alot of ppl, even though there are empty lanes for us to bowl. -_-

Then they started to talk crap, as usual for lingmin. LOL! Then me, larry, samantha and russell feel so the aimless. Thus, we decided to go play pool and took the initative to go in the pool centre. Took a 7 inch table and started playing. Taught Lingmin, Yingzi, Hakim and Samatha how to play. Yingzi and Hakim very fast learner lah. ( for i am a good teacher too!! =D)

Haha!! okie, so bhb. Anyway, they had fun, except for russell cos he didnt play and he didnt want too cos he lazy. -_-

Afterwards, they took cameras and camwhore themselves and the ppl ard them while me and larry played the last game before going off. Larry won me. -_-

Samantha, Larry, Lingmin and Hakim hiding behind her. SCANDALS!!!

Me playing.

Anyway, went home afterwards.

Sunday:

Went to meet up with Yang, Hwee Yim, Amanda, Koon Kit, Chrispin, Dorothy, Jian Kai and one of the LSCT lecturer at Tanjong Pagar to watch BBCCCO last performance. Was late, but Jian Kai took the same train as me at redhill. Haha! So the coincidence though. Laogong mah. =D

Then waited for Dorothy to come and Joylence was with her too. They wore the same colour clothing and really looked like twins lah. -_-

Anyway, went off to SCH. Liyan was late so she met us at SCH instead. Kaixian and Xing Zhuan were at the ticket booth. And they dont want to give me my tickets lah. -_-

Liew.. HAHAHA! But very long nvr see them le. So yeah, happy that they helped out. =)

Went in and sat behind Celia, Guang Rong, Lisin, SinYee, Andrea and Yolk Whye. Yiwoon, Vivian were sitting infront of them. And we saw 2 of the double bass seniors too.. (forgotten their names sia. DIE). It's sort of a mini CCKSSCO gathering lor. And juniors were there too. Saw Emily and Yu Yao. Saw Stanley from KHCO who helped out for our PP 2008 too. He sat next to us. Yu Yao, Fu Kang, Eileen, Yao Sheng, Li Yong, Jiunn Yuan, Ken, Xue Ling, Hwee Teng, Hsien Han and some other CCKSSCO ppl were on the stage performing. Okie, it's really feel like CCKSSCO gathering. It's cool having to see so many of the seniors and c.o peeps in one concert. So long nvr see them le. But it's sadden-ing to say that it might be the first and the last time where i can see so many ppl from CCKSSCO gather tgt to watch concert cos BBCCCO has been disband. =(

But just as what Victoria said, BBCCCO spirit nvr dies!! =D

The whole concert was well-done!! I love the whole concert. Especially the last piece. Long Teng Hu Yue!! HAHAHA!! Mr Lee's zhuo feng where he would play at least 1.3 times faster than the orginal speed. oooh.. I missed those times. =(

Anyway, after concert went to eat at Bugis Junction at Pastamania. Ordered Chicken Bologense and ate. Didnt feel full even after eating 3 garlic breads. LOL!! Initially wanted to go buy something else outside. But come to thought of it, with budget constraints, i gave it a miss. =X

My MEAL.

Garlic breads...

Koonkit!! See your lecturer even post for me to take photo!! POST LEH. -_-

Yang and Chrispin.

Hwee Yim msg-ing duno who. LOL.

Liyan and Amanda. LOOK HERE LAH AMANDA!! -_-

Me and Laogong, Jian Kai.

After that, decided to take photos together. They thought of Neo Prints, but because it was late and we thought that the Neo Print shop might close already so decided to go take photos using camera. It's always good carrying a camera around. =)

Took photos at the spot where we used to take photo while waiting for Jiunn Yuan to knock off from Pastamania last time, which is at the 2nd level towards the entrance of restaruants. Yes. We managed to take alot of photos. Take a look!!

Group photo, without Joe, cos he's taking photo for us.

Cello and Bass Section. Koonkit, Jian Kai, Amanda and Chrispin

Erhu Section. Li Yan, Hwee Yim and Me!!

Woodwind and Percussion section. Yang and Sheng Xuan

Plucking section. (pathetic, cos noone, then we put Chrispin. Cos she plays Da Ruan too!)

3 LSCT ppl. Koon Kit, their lecturer and Chrispin

3 BA students. Amanda, Hwee Yim and Me!

2 Engineering students. Jian Kai and Sheng Xuan.

Amanda? With ppl hiding behind her. Guess how many ppl...

See how many ppl hiding behind Amanda? Haha!! Yang can even hide behind! LOL. 8 ppl in total.

7 years of friends!! Me and Chrispin

7 years of friends!! Me and Hwee Yim

Yang and Me

Me and Jian Kai aka laogong. =)

Afterwards, we went home. Took train with Hwee Yim, Joe and Jian Kai while the rest took buses. Decided to take train cos I bought train concession le. Haha!! So make full use of it mah. =)

Chatted alot on the train and yeah, went home after taking bus, cos the rest alighted and i wanted to spend more time with them. HAHA! =X

Monday:

Slacked the whole day. Rest enough the whole day.

Tuesday:

Went to c.o after buying cake from Prima Deli. Reached the earliest and there's noone in the room yet. Decided to place the cake in the fridge first and went down to wait for the rest. Kailun reached later. Stepahine was there for c.o also. Which is like OMG. HAHA! Learnt that she is studying in NUS now, some IT course and yeah, her timetable quite slack for some days, even though she has 8am to 6pm for 1 of the days. Waited for Jian Kai and went off for dinner at Clementi. Went to look for Ivy at Macdonald and ate dinner tgt. Have fun eating with them lah.

Went to MaC to eat fries cos Lun wasnt full. Crack alot of jokes there and we burst out to laughters. HAHA! Went to NTUC to buy drinks for the 'party' later and went back to school after sending Ivy to the MRT. Waited for Yang to reach the busstop first and went back to school tgt. When we reached, Yang held a whole C.O meeting, which only consist of 2 Year 1s ppl, 7 Year 2s ppl and the rest are Year 3s and Alumni. (which in the end i deemed not of anyuse.)

However, the meeting was held quite smoothly and we managed to say whatever we wanted to the present committee, hoping that they would take upon our suggestions to make C.O a better place to be in, or rather, back to the original state. Not adding anymore things here cos whatever needs to be said, has been said. So yeah. After the meeting, we had birthday cake and it was Quan Lao Shi's Birthday on August!!! Even though i didnt know which date. HAHA! =X

Had another mini discussion with the Year 3s and the committee with Yang. After that went home with Hwee Yim, Jian Kai and Kai Lun on taxi.

EXAMS OVER~!!!

2008-08-24T00:59:00.004+08:00

Woohoo!!! Exams officially over!! That would be my last exams I'm having in NP!! Which means i'm not unoffically graduated. HAHA!! *okie, self-declare* =P

Anyway, talk about my papers first. First was Treasury paper. That paper really.. haiz.. killed me. -_-
I hate the theory part cos i nvr memorise de. Then little do i know that my calculations i somehow didnt quite rmb how to do. OOH MAN!! I just hope that my paper dont do that badly. =X

Second was CFAS paper. 24 questions all tgt. All somehow interlinked. I cant do quite a few questions. The worst thing is... I missed out one question!!! And that question is I know how to do de lah. Just write 2 lines and 3 marks is yours!! OMG. =(

Third was investment paper. Theory part i died also. 20 marks i simply duno what to write cos. I really crapped all my way through, but really, sometimes, crapp-ing also need some skills. 20 marks question i simply just couldnt crap much. So i think there goes my 20 marks. =(

Last paper for the semester and NP was PLB. That paper was considered much much much more easier than the previous 3 papers lah. I managed to finish the paper 40 mins before the time ended. But i confused myself with one part of the calculations. 19 marks leh that one. SIAN. Duno whether i've done correctly or not. LOL!!

Anyway, the past 2 weeks have been studying studying studying, (needless to say). But i did went out. Especially to RBS where i signed my contract. And to Top-One KTV with Yan Ming, Liling and Chin Chian on sunday before Treasury paper on first week of exams, Friday. That place SU*KS. =X
Okie, this place is situated at Bugis, just opposite Bugis Junction. The air there is like.. OMG. Is not clean air, i duno why got smell de. That stench is horrible. And that.. the floor is sticky, the system which u choose song is noisy, with the 'beep' sound when u pressed any button to choose, the 'dry-ice' there which supposed to create an atomsphere there smelled like chocolate, but it's burnt kind? And that stench is horrible. Imagine i've been it for 5 hours. The water there also not very nice to drink. -_-

I wonder how the people survived working in such a horrible environment. Dont ever call me go back to that place again. And you know what? I got a fever like after i went to that place? I even had runs in the middle of the night, ever 3 hours? Haiz.. I was sick for about 3 days. And i really went thinner. It's SO OBVIOUS CAN? My chin went SHARPER. I've noticed it and, my mother said it too. JUST IMAGINE??

Okie, enough about me. I think tml will be a day where all BBCC CO peeps would not bear to leave.. Even for ex-BBCC CO ppl, tml will be a special day too. Last concert at SCH by BBCCCO at 6pm tml 24th August 2008. Very sad huh last concert? Haiz.. Anyway, I will be there of cos, tgt with some of the rest, like chrispin, dorothy, hwee yim. (who are all ex-bbccco ppl).
Haha. So yeah, memoriable day to rmb. I just hope everything will just go back to the past, where we have alot of fun playing instruments and practising together. But.. As the saying goes.. Some people only missed and regret the things they never get hold on or treasure it while they have it. Ooh well.. I'm such a person. In my life, alot of things i know i should have hold on to it, but i didnt. Regretted totally, and trying to salvage the whole thing, but somehow it's rather impossible. Dont you find it?

What to do? Life is like tt. Life is short, so.. treasure. Learn how to. Even some little things like praising each other when you have the time or opporunity to. Dont wait till tml or later, cos you dont even know what will happen next. =)

Okie, i know i sounded very the *ahem*. So i shall end this post now. Shall post up photos of my post-exams activities i had when i have the time! =D
Meanwhile, if you have the time, pls go down to SCH to support BBCCCO alrights? It's their sort of first public performance outside their BBCC hall. (i think so) Do support! =D

MV and funny videos =D

2008-08-09T12:38:00.004+08:00

Okie, today show u all MVs and 2 videos. 2 of the MVs are from Guo Jing (郭靜)'s new album. One is called Bai Fen Bai (百分百), the other is called

Let's watch this 百分百 first. The lyrics are below. =)

牵着手买的白色的t-shirt
像约定什么都要一起了
情人节唱歌跨年看烟火都黏着

第一次为你庆生还记得
你微笑把烛光吹灭了
你许的愿望让我落泪了
每个祈祷都为我

喜欢靠在你胸口
就像躺在棉花田那么暖和
你的耳语仿佛风和云朵
带我飘向天空
你的爱让我想作更多的梦
因为有你让梦想都结成苹果

喜欢你握着我手
就像合吃棉花糖那么快乐
你的呵护让我像个孩子
无拘无束的疯
真的爱不用伪装不用强求
很轻松就会懂
爱的人看着我想什么

第一次为你庆生还记得
你微笑把烛光吹灭了
你许的愿望让我落泪了
每个祈祷都为我

喜欢靠在你胸口
就像躺在棉花田那么暖和
你的耳语仿佛风和云朵
带我飘向天空
你的爱让我想作更多的梦
因为有你让梦想都结成苹果

喜欢你握着我手
就像合吃棉花糖那么快乐
你的呵护让我像个孩子
无拘无束的疯
真的爱不用伪装不用强求
很轻松就会懂
爱的人看着我想什么
ho~ wo~
很轻松就会懂
爱的人看着我想什么

This song whole atmosphere very sweet right? Haha!! Loving couple... Can think what the other person is thinking without having to guess or think hard. And no need to demand for something, the other person will know and give you.. Ooh well.. Okie, let's skip to the next one. =)

郭靜 - 知道

This song a little emo, because it dispicts the girl cant get the lover she wants, even though she did alot of things, even more than what the other party did, yet, not able to win the guy's heart. Eventually, the girl realised what's the difference between her and the other girl that won the guy's heart (for whatever reason).

Okie, next, i'm gonna show u 2 videos that is very funny i think. Haha!!

First, is introduced by Libei. Very pro singer trying to inmitate singers and cartoon characters using 周杰倫 - 彩虹. Quite cool i find

How was it? Love the La Bi Xiao Xin right? Haha!! =D

Okie, next and the last one. Found in Poly forum. U know they will talk alot of stuffs de right there? And yeah, i found this video on how to get a girl. The video is called 男生必看，追女教学. So yeah, very funny lah this video. Haha! Drama kind. =)

Haha!! So how? Nice right? =)
Okie, gtg continue my studies liao. First paper starts on FRIDAY!!! =X

Friday start Treasury paper, Monday CFAS paper (plus my BTT), Thursday Investment paper, and the last one, PLB on friday. There's a IAP briefing after that last paper. SIAN..

Anyway, I'm confirm getting into The Royal Bank of Scotland liao. Haha!! =D
Stress coming on the way. I will be posted in the Treasury Team where i got to confirm deals and such. My office workplace? At George Street. Just a 5 mins walk from Raffles Place MRT station. Come find me when you all free okie? I will be working from 1st Sept till 6 Feb 2009. =D

Come find me for dinner after my work okok? Haha!! *hints hints* ^^
Okie, really got to go study liao. Been slacking for the past few days. Not moving an inch for the last few hours. ROARS!! =X

Chaos~!

Last few days of Year 3, sem 1.

2008-08-03T23:50:00.010+08:00

Last few days of Year 3 Sem 1. Okie, since i have blogged a long post using words in the previous post, let us now let the pictures do the talking for now alrights?

Thursday we went to Marina Square to watch "The Dark Knight". It was nice and worth it!! =D
Was late as usual meeting them so yeah, ended up missing a 1-2 mins of the show.

"LOOK HERE~!!"

Couple!! Larry and Samantha. (kinda being forced by me to take this photo. =X )

"ARGGG!! NO NO NO!!"

Pizzahut time~

HAHA!! Wenlin and Yingzi

Post 1, Yingzi and Lingmin

Post 2

Post 3, Lingmin and Hakim, the SCANDALS. =P

Post 4, Hakim and Me

Post 5, the 4 of us in one row

"Dont take my photo!!" Russell and Wenlin

"I say le dont take right??!!"

" Okie lah okie lah, give you take."

US!! =D

Paparaza's way of taking photo!! Proudly presented by ME!

SCANDALS!!

Self-shot. Wenlin and Me.

"NOOOOO!!"

Shot taken while they walked to MRT station.

Friday was the last lecture and tutorial. That day ended quite sad because Mr Wu scolded one group for their sloppy work done in project. Dont need to mention whose group. Not nice. =)

Koko!! Look the front, pay attention hor in lecture!! Haha!!

Maybe the last time coming up to Level 6 to print things le.

Couple trying to edit the CFAS project before printing

Hakim acting cute. haha! =P

Playing games.

SCANDALS!

Waiting for lift to go down to level 4 for tutorial.

After tutorial, went to play monopoly at OurSpace @ 72. Last time playing together. The money smelled horrible.... EEEKS!

Play play play then everyone stood up to play cos very difficult playing while kneeling down.

After playing, some of us went to SMU to attend a pre-briefing by Citibank for the Event taken the following day. Didnt pay much attention, but looking around to find familiar faces around the whole LT. There's alot of ppl lah. the whole LT was packed with ppl. First time i see so many ppl in LT. -_-

After that went home le.

time really flies..

2008-08-01T12:04:00.003+08:00

Time really flies... Today will be the last tutorial and last lecture my cliques and I were to be attending together. Next semester, most of us will be going for IAP, while some staying back to study. Last time we used to grumble time to go faster, because we are bored with the things that are around us. But ever since I stepped into Poly life, till now, i suddenly felt that the last 2-3 years that i have spent in poly, it doesnt seemed to be 2-3 years. It just seemed as if it was just a few months back since I got into NP.

I still remember when I was in Year 1, everything seemed to be so strange to me. I didnt know anyone in my corhord, needless to say, my class. Orientation for freshmen didnt really helped me, because i ended up in different classes with the rest of my orientation friends. But then for one of the classes in Semester 1 for Year 1, I was in the same merged class as Benjamin Ow, my OG friend. He stays near my house, CCK. 2 stops away from my house, but i dont go home with him, because he used to take MRT home, while i take bus. So in the end, we didnt sort of clique because of different classes and he got his own life while i got mine.

Then soon, i got with this clique of mine, which is still my clique now. Which consist of Gary, Russell, Lingmin, Yingzi, Hakim, Fadhli, Wenlin, Larry and soon, Samantha (who is my OG friend and Larry's Girlfriend). Often, Shirin, Kenneth and Kosin will join our group, especially during lunch time. ( hope i didnt miss out anyone. =X )
Always did project with them, until Year 3, where my project group suddenly changed alot.

We used to hang out tgt, watch movie, eat tgt and do silly stuffs together. Ooh well, poly life is just busy busy busy with projects and tutorials. There's alot of holidays, but during holidays, we seldom meet up, unless we need to do project together. Semester break really dont see each other much, unless we try to meet up for outing or whatsoever.

Year 1's life was just a total new experience for me. Get to know more ppl as i need to survive, so ppl tend to say i had alot of friends, but those are just Hi-Bye friends. Not many true friends i can consider to be. And sometimes, those friends who i wanted to be with, often, because of circumstances and unforeseen stupid reasons, gone away. Year 2's life is totally a swift!! I dont quite rmb how i spent my year 2 in NP, except that i was very busy with NPCO stuffs. The only thing i rmb was that i almost didnt got into the class as the rest in Semester 2 in Year 2. What happens if i didnt get into the same class as them? What would i be? And came to Year 3, which is now. Every Thursday we would go out and eat, hang out tgt after our IS because all our IS ends at 12pm. Even just now, we still go out and watched movie.

On the other hand, besides having normal school life, i also have my c.o life. I still rmb during Orientation, Hwee Yim and i went around the school one day, seeing through the ccas. And we decided to go back to what we came from.. Chinese Orchestra. I remembered on that day, the booth was taken care of by Jiunn Yuan, Ivan and Zhi Zhong. Ooh well, of cos kena pulled by them lah. So we joined NPCO officially. But we didnt quite go, as in very often, and even if we go, we only go for combine practices. And normally, if HY go, then i will go c.o. Haha!! Until the 2nd semester of Year 1, after the AP, then we go c.o more often, and performed for Guan Mo Hui. The first performance i remembered i had with NPCO was the cheque presentation by Ngee Ann Gongsi. In AP, that's when i officially jumped from Erhu to Zhonghu in NPCO, ever since i played erhu in NPCO since i joined. As you know, I played Zhonghu for 6 years now, so it's not very difficult for me to continue.

But the sad thing is.. Lao Shi dont want me to go back play Erhu ever since that. -_-
But anyway, NPCO definitely gave joy and laugther to me, even though the whole feeling was totally different compared to sec school's c.o. Ooh well.. NPCO has a unquie feeling overall. Even when i was in SPCO for guest player for 2-3 years then, that feeling wasnt very distinctive. I think it was because i'm not a member there ba and i didnt know alot of ppl while i was there.

In Year 2, i somehow or another, became President, while my 7 years of good and close friend, Hwee Yim became the Vice-President. Other CCKSS ppl like Jiunn Yuan, Chrispin and Dorothy became Quarter Master, Section Leader for Cello and Bass and Ass-Quarter Master respectively. We indeed worked well tgt, even though there were conflicts among us in the beginning, because of the sloopy work i've done. Sorry guys.

When me and hy got up the post, quite a few people actually got angry and sort of said that it wasnt fair for the rest and that they didnt really look good upon us taking up the post because of our attendance. I didnt even go for the AGM that time. So yeah, i was indeed quite shocked also when i got the news i was in the committee. Ivan told me that he saw my potential of being a leader during Guan Mo Hui when things got a little nasty. But, I sometimes feel, it's just human nature to go and help when you see things are not going the way you think it should be and that, since i am in c.o for that long, i'm ought to know something too. And after closed-door meeting, i finally become President unwillingly.

Things got tough for me since i took over the post, because, it's pretty unlike sec school where there is teachers around to guide and helped you in alot of things. In poly, things are done and planned by you and your committee. And being a so indecisive people, as i always do, things got nasty. Committees complained about my work and attitude in the beginning. So i told myself, "Hey, since you are the president, and the fact cant be change, you definitely gonna change yourself. If not, things are really going negative for you all the way."

Even though i often told myself that, but somethings, i still think i havent done well and in fact, done real poorly in. For e.g. The c.o t-shirt. Way too expensive and the quality SUCKS. =X
PP performance, things are not planned and done well.. etc etc etc..

But in the process, i really learnt alot. I became more aware of the different ccas, build upon r/s with the presidents then and learnt how an event should be carried out, etc. Even though like there's one big incident like the disband of CASSC, during my time and is me and Jiunn Yuan who were there at the meeting that says we didnt want to continue the CASSC, which Ian disband it, the r/s with other 4 ccas didnt get affected. We still helped each other in many areas, like sell tickets, opened room for each other etc. Which i really feel very good about it, because no matter what happened in the past, the hatred and grudge shldnt be brought down the next batch. So all 5 ccas did. =D

C.O really tied me down during Year 2 and i'm proud to say that i attended every practices, no matter how late or how sick i am, i still attend. And indeed, i made alot of friends there, friends who definitely can be joked with, friends who are definitely can share alot of things. Very often i think, friends from NPCO can really be closer than those who i made in poly excluding NPCO, which is true. =)
Friends like Jian Kai, Kai Lun, Amanda, Wan Hua, Sheng Xuan, Zhi Zhong, Yang, Julian etc etc etc (all people whom i know through NPCO ba, if i were to list it's gonna be like tml liao!! haha!! =X ) sorry ar, nvr list everyone here, but you know who you are. =D

Glad that i had NPCO with me for the past 2-3 years. Laughter had nvr failed to be with me whenever i go NPCO, although sometimes, i did cry, especially in PP times. Too tired and stressed le. Thinking back now, i still can laugh at those times because it sure brings me back memories. Even though there are sad periods in NPCO, i still mantain a nice and happy-go-lucky outlook, which i'm tired of sometimes.

Another big event that happened during my poly life was to go Cambodia to serve the people there. Serve Cambodia 2006. This trip really changed me alot. It's where it really made me see through alot of things, think through alot of things in a very serious manner, learnt how to handle different people and people whom doesnt learn English as their main languages, and many others. Made alot of friends in this trip, not to mention my group members and also the people there in Cambodia which they will always remember us, as we would remember them in our heart. Ooh well.. Alot of things also happened in this period of time, even though it's just like a few months since the start of the formation of the team till the end of the whole event.

Division of the group into 3 major groups/cliques, which is inevitable, back-stabbing each other and all those unhappy memories at Cambodia. But all those incidents are deemed to be childish of cos, so yeah, after the trip, i try to stay in contact with them, even though some members still dont want to talk to me. Ooh well.. HECK CARE. =X

Haha!! Hmmmm.... Okie, very soon, i will be having my second attachment, which i think will be very stress because of the command of english that is needed at The Royal Bank of Scotland. Queen's English? Haha!! If i could even speak proper English at times, it would be a good thing already. Nah.. I will try to find someone who speak my own language there, if not it would be so dread boring and stressful there. ARGGGGG!!!!

Okie, finished blogging about my own reflections. own thinking, even though i didnt really have much to say. But then yeah, that's about my life in poly. =)

update for the week!!

2008-07-28T22:00:00.000+08:00

Okie, i update you all for the week!! =)

Monday:

Handed in PLB project. Then no lesson for the day, which ended up me meetin Kai Lun at lot 1 to have lunch and he came to my house and watch movie, before we went to jog 2.4km at CCK stadium. My timing? 13 mins again. LOL!!

Ooh well, you may think, no diff what.. Got lah, difference by a few seconds. I was faster by 50 secs or so? HAHA!! Anyway, went to limbang mac to sit and drink ice tea and chatted for some time before we decided to go home. Ooh well, what else can we talk about.. C.O and yeah, school stuffs. Haha!!

Tues:

Went to school for INV tutorial. LATE as usual. Ooh well, I think Mr Chong has took it as a habit for me to come in late. Anyway, Mr Chong like finally called my name to answer question in that tutorial class. -_-

But i didnt know how to answer that question. HAHA!! =X

Anyway, after tutorial, went with Lingmin they all to do CFAS project, but obviously i didnt help them. I listen to music and relax before my interview at RBS at 1pm. Did a little research on RBS, cos kena influence by Lingmin. And luckily i did, cos interview that time they asked. At 11.45am, they finally decided to go with me to RBS. Hakim and LM accompanied me to RBS. Well, it's not very hard to find the way there honestly. So yeah, we managed to get there by 1pm. Benedict was there also. He had his at 1pm too, but different interviewer.

Anyway, my interviewers are Philip Moore and Jane. Philip Moore (pronouce as Phil More) i believe is an australian. And Jane is Singaporean, which is obvious. Want to guess how long my interview took?

*drum rolls*

40 minutes!!! =D

Why so long? Cos Philip talked quite alot, introduce to me about the company and some relevant stuffs. In the interview, they asked me questions like why you choose RBS? Tell me about the modules, your strengths and weaknesses etc.. Those very common questions ba. Anyway, i think my interview is the longest among all. =X

After that, went to meet up with LM and Hakim, who went downstairs to wait for me cos sort of kena 'chased' by the person up there. Cos quite a secured place ar. You go up need pass, come down also need pass. -_-

After that at 2.30pm, it was LM turn. She too only like 20 mins. Half of mine.. Ooh gosh.. I think i really took very long. Anyway, went to eat at IMM and i went back to c.o to find laogong they all. Went to Alumni to eat with Violet, Amanda, Sheng Xuan and laogong. Saw Yiping on our way there and she said she going c.o for awhile. Quite shocked though, cos like very long nvr see her in practices le.

But anyway, went to eat le then go back. Saw Mingkai. He really slim down alot. Went for practice with Violet. Like finally got ppl play zhonghu with me. Haha!! Ooh well, i think it's a natural thing ba cos if i leave c.o le then noone plays zhonghu le so must find a replacement now. Haha!! And.. Playing Zhonghu with someone is always better, cos you really can learn more and play better. Anyway, Shen2 pulled us in to listen to the Cello's Concerto piece. And by the time we went out, Shen2 and Quan Lao shi actually came towards me.

Quan Lao shi taught me how to play the song!! LIKE!! 3 years in NPCO. This is the first time he taught me how to play SONG. -_-

Shen2 also. He was standing behind me. And i managed to finish playing the song like within less than 5 mins? LOL! Quan lao shi still compliment me saying that not bad ar, still can find the note. =D

Okie, so bhb. =X

Had PP comm meeting then. Didnt quite like the way they do things, but didnt say much. Went to eat Mac with Lun and Kai at Beauty World de Mac before going home.

Wed:

Went for TR lecture. Was late. After TR lecture went eat with SX, jian kai and amanda. Bought cake for SX cos it was his birthday. Bought another one for jian kai cos i think he wants. -_-

Birthday Cake for SX

Birthday Boy!!

After that i went for PLB tutorial. Didnt do the tutorial. Penny Thong brought soft toys to teach. LOL!! Show u all pictures.

Mr Tickle

Purple softtoy which Mrs Thong claim to have taken from his daughter in Australia. Got sound de wor when press. haha

Hamburger!!

This teddy cost only $5. -_-

After tutorial, did CFAS project with Yijie and yeah, went to watch Red Cliff with laogong and amanda at Causeway Point. Ate dessert before we go in. The dessert there is ALOT!! The bowl is practically FULL. Laogong ordered Tao Suan, me and amanda ordered Black Gulitinous rice. =D

Went to buy popcorn and drinks before going in and me and laogong went toilet. It's a good practice to go toilet before entering the cinema. You know why? Cos.. Amanda didnt go and she wanted to go like in the middle of the show. -_-

So yeah, haha. Anyway, laogong kept eating popcorn while me and amanda didnt eat much. HAHA! Let him fat! lol. =X

After show went home cos was late already. =)

Thurs:

Woke up at 8+am, thinking that lesson was 11am. But didnt realised that lesson was 10am cos is IS day, then at 9.49am, i finally realised and OMG, rush everything, off laptop and zoommmmmmed to school. Was late of cos, 11.30 i reached. After lesson, went to find laogong and shengxuan to eat lunch. After that, went to find Lingmin they all, thinking that they would go NAPFA. But who knows.. Noone did. -_-

They pangsei me. So i didnt go too, cos need to form group of 10 ppl. Anyway, leave Our Space at 6pm and went to lot 1 to buy Old Chang Kee with Hakim. Went home afterwards.

Fri:

Went to school for INV lecture. Was late. Guest lecturer. Didnt pay attentiont to the lecturer. Haha. After guest lecture was revision lecture. Then discussed the CFAS project and didnt eat lunch. Went for TR tutorial. Mr Wu was damn lame. -_-

Ooh yeah, we found out that he has 14 friends in FACEBOOK, and he is 48 years old this year. =X

Cos Joyce went to his laptop and see his facebook while he teaches. Everyone laugh cos joyce managed to type the things out and displayed on the projector without letting Mr Wu know. Everyone burst into laughter lah then Mr Wu gong gong, duno what happened. Then Kelly say that we thinking of the joke you say just now, so damn racist, but funny. LOL! Ooh well.. he everytime tell racist jokes.

Anyway, after that, stayed for awhile, for whatever reasons i forgot then went home.

Sat:

Meet up with Hui Xin, Amanda, Doreen, Mayber and Yijie and did project at Doreen's house. We bought quite alot of snacks o there to eat. Ma Chiam picnic like tt. haha!! =X

Anyway, project progress was very slow actually, but we managed to clear the things we ought to that day.

Went home in the afternoon to take mahjong paper. Met Mayber and Amanda at Lot 1 to buy the board, which Amanda claim Lot 1 sure have, after they visited BPP. Went back to BPP cos they dont have the smaller board. LOL!! Then we blame her then she guilty and treated us bubble tea!! =D

Went back to Doreen house and continued doing. Had steamboat then as Doreen's mother prepare for us. Thank you Auntie! Went home at ard 10pm.

Sun:

Went to Doreen's house again to do project. This time, nvr buy things to eat. Haha! We realised that we have alot of things to do. So rushed.. Had lunch at BPP long john silver and yeah, bought alot of things at NTUC back to eat. Yijie treated!! =X

We had ice cream, tibits and bubble tea. WOots!!

Went back and rush like mad.. Had dinner at Doreen's house, and continued doing. Hui Xin left at 10pm cos her parents dont let her stay so late. Mayber and Yijie left at 11 + cos no bus for them le. Then i left at 3+am in the morning, after rushed everything. Amanda stayed over at Doreen's house. Took cab home cos noone wanted to fetch me. LOL! Doreen wanted to drive me home, but nah, nvm. haha!!

http://www.worldofwealth-wow.blogspot.com/

this is our blog that we created for CFAS project. Take a look. LOL! =X

Okie, that's all folks. Shall update again. =)

DOWN DOwn down...

2008-07-20T23:59:00.002+08:00

Okie, i'm feeling very emo, very down now. For what reason? DUNO.

Mixed feelings.. Very mixed.. I duno what am i thinking now. VERY LUAN... #$%#%*%(#)_~*!_

HAIZ.... =(

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Blog Revived!!

Day and Night, I want you close to me.

蔡健雅-Goodbye & Hello 空白格

蔡健雅-Goodbye & Hello 空白格 (MV)

Friendship. My definition.

Being selfish and not taking the initiative for the first time.

Move on!!

TANYA CHUA'S CONCERT!

Sprained my ankle again!

2011 first post!!! =DD

2010 ending!

Self Reflections

Music Time~!

Malaysia Trip

Time to grow up and do something for yourself Jian Zhou!!

KFC at Jurong Point

Self reflection thoughts.

My 21st Birthday!!!

NDP is finally over~!

Which is the true side of me?

About me...

GUYS WAKE UP YOUR IDEA!!!

Can everyone be simple again?

Stressful months ahead!

Cant stand some people sometimes...

Mistakes done for Terrex

Random thoughts

Finished Terrex Operator Course!

《听，青春在哭泣》, 感想良多。。。 。。。

March Updates

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

2010!! Happy New Year! =D

you remind me of the past

SAVE THE EARTH

Finish BMT, moving on to the next phrase of NS

3 more days to NS??!! OMG

I need time off...

Oohh nooooo.. I still want my teens!!

090909 nice date!

Term 3 ended..

Never call me rich, cos I'm not. =)

I just cant believe it's just next week.

2 months of relieving classes has past...

Irritated, pissed, and lots of negative emotions

Acoustic Guitar - Andy Mckee

Irritating me

6 days without work? Means holiday!!

National Day Celebration at CCKSS

Hmmm?? Finally had a day break from work, but thinked alot?

Idiotic bunch of intellectually challenged kids...

Sorted out? But missing the past..

New week in school...

2nd week being a relief teacher has just past.

Chaotic day!! zzzz..

Army... Next chapter of life?

First week being a Relief Teacher in CCKSS

New Enlightment? =)

Working...

Who's there to listen and help me?

Updates!!!

Graduation!!!

Singapore Poly CO performance

Immature thinking of some people

stood somewhere 3 years ago..

Driving lesson

Photos time

Revived!!

2009 first post

still sick?

SICK~!

Updates

Laogong is back!! =D

Giving and taking

Jokes and nice stuffs~!

Reverting old self

2 days left before Jian Kai going NS

Jian Kai aka Laogong's Birthday~!!!

Happy Birthday to myself.. =D

Attachment starts!!

《听，青春在哭泣》, 感想良多。。。。。。